Neesa - Redhead Milf

[Devasator]

Neesa, I've been lookin everywhere for ur milfsoup scene 5 since they removed it from wtf?wtf?wtf?wtf?wtf?wtf?wtf?.com. Any links u could send would be greatly appreciated. P.S how the hell could anyone call u a mild, in my opinion, u look like ur 23 year old supermodel. Good luck wit ur career. ;)

[Angstgegner]

Neesa, I think your life is everything but not boring ;)

I remember some rumors about a Sky Lopez Sex Tape from Jeremy, does anyone know?

[ZX_Kamina]

Neesa!

I know I've already said it, but I simply think you are the best! I nearly got into porn just so I could have had the chance to probably work with you one day, but I'm too chickenshit to go through with it.

[free1016]

3.streetblowjobs.com-this one is really good.I saw it.But I gave it 2 my ex and never got it back.The quality I got was bad.But it was a copy.The actor was really hot and nice too.I even fucked him on my own time the night b 4.Which I have never done,except w him.Icey productions owns it.

i found the link to this video from streetblowjobs, http://www.nextdoorpoon.com/sb/187/?id=101680&prg=

[Devasator]

Anyone got a link for neesa's milfsoup scene 5 vid? Any link with the full video would be helpful.

[mardirossian]

How big was Jeremy Jackson's johnson? Was he hung like a black man?

[Neesa]

i dont remember,but I remember he acted like a black man.He doesn't seem to like beibg a white boy.Notice his dark tans.ANd he looks 40.And I think he's in is 20's.I'm 32.meth ages you

[mardirossian]

Is there any truth to the rumors that Jeremy has the mental capacity of adolescent chimpanzee?

[shawnyboy24]

:)Hi neesa,do you have any recent pics of you as a blond?It would be great!

[Neesa]

Hahahaha to what "Mardi"...Said. It's funny to see him on the 2nd episode of that show bcause,he cares so much of what ppl think of him.U would never imagine that "Hobie",is hardcore into dominatrix.Bondage and discipline,etc.he tried that shit on me..But doesn't know how it goes..There are rules and safe words,and nobody forces anyone to do what they dont want to.He just has no respect for women.DId a quick "Gay" catwalk move for me wedging his panties into a thing.No shit.It made me feel so good a few days ago when episode 2 came out and those focus group women made fun of him.

After showing a quick clip of "Hobie" as a child star,the panal was asked to guess what they r up to now.One girl guessed,"He looks like a rapist and a drug addict".How did she know.He felt awful.with cheek bones like that,u either had implants,AIDS,or meth.He plays so passive on the show.He wasnt the night he got aggressive w me.But during the taping he probably isnt able to score any meth.SO it makes him less aggressive.I hate him.U kno how i love to bitch

BTW.I just received "Milfcruiser #7.I am on the cover! Yay! This is all new news to me.And Playboy video sent it.They bought that one and Big Sausage Pizza.ANd I got paid about $800 each vid.Wahhh.But the guy over at PBoy was very nice.

Its actually a really good vid.I fuck 2 guys.SHot in 06.my acting skills during the pick up rocked! I think thats the 1st time u got the real me,and not Neesa.Just the care ride.The funny me who is faseeshes(Spelled wrong damn it!)

[Neesa]

i dont kno how 2 upload pics.Photobucket wont let me.Ill have to update my website soon

[Neesa]

I have no rights to my website.I dont know the person whp put it up.I didnt add the recent banners,etc.And I have no access,so sorry if I couldnt approve your comments ;( I'll just type here.I look at that site as a fan site.Thx..whoever u r

[Manikin]

You look most stunning when you wear dark red lipstick. It contrasts so well against you pale skin.

[IlikeRedheads]

She seems to be coming on like a storm!

You couldnt be more wrong, she came and went almost overnight...i cannot find shit on her.

Anyone who thinks that is actually neesa is fucking stupid.

[GCD1]

Call me "fucking stupid" then because I think it's definitely Neesa.

[Neesa]

Dear,"ILikeRedheads".I am going to give u the attn. that u so need.Here's your 5 sec. of fame baby! It's obvious when someone is a new member to the site,and a new poster on my thread..That u wasted your time just for me! Thanks ;)

I don't kno.Maybe u r one of jeremy"s friends? SInce u r new( I'll let u in on something...I kno how 2 spell.However,Like court reporters,I use shortcuts.Calling me stupid doesn't hurt my feelings.I fucked on film for a living,do u think I care what ppl say about me?Nothing u say can offend me.

ANother thing..This board is about me and the men that love me.And I of course appreciate them.So you will only get shit from the posters on this thread.SO I would find another redhead if I were you.I'm blonde now anyways.And In order for me to be an,"Official Checked Star Member"..I had to show proof.Including,sending freeones pics of me holding a sign,saying it's Neesa on Freeones.I happened to be wearing the same outfit I wore in Milfcruiser.

Now,u can either keep talking shit,which I get a rise out of.Or you can be nice,ask the Universe for your forgiveness.And meditate.And maybe we can be web friends.If u read these threads,U would kno I cast spells.So unless u want to lose your hair,get rectal cancer,or get limp dick permanently..I would shut your pie hole if I were u.Whoosh!

