Confession of a smbmissive named Bonnie

[zoezane]

At the then end of 2010, I discovered Fetish Diva Diamond aka Zoe Zane. I dialed to the right Diva from a well respected, fetish magazine called DDI. She was wearing a upskirt 1950's dress, pink girdle, sheer silk stockings and Bettie Page AKA Betty Page pumps. I was instantly attracted to this Diva. She has a school for cross dressers. I will attend her sissy training school very soon. I'm in training with my new Diva. Born male, not sure of myself, I decided that Diva could help me get what I need. At the moment, I like to wear female clothes. I've even bought some of Diva's vintage clothes. As a male, I'm small in frame and very shy. With Diva, I feel comfortable talking with her. Diva has told me I'm a true submissive. How she knows, I don't know. In our calls she is very sure of herself, extremely intelligent. I'm Diva's sissy maid and assistant. I will serve all her Mistress girlfriends at her estate. I'm so privileged to know her. I picked the right Diva! She tells me I talk very submissive. I'm just myself in our private talks. I don't pretend that I'm a sissy girl, I'm just me. Diva tells me, I will always be submissive with anyone in my life. I'm learning who I am and where I belong in the fetish world. I's okay to be submissive. I like it. I like wearing her clothes in my private bedroom. Diva has ordered me to join Fetlife.com When my profile is set up she and I see who is interested. I'm unsure of myself but I have my Diva., who will take care of me. I think when you are submissive you need someone to look out for you. A person you can trust, a person who'll make sure no one hurts you. Honestly, I don't have many friends. Both my parents thought I was a dweeb, my Dad thought I was not much of a man. My parents ignored me as a child. It's so wonderful to have Fetish Dive Diamond, my new Mother.
Zoe Zane aka Fetish Diva Diamond

[zoezane_1947]

Phone Training Conversation, male sub Bonnie and Fetish Diva Diamond:

Are you busy Mistress? I miss talking to my Diva. Last week, I lost my voice, had a bad cold. I sent you another letter for the clothing sizes. For your sizes, Diva, your female sub, Precious... and me. I think we are getting the sizes right. I'm smaller than you, my glorious Diva Mistress. The clothes you sent me are a tab too big. I can make it work. I love hearing you talk about me as your house assistance like in the movie "Bernard and Doris". I know you go by different names like Zoe Zane and Fetish Diva Diamond. You've told me to call you Diva. It's wonderful to have a real Mistress that sincerely cares. Maybe I get on your nerves for asking the same questions. Do I? I'm not sure of myself and the world around me. I didn't know my voice sounds like a girl's voice. Diva you tell me I sound like a girl. That I could do phone sex on Nite Flirt. Are you serious? There are people out there who have old computers. I'm one of them. When I get a new computer, I'll post as a male sub who wants to be a girl on Nite Flirt. You said, the men will love me. Since I'm very submissive, I will trust your judgment on who I will fetish date. I know you will protect me from the hardcore wolves. I think about you and I attending San Francisco Folsom Street Fair this September 2012. It will be a big trip for me. All those people at the fair, like over 400,000. Wow! That is a big crowd. You have assured me that it is safe. I can hardly wait to be with you. I am wearing my girlie bra and nylons you sent me. Oh, you said, I would be your first maid in your Fetish Haus you call the Haus of Diamonds. You make me feel so special in our weekly phone calls. I think I am falling in love with my Diva Mistress - Zoe Zane aka Fetish Diva Diamond. You are my Fetish Mommie and I'm your pretty girl.

Zoe Zane

[zoezane_1947]

Today on Diva's private phone line, she heard her sub Bonnie wants to be a female. Since he was small he has wanted to be a girl. Bonnie is growing in confidence with his Mistress, Zoe Zane aka Fetish Diva Diamond/San Francisco. He was strong enough to talk about being a female sub. Since December it has been a fantasy for Diva and Bonnie to live together. Today it felt like this fantasy might come true. Bonnie wants to be Diva's live in. Both are trusting one another more and more. This July Diva will be down in Southern California for a Fetish Convention. This will be a very important meeting for both of them. Bonnie will be the girl of his dream with his Mistress Mommie Diva. He will be trained in person by Fetish Diva Diamond. Bonnie is very excited, he has a Fetish Mommie. Now this sound pretty normal to some of you. But when you build a relationship with a submissive it's very important to trust one another. So much is at stake. A Mistress and her sub must be discreet. This discreetness is essential for the relationship to survive. Today the conversation was about the major life changes Bonnie might go through. Diva was very frank telling him that she knows about gender changes. It can be a bite strange when someone changes from male to female. Right now Bonnie is leaning to his female side. Bonnie has a female voice on the phone. It's not fake, his voice. Bonnie is submissive by nature and loves to please. He wants to spoil his Mistress in real life. He will do anything to make her happy. Diva thinks it might work for both of them. This is a storyths is happening with a Mistress and her male sub called Bonnie. His assignments this week, shop for a training bra at Target, look for a new computer and find a professional that will assist Bonnie in his life transformation.



Zoe Zane

[zoezane_1947]

Confession of submissive named Bonnie

During the month of May, Bonnie was unable to talk to his Mistress "Fetish Diva Diamond" aka Zoe Zane. Bonnie had his family visiting and couldn't get to the phone. Diva sent Bonnie her short blog stories (freeone forum) about their phone conversations to his email. Bonnie read her blog stories as often as possible. Every time Bonnie read what his Diva wrote, he cried. Sometimes he sobbed. LOL. Bonnie was shocked (ashamed) how he sobbed over his Mistress. Bonnie wanted to talk with his Diva so bad. But his family was around 24/7. Bonnie wanted to go shopping, dress up in pretty clothes, put on makeup. It was frustrating for Bonnie. Last week Bonnie's family left. He called his Diva right away and told her why he couldn't call her. He confessed he was a cry baby the whole time for his Diva. His Diva told him to give her a short call if he's unable to talk on the phone for several days. Let her know! It's the polite thing to do Bonnie Love. Tell Diva why you can't talk on the phone. Bonnie agreed he would call his Diva if something came up. Fetish Diva Diamond might be traveling to Southern California in July. It will be the first time for them to be together in live session. Fetish Diva Diamond will put Bonnie in girdle bondage, teach Bonnie how to walk and talk. They might go shopping out in public if time permits.

[michiganfan99]

Mistress your story is great I love it when a woman controlls me like the bitch that I am