On a nother note..How bout it guys,Bush is out.Maybe some of you arent happy about that.But I need a president that is a democrat.We had The bush family in office,most my life! I watch,"Chocolate News" and alot of comedy on t.v. and they r cracking me up w all their jokes.SNL,etc..showing the white house as a party with rap music and dancing going on.I love Chris Rock and Carlos Mencia mostly.

I do believe it's o.k. to say whatever u want.U must expect others may get hurt or offended.I have a big sense of humor.I voted for my sweet chocolate president.I got one question...Can we still call it the white house? I forgot what comedian or famous person said this..but they said,"Obama really better be good,or else we may never get a black pres. again.

I don't think anyone could b worse that Bush.

Thanks 4 the compl. "Manikin'.Unfot. dark lipstick would make me look like Kelly Bundy w blonde hair.Hahaha

I will make a YouTube Video for u guys probably tomorrow night,when I am not sitting around in P.Js and eating popcorn.I will make sure I am all dolled up for ya.Thx Neesa

ANd if dickwad "Redhead..." keeps being a cunt.I'll let u handle him.U guys r always good at that.Or Ill get him kicked off like all the others.I own this shit bitch

[Neesa]

BTW.I just updated my site.I had to play around w it a little.I never put much effort into shit.I am lazy.I wish I knew who designed it.It was a nice favor.I am not able to upload pics tho.But I will be live in UTuble 2 morrow.If u have any quality questions for me,I will answer them on YoTube live for ya.

[Spectre219]

What's the YouTube channel/link?

[Neesa]

i dont have 1 yet.I will make 1 tomorrow night

[smokebox]

Calling me stupid doesn't hurt my feelings.I fucked on film for a living,do u think I care what ppl say about me?Nothing u say can offend me.

FUCKING HILARIOUS!!! I wish I had the balls to fuck on film.... no seriously there are minuscule!! If I did, I would definitely want to work with you Neesa...mmmmmmm...yummy!

[Neesa]

Thanks smokebox! How do u guys come up w these names? Actually,u wouldn't want to work w me on film.I was kind of irriatable and a pain in the ass.I didnt like the actual act.I liked the outcome.The video on shelves and on the internet.Millions off ppl seeing all my holes.Knowing that ex friends adn ex lovers would see this shit.WHat a,"Fuck you" to ex's who it ended bad with.ANd what a ,"Look at me now bitch" to ex friends.ANd I know that whenever ex ppl that were close to me in the past miss me,r curious about what I look like or what I am doing..

They can always check me out.I get off on that.So if there r an of u out there..Hope u r enjoying my ne wlook,as well as my work.If my pics and vids can get u off,mission accomplished.I am one twisted,evil,sick bitch when it comes to bad blood w ppl.But if u r my friend,fan,or just good to me..I will be very good to u.I do have a heart of gold.

BTW:I forgot to address that "ILikeRedheads" just called u all "STupid"(Read above)..Noone calls my boys stupid!

[justa-guy]

:) not to bad!

[shawnyboy24]

Are you going to do the youtube thing tonight???

[shawnyboy24]

What is the adress of neesa s website???

[Neesa]

www.neesa.net
Guys,I am so lazy,freezing,and in pajamas.I cant possibly let u c me like this ;( maybe tomorrow.Def Fri cause I am going to wk that nite.So I have 2dress up

[Angstgegner]

I read on your homepage that you are Sicilian & German,

sprichst Du denn deutsch, wie kommt das zusammen?

Greetz from Germany;)

[Spectre219]

BTW:I forgot to address that "ILikeRedheads" just called u all "STupid"(Read above)..Noone calls my boys stupid! -Neesa

Death to the Unbeliever!!!!!!

:ban:

[pikoc89]

I'm jelaous! Those two lucky guys got reborn again. U look hot in that video Neesa! Good job!!!

[Neesa]

http://www.porn.com/pictures-gallery.html?scene=25522&g=1&site=ET&

http://www.hornybullz.com/video.php?porn=179

Why is this vid coming out shitty? Can anyone get the pics ncie and big for me?U can send it to neesaxxx@yahoo.com
I need to own this.I cannot get ahold of the company!!!

http://www.pinkandperfect.com/trailer5.html

[Neesa]

You ask,I deliver.This is my homemade Youtube video,just for you guys..Enjoy

http://www.youtube.com/user/Neesa666

[smokebox]

Wow, you look like 2 totally different people from then and now. I do miss the red hair though. Any chance of a return to red?? Still stunning!!

[GCD1]

Good video. Now all that you need to do is record your story about that wanna be from the last page in video diary format like that video and put it on YouTube. In fact, record all of your commentary posts on here like that.

[Neesa]

U kno "GCD1"..That's a good idea.I will try to do at least 1 video blog a week.I found this on Shelley Lubbens webpage.It touched my heart.Can any of u help this women in need of medical attention?

More on Shelley’s Blog www.thepinkcross.org

In my opinion...there are some cases where girls are suffering after leaving porn,bcaue they have a drug problem,and they need a fix.And we feel sorry for them(Well I dont)

This lovely women is having a problem bcause she is deaf and needs medical attn:
www.thepinkcross.org is soo amazing.Even if u love porn,u should love to kno that, if a girl is trying to change ger life,get out the biz,and is happier..Than that is good.Shelley recently sent me a care package.It brought tears to my eyes.The only other gift I got was..An Asian gang movie(I have Asian fever),and an ice tray in the shape of teeth(Hence my dental assisting career).hahah

If u cannot help financially,please go on her boards,tell them I sent u,and just throw them some good energy to make these girls feel good.Thanks,Neesa

[Devasator]

No offense neesa but would u mind answering one of my posts. When u don't, I kinda feel like I shouldnt be here. :(. Btw, think ur adorable.

[Neesa]

i dont remember ur posts.Sorry u feel that way.I dont answer everyones posts.That would b very time consuming.If I get compliments,I usually send a big,"Thanks for all ur compliments."if I feel it is a quest. worth answering,I do.If I don't feel comfy answering,I dont.But repost it,and I promise to reply,even if I dont anser the quest.U r not being ignored here.I am thankful for all of u.But keep in mind.I am 1 person.Thx

[jambun1]

I would not give a penny to that site, that woman like many other religious zealots is like some hellfire & brimstone preacher.

So why do these girls have to find God & dress like nuns to get out of the porn industry? Why can't they just say this is not for me & walk away? Why do they constantly feel the need to badmouth the industry that paid their bills not too long ago?

I find many of Lubenn's claims to be farcical, sadly if you try to post on her YouTube channel & your comment is pro porn or challenging any of her claims, then she doesn't allow it. Like many others on a crusade she only approves posts that agree with her.

Here are some of her claims-

The largest group viewing online pornography is ages 12 to 17- Well I can remember as I am sure most kids can, finding discarded porn mags on the way to school at 12-14, or somebody bringing them in & everybody having a look, it is human nature- just now it is online.

27 porn performers have committed suicide since 1990- Does she have any proof how many of these are connected to being in the porn industry? Maybe some of them had to do with stuff outside of porn. How many pro wrestlers have taken their lives since 1990? Probably just as many if not more.

47 porn performers have died from drug overdose since 1990- Again how many pro wrestlers have died from them since 1990? a lot more than 27 I can assure you. How many musicians or hollywood stars have died in this way since 1990? Why is she singling out porn?

65 percent of high school students admit to unsafe, inappropriate, or illegal activities online- Well how much of that is them downloadng hollywood films or albums illegally? Yet the insinuaton is that it is all to do with porn.

More than 11 million teens regularly view porn online- My word, considering eighteen & nineteen year olds are legally allowed to view porn is that such a shock? What constitues porn exactly? I was seeing topless page 3 girls in the newspaper from the age of 5.

[Devasator]

Thanks for replying (no sarcasm intended). But I've been searching for one of ur vids online for a few months. It's the one where u are giving an oil massage on the balcony. P.s why did u change ur hair?

[Neesa]

Hi Dev."Milfsoup".CHanged my hair for 3 reasons..My band broke up so I was finally able to change my look,Blondes make wayy more $ at the strip clubs,I was tired of being a goth girl/attracting young broke ass non committin,goth boys.

Jambum,I see your point very much.She knows how I feel.She knows I am still in the industry as a stripper,She also knows I am not religious and I dont go to church.I believe in GOD,but I also cast spells everyday.Good ones,Even,"Dear Universe,if you believe____ should be punished for the sin they committed to me,or others.I leave that into your hands." See,than it doesn't come back to me.

She has been very sweet to me,and the package was very endearing.I can see your point though.But she is not going to mention the statistics of other sources on her site,ya know.As far as the positive replies only,I do have a hard time w that.I have had a post deleted bcause it was negative.I think she just wants to put positive energy out there.I appreciate that.But for me,most the time..The glass is half empty.

I bad mouth the industry all the time.WHy didnt I get out? Bcause I would go on 1 shoot,have a positive experience..work w good people.ANd then get sent out to another shoot and be treated like shit.You never know what you are going to get.I only bad mouth the ppl in the biz that pissed me off.ALso,Getting paid $800 a vid mostly,and doin 26 porn films over 7 yrs,taking 2 years off..Lets just say,I make way more $ as a stripper.It was spending $ for me.It def. didnt pay my bills.Not after $120-$150 blood tests every 30 days,sometimes travel,etc.

I am not AGAINST the industry.I am fine w ppl buying/watching porn,I am fine w other ppl acting in porn.I just don't want to do it anymore.Been 2 yrs and 2 months.As far as,"Why dont they get out"? Drug problems,Pimps that threaten their lives if they leave,girls shipped in from other countries and having their passport taken away/being threatened to authorities that they r in USA illegally,low self esteem,many of the girls have been raped/abused as children/adults and feel worthless.ANd I have met 1 girl who said,"My boyfriend makes me do this to pay his bills and I want out".

I know this bcause I was a victim of physical abuse until I was 18. I work w these girls at the strip clubs/porn industry.I am not asking for pitty.ANd yes,I had other choices.I took them.Went to college,got my dental assisting degree,and am still dancing.The only reason I got into porn was for vengeance.To piss guys off that I was dating.If they broke up w me,I got back into porn.I know it killed them.I am immature and vengeful as hell.But I am self destructive and usually use my pussy to get back at ment that piss me off.

I do feel like..If I wasnt abused as a child/teen..I probably wouldnt be in this industry at all.I felt so low about myself.ANd the way my 1st relationship treated me,angered me so much,I wanted so bad for him to see me fuck other guys on film.Lucky for me,his friends found out and told them.I didnt say a word.That had to hurt/ruin his ego.

SO once again,I agree w u on many levels.Just know that Shelley is not out to hurt anyones feelings.She does alot of good.U may not agree.She saves women that had bad experiences in the biz.Have a good weekend.And I want to remind all of you..

SUPERBOWL SUNDAY is the #1 day of the most domestic violence against women cases.Thats just 1 of the resons why I hate it.Why,"Im trying to watch the game,if u dont leave me alone,Im gonna get angry".SO fuck SUper bowl sunday.The only good I get out of it is..More $ at the club.

[jambun1]

Good post, my main problem with her is I doubt her motives for helping these women. I think she is exploiting them for her own personal agenda, every bit as much- if not worse than the porn industry.

I guess that is my main problem with religion- my view is if you want it you will go & find it, rather than having them knock on your door or stop you on the street, or in her case turning up to industry functions uninvited- shouting the odds & trying to 'save' pornstars from 'burning in hell'.

I find her comment that no woman enjoys making porn, to be the most ridiculous one of her many farcical statements- many obviously do enjoy having sex & getting paid for it, but I guess she would rather tell them what they are thinking or should be thinking, as is the way with these religious/cult leaders, or as she describes it her mission .

I do have to wonder at some of these girls too, one of the names seemed to do porn for about five minutes- did a few films & then decided she did not like it, Lubben also wants people to supply these pornstars with baby clothes & pay their rent for them- is it any wonder porn stars with kids who do not want to do porn again, or at least for a couple of years until the kids are in school, are joining her cause, when they get their bills paid for them in return for wearing a pink shirt & slagging off the porn industry every so often?

She also it seems wants free lawyers, video equipment, computers, computer equipment, free printing for her propaganda etc. I don't see any difference between her & the faith healer preachers on tv- except perhpas she is not doing it solely for the money, but for her own personal issues she has never worked out, as unlike yourself she refuses to take any persoanl responsibility & instead blames everything & every disorder she has on porn. Or who knows perhaps she is also making a decent wedge out of all this.

[jambun1]

I would be supporting her cause if it was doing things like- trying to get better rights for porn workers, keeping drugs away from porn sets, stopping the blackmailing of women without green cards etc.

However if she had her way this site would not exist, children would have no exposure to any kind of sexual material- including things like pictures of topless women- or even women in bikinis, as these types also targer magazines like FHM & Maxim as being porn & unsuitable for children, your stripping would not be allowed.

I guess then everybody would be forced to only have sex when they are married as God/Jesus decreed, I loved that quote about Jesus saying we were made for greater things that porn, I have never heard that one before. Perhaps anybody breaking these rules would then be stoned to death for blasphemy as they still do in heavily 'religious' lands, I am thinking as she follows the good book so closely, she would want all homosexuals or heterosecuals who have anal sex to be exiled or worse.

Just like I would be supporting feminists as well, if they campaigned for equal pay & rights etc, rather than campaigning to have FHM removed from shops & complaining about the use of women's sexuality to sell products. Of course they manage to ignore all the men used to sell products to women or gay men, in exactly the same manner.

[Devasator]

Neesa, ur probably the only porn performer I've seen or chatted with who has a personality. Everyone else is mindless sex dolls. Good luck wit ur career and u still look hot. ;)

[Steve_Bak]

Greetings from Paris to you Guys and Hello to you Neesa :)

So I've just seen you in MILF Soup and I must say you were the only one who pays my attention (Great body and wonderful eyes :rolleyes:) !!

I had to know who you were and what a suprise for me to see you chatting with fans on this forum (Never seen this before and you're not the only one !).

Keep up this good work (as long as you enjoy it) and make us dream just by seeing you :lovecoupl

One question : what is your height ? cause in your site it says : 4'10" which turns into 1 meters 24 cm !! So I guess something's wrong (or a wrong calculation from me) :confused:

Thanks

[Neesa]

Updated my website.Feel free to leave comments.I am not sure all stories will let u leave comments.I don't know how to fix it.But u can leave them here.

[Neesa]

Someone contact Sarah Underwood(Playboy playmate) on my opinion on her(Negative).She is on Myspace. tell her to check out my website where I talk shit about her.U wanna b in the spotlight? Expect criticism.I am not a sweet girl from oregon.I am a street smart bitch from Miami,just 5 minutes drive from the ghetto called,"Carol City".I am not nieve.And I don't mind being hated.I love the attn"Good or bad.She needs to know that daddy looking at her Playboy layout is not normal.WHo am I to judge? I did everything in the adult industry.Including whore houses..But I am o.k. w ppl judging me.I wouldn't date a girl like me either.Unless I was willing to completely get out of the biz.

I was a gothic punk in high school(91) till 2 yrs ago.We hated you sorority types.And u looked down upon us weirdos.

[jambun1]

Just read your comments on her & playboy models & I agree with them all, except the bit about her daddy jerking off later- I honestly don't think anybody can jerk off over that sanitised bland shit, but yes showing your parents pics of you nude & them looking at them is pretty messed up.

To me every time I think of Playboy I think of a ridiculous old man in a smoking jacket, who surrounds himself with vacant money grabbing bimbos & professes one of them to be the love of his life, while shagging all the others at the same time.

I have a lot more respect for pornstars than I do for Playboy models, as you say most men really are not interested in all that glossy crap if there is nothing but tease- I got fed up with the porn Private were making because as nice as the girls look, I don't want to see bland fucking on yachts & on white sheets in mansions.

Heffner & these bimbos look down their noses at porn stars, yet they are happy to shag him just to get in his crappy magazine & get something when he dies, Also porn at least advertises to adults, he advertises to kids.

Personally I feel disgusted to see little girls aged 7 or 8 walking around wearing a playboy t shirt- now that is something this Lubben woman should be railing against, she bitches about kids looking at hard porn sites, well how about a soft pornographer selling t shirts & lunchboxes to them with the full cooperation of the shops & the government & everybody just accepting this as normal & seeing him as somehow mainstream, just because he has a crappy show on tv?

[Neesa]

Love your post Jam".DOnt have time 2 answer at the moment.But wanna let u all kno.I dont kno how 2 figure out some of the settings on my website..SO u r not able to comment on some of my blogs.SO,i recommend u leave ur comments on some of the other topics that allow u 2.Later,Ill reply 2 the comment on my site,and on "Jams".Have fun guys!

[Neesa]

excerpt from my site..
Things i Really HATE
March 25th, 2008
Things I really hate..That MySpace has ruined my last few relationships.I hated when girls provoked me by leaving slutty comments on MY mans page.The only reason a girl would leave a comment instead of a private message, is so everyone else can read it.To cock block.To be a drama starting cunt!

That the only man I want to be in a relationship with, is just not that into me…arrogence,smelly people,homophobics,LIARS,junkies(Esp. meth heads and heroin addicts),the smell of cigar/cigarettes,rapists,men who do not act like gentlemen,(I may be a manhater alot of the time,but I treat all people w respect until they disrespect me),

People who brag about their money,freeloaders,cheap people,those who serve in the military and expect me to thank them and act like they are doing me a favor..My opinion on that…U decided to join the military.Thanks for protecting the country, but when I see u at my club all dressed up in gear..I don’t kiss your ass or even mention your career bcause we will just fight.Its my right to believe you are not a hero.

I may not want to date a man from the middle east..But the fact is..the government has trained u to kill them,and countless others.In my opinion,u r murderers.BTW:U wanna talk about saving my life? I hate life,Glass half empty.I attempted suicide many times,I am open about that.I believe in karma,and when u blow a families house up,children,etc..And you die in the end..Your family shouldn’t wonder why.

Many people join the military bcause they cant/dont wanna work in the real world.U r AMericas puppet,u get amazing benefits,u don’t need to b intelligent,and a free college education.The U.S> Army also has their recruiters aim towards weak minded people that would be easy to manipulate,and minorities.There are way more black people in the military than there used to be.

I also noticed that alot of men that are snipers,murderers,rapists,etc..Were in the military.It fucks u up when u get out.They(The military men themselves) admit that.They are ridiculed in training.Called faggots and pussies.That’s how they toughen them up.DO they make racial remarks?Just curious.I see men holding signs saying,”Help,Vietnam vet”.I feel terrible fo rthem.The Gov’t lied to them.They were promised that they would b taken care of when they got out.The Gov’t lied.That was also at a time when some of them had no choice but to join.Times are different..U don’t have to serve.SO if u come out broke,or fucked up..Don’t be surprised.Many of u will disagree.Maybe some of u Neesa fans are in the military.If so,please give me info on what goes on.DO u feel u r being treated well? And many women marry these men for benefits and cry that their man is always away.They have babies w them so they can be taken care of forever(Like goldiggers w rich men).They also marry military men knowing they never have to see them.And if u dont think they have a man on the side,u r dumb.

[Devasator]

In a techincal way, they are saving it life. I'm no fan of our military. I just like tanks. Lol but while I agree with u that at a club, just because they are in uniform doesn't give them the right to demand respect because they are trained to kill people we are taught to hate. It's just wrong. And while I'm a month underage to be here, I have the mind of a college student and one hell of a gamer. Keep on postin here neesa and keep ur pride.

[Spectre219]

excerpt from my site..
Things i Really HATE
March 25th, 2008
Things I really hate..That MySpace has ruined my last few relationships.I hated when girls provoked me by leaving slutty comments on MY mans page.The only reason a girl would leave a comment instead of a private message, is so everyone else can read it.To cock block.To be a drama starting cunt!

That the only man I want to be in a relationship with, is just not that into me…arrogence,smelly people,homophobics,LIARS,junkies(Esp. meth heads and heroin addicts),the smell of cigar/cigarettes,rapists,men who do not act like gentlemen,(I may be a manhater alot of the time,but I treat all people w respect until they disrespect me),

People who brag about their money,freeloaders,cheap people,those who serve in the military and expect me to thank them and act like they are doing me a favor..My opinion on that…U decided to join the military.Thanks for protecting the country, but when I see u at my club all dressed up in gear..I don’t kiss your ass or even mention your career bcause we will just fight.Its my right to believe you are not a hero.

I may not want to date a man from the middle east..But the fact is..the government has trained u to kill them,and countless others.In my opinion,u r murderers.BTW:U wanna talk about saving my life? I hate life,Glass half empty.I attempted suicide many times,I am open about that.I believe in karma,and when u blow a families house up,children,etc..And you die in the end..Your family shouldn’t wonder why.

Many people join the military bcause they cant/dont wanna work in the real world.U r AMericas puppet,u get amazing benefits,u don’t need to b intelligent,and a free college education.The U.S> Army also has their recruiters aim towards weak minded people that would be easy to manipulate,and minorities.There are way more black people in the military than there used to be.

I also noticed that alot of men that are snipers,murderers,rapists,etc..Were in the military.It fucks u up when u get out.They(The military men themselves) admit that.They are ridiculed in training.Called faggots and pussies.That’s how they toughen them up.DO they make racial remarks?Just curious.I see men holding signs saying,”Help,Vietnam vet”.I feel terrible fo rthem.The Gov’t lied to them.They were promised that they would b taken care of when they got out.The Gov’t lied.That was also at a time when some of them had no choice but to join.Times are different..U don’t have to serve.SO if u come out broke,or fucked up..Don’t be surprised.Many of u will disagree.Maybe some of u Neesa fans are in the military.If so,please give me info on what goes on.DO u feel u r being treated well? And many women marry these men for benefits and cry that their man is always away.They have babies w them so they can be taken care of forever(Like goldiggers w rich men).They also marry military men knowing they never have to see them.And if u dont think they have a man on the side,u r dumb.


To respond to part of this, as a former member of the armed forces, it really pissed me off when the guys would hoot and hollar at women like they were dogs barking at a cat.
But, out of say... 100 people of the company that were there, me and maybe 3-5 others were the only ones not being dicks. It really enfuriates me when someone disrespects women, especially at a club, and even more so if wearing the uniform.

We were taught, and taught well to have some dignity when you wear the uniform. Wearing that makes you represent the entire military, our government, and the US as a nation.

In regards to some of your questions:
Racial Remarks, and minorities: I honestly don't see more blacks, or even minority groups as a majority in the service. Out of 150, there was only a few. In my platoon(40-50), there was only 1 who was black. Since he was the only one, we made jokes about him being the token black guy, but we all made fun of each other equally. He was never outcast because of his race.

Finances: I got paid really well. With little to no expenses, most of my income was profit. If I was married, I think I would get about double what I was being paid. And there were only a couple people in the company (I think), who got married, or were married prior to enlisting. One had married for the money, and we all joked with him about how he's being used, but he didn't seem to mind.

And yeah, you're kinda fucked up after you get out. No matter how long you were in. It really depends on the kind of person.

If you have anymore questions, feel free to ask.

[Devasator]

Neesa, is there any way that I can contact u more privately. There's some stuff that I don't feel comfy sharing on this public forum. I don't need any sympathy from people who's true feelings I can sense.

[Neesa]

Neesaxxx@yahoo.com I will def. read it.But dont get offended if I dont respond.I like to listen,read,pay attn.But I am bad at returning long emails,etc.U kno I am blunt.

[hatch92]

Ok, you are hot as fuck, and the pic set with the slight sunburn/tanlines was super quality, but... I feel you are a drama queen, you say you dont want sympathy, yet in every post you mention how things have gone bad for you, etc, etc, etc. If you really dont want sympathy, let it go. Also, just because this war we are in was in no way a good idea does not mean that you can say that the members of the armed forces dont deserve respect, and deserve to die due to karma.

[Neesa]

O.K. Hatch,obviously u r in the military,or a big fan of violence.yes,I am a drama queen.In fact,I used to perform w drag queens for 5 years! A blog is when u post what's on your mind.It's a diary of my thoughts.I don't care if ppl agree w me or not.If I did,I wouldn't type it.Sure,I'll take sympathy,with half and half and sugar please.If I don't get any,I'll just cry and pound my feet like a child.(Insert sarcasm here).

I am not going to mention the good things that happen as often as the bad.The good things aren't as interesting..What do u want me to blog about?"I went to the mall today and got a new pair of shoes? I met a great guy? I haven't met a great guy in years.SO when I meet one,I'll blog about it.Actually,I don't like to exploit my love life,or lack of.So u won't read that shit.If it happens.I am a mess so it's hard for me to find a man."Pretty on the outside,fucked up on the inside".I don't have to respect everyones job.Many people don't respect my job.Even friends.I am o.k. w that.I understand.

SO chill out and enjoy this ride I will take u on.Have a cup of hot cocoa.luv ya

[bsrzi]

http://www.inspectorgalleries.com/mgp/rev/1203/index.html

[littlepuppetman]

A question, if I may:
So are a majority of male performers/directors complete ass holes, or are some at least semi respectful? I always wondered that. It seems *soapbox rant removed*
Oh, right... that porcelain skin thing you had going on for a bit? Absolutely beautiful.

[CoffeeCrisp]

Early Work:

http://www.doctortrickles.com/tgp/15/

http://www.doctortrickles.com/tgp/26/index.php

http://www.urlsgurls.com/06/27/gal1_9.html

http://www.dailycuties.com/0208/14/p1g7.html

Nowadays:

http://www.johnniegalleries.com/hardcore/172/jpegworld.html

[Neesa]

OMG! How did u guys find this shit? I can only think of the guy that owns the site.I must say that I look awful in all the pics except the chearleader ones.That "Homeless heroin looking scene"..I couldn't get that.I did what they asked.I got paid.

There were 2 guys..Paul and Greg.I ended up doing webcam for them back in 99.They jipped all the girls.We got paid $100 a day for 8 hrs of masturbation(Most of us got yeast infections from the friction)...We were told we would get commission.Nevr did.I stopped wking in the office there after 1 month.Other girls were stupid and stayed.Talk about Karma..Greg died not so long after of a heart attack.I'm telling u..SO many ppl that fuck w me end up dead,or there life is in shambles..All I do is wish,pray..

SO I think Paul or his friends r posting these.And I am glad bcause I wanted to own the pics and now I have them.SO paul(Or if u kno him) u can tell him that his idea for porn sucked.he's a cheap fuck.ANd karma will get him too.WHat do u say guys.If we all pray tonight that he gets cancer..Its very possible..Ask,believe,receive.

[jambun1]

I like watersports stuff- although I prefer women peeing on men & men peeing on women rather than solo, but that site looks real low rent quality.

[Neesa]

Yeah.They were amateurs.I looked awful.Who gets off on girls trying to look like junkies??

[jambun1]

Some people get off on all manner of weird/disgusting things- animal porn, kiddie porn, pseudo snuff, anorexic porn, morbidly obese porn etc.

[chayah27]

Love your newer stuff from I think the past 3 years or so with the bright red hair and lovely skin. You looked, and still look, amazing :D

[prad294]

@Neesa: u r extremely attractive woman not only for the reason u look pretty but also considering the fact that u r also smart one... i respect u...

people get off on a lot of weird things... as long as there is consent and free will, and without affecting others, i guess anything is ok... we just dont need to bother abt it...

[chayah27]

@Neesa: u r extremely attractive woman not only for the reason u look pretty but also considering the fact that u r also smart one... i respect u...

people get off on a lot of weird things... as long as there is consent and free will, and without affecting others, i guess anything is ok... we just dont need to bother abt it...

I get off on the usual "women being tied up" but also biting and scratching and if I can ever find it, blood, but in a specific way really.

[prad294]

I get off on the usual "women being tied up" but also biting and scratching and if I can ever find it, blood, but in a specific way really.

i do definitely sense an undercurrent in my friend's comment but i do have to say even sadomachisim is fine as along as {plz note this} there is CONSENT AND FREE WILL from both actors involved in it....my point is simple.. the existence of consent and freewill {which are not vitiated by coercion or undue influence} is the most important thing.. everything which falls within those parameters are fine but outside them should be something looked down upon..

[dogdoosnowcone8]

when are we going to see scenes of you with blond hair?

[chayah27]

i do definitely sense an undercurrent in my friend's comment but i do have to say even sadomachisim is fine as along as {plz note this} there is CONSENT AND FREE WILL from both actors involved in it....my point is simple.. the existence of consent and freewill {which are not vitiated by coercion or undue influence} is the most important thing.. everything which falls within those parameters are fine but outside them should be something looked down upon..


Definitely agree. Me and my gf do both have rape fantasies too and we have acted them out, but it has always been within the limits we agree it will go and within the moments no-one has said "no" or "stop". I also like to place my hand on her neck and push and squeeze and after carefully listening to her and paying attention to how she reacts I know exactly when to do it, when she'll like me doing it and exactly how far to go. Anything we've ever done has, in the vast majority of cases (there have been exceptions like my gf trying to wake me up with a blowjob lol) there has been consent on both our parts. Although her finding out she liked being spanked came from me just doing it :p

[prad294]

well thts my point!

[chayah27]

well thts my point!

Lol, I know :D

[magnum007]

http://tube.askjolene.com/play/1/08A6CA892B59EBDBBF03C04FC8E03F75/extra-special-delivery-service

[NYC1]

http://www.serialpervert.com/galleries/milf-sex/272/busty-redhead-8.html

[5ledgehammer]

very hot MILF

[KB122]

Yeah.They were amateurs.I looked awful.Who gets off on girls trying to look like junkies??

Neesa, whats up! Met you 2nite and u r amazing!

[Neesa]

Oh KB,thank you.ANd u r sweet and cute as well! Cant blieve u noticed me.Guys,I want u 2 kno that when u email me,U will receive a nutty auto reply/signature.Just ignore it.It's intended for a few crazy guys in particular.Most don't kno I post here.

[Neesa]

WTF? I'v said it b 4.I dont kno who runs my site.I can type blogs and thats it.It doesn't even allow ppl to add comments on most posts.SOmeone has erased my post about "Haggard",the Preacher who is married caught w a male prostitute while on speed and he's married.Was it the webmaster? Or the asshole who left a comment?Fucking geezis freaks.Now I have to think of something nastier.

Maybe the webmaster is afraid of slander? I'm not.U kno how much shit i say.If u do the above..U will be spoken about.Besides..I am bipolar which means that when I get in trouble,I am excused.If u go to my site,the guy /? who left the comments email is posted by yours truly.Feel free to send him pics of preachers and the children who love them.Fuck priests/preachers/fuck me.haha

[Dean Wormer]

WTF? I'v said it b 4.I dont kno who runs my site.I can type blogs and thats it.It doesn't even allow ppl to add comments on most posts.SOmeone has erased my post about "Haggard",the Preacher who is married caught w a male prostitute while on speed and he's married.Was it the webmaster? Or the asshole who left a comment?Fucking geezis freaks.Now I have to think of something nastier.

Maybe the webmaster is afraid of slander? I'm not.U kno how much shit i say.If u do the above..U will be spoken about.Besides..I am bipolar which means that when I get in trouble,I am excused.If u go to my site,the guy /? who left the comments email is posted by yours truly.Feel free to send him pics of preachers and the children who love them.Fuck priests/preachers/fuck me.haha

What in the world are you talking about? No one has made any posts like that in this thread. Or are you having a bipolar spaz attack?

[Neesa]

Darlin' wormer..If u go back and read my post,u will c I am referring to www.neesa.netAnd as far as my bipolar (Episodes they r called)..Not last night.But I had one not too long ago.BTW:Making fun of one w a mental disorder is = tom making fun of retarded children.SO be kind.Rewind

[Duipix]

hi, i am from finland and you are so beautiful, so i just hope you all the best

[Neesa]

Time for another debate.I'll keep it short,and u guys can gimmie ur input..
To all of those friends,customers,ppl I didn't kno at all that tried 2 give me financial advice.."What? U have been dancing for __ years and u have no savings,investments,stocks,mutual funds,CD"s,house/property..To you all who said that.."Whose crying now?"-Journey..
I lost nothing during this current recession.I'd rather have never been a millionaire,rich,or own things and live a regular life.Than have lost all that.Sucks to be you.Hey Wall street guys and mortgage brokers..DO u miss your limo driver? Your sports car? The hot ladies? Bcause now,u r left in the middle of lame ass N.Y. standing in the street with a briefcase,empty bcause u sold your computer on Ebay.

The upper class..Welcome 2 my life.I never had a luxory car..but I have no luxory payments.I am not worrying about my house going under forclosure..bcause I never bought one.What if I did all u said to do..Played the stock market,gambled,do outcall escorting,invest invest invest...I'd be homeless,broke,and if I did the outcalls u asked me to do..I'd b dead.

But here is who else I blame..Those of you that made less than me a year.You knew damn well u could not afford a house,even an apt. There was no hidden agendas..They prayed on minorities as well.Finally,minorities thought they could live like the rich whities..Well,they fucked u over bad.But u fell for it.No interest for a yr...Did u put that $ away that yr. for the following year?

U kno why I didn't buy a house? Bcause I kno I cannot b a stripper forever.WHat if an implant gets damaged and I am out of wk/have 2 find around 8,000 for a new one? WHat if I get fat and ugly/get in a car accident? Than who pays for my house? See,with a regular job that pays u in checks..Most likely u have benefits,sick leave,etc..I don't.

Now I am enjoying all the sales,buying desighner clothes for way less,traveling doesn't cost as much.More "For rent" signs..It's getting rougher at work.Really bcause where I dance,there are so many girls that are coming to our lousy economic country and taking away $ from all the AMerican dancers who have supported these clubs for years.They waltz in..Their pimps take their passports away..Or they just come on their own..

It's also getting rough at wk. bcause of the lack of spending.To all teh landlords that shot me down..You wouldn't give me a plac to live bcause..Even tho I made great $ as a stripper/porn actress/dental assistant..I have a few things on my credit report..Mostly suicide attempts..Hospital bills.My opinion on that.."Fuck you,I was trying to kill myself and it's not my problem you decided to revive me.But out".About that care i had repoed..The bill collector from over 7 yrs ago saying anything to get me to pay up...Then u talk shit about my job as a stripper..That was it..My final straw..$5000 they lost.So my credit sucks.Landlords deny me.I have been living w friends,roomates wo have th place under their names,and subletting for years.ANd now u r begging for tenants.. Sucks to be u..Greed.You could have given me that apt. But you would much rather b out of a tenant for 5 months and lose around $5000.Karma is a cunt.

So we r all suffereing..But to those who were rich,fucked ppl over in the stock market,and worked in the mortgage business and scammed all tose ppl that were(Not innocent.Just stupid)..How's that working out for ya now? See ya bagging my groceries ..The rich assholes who used to treat the strippers like we were stupid..We r probably making more $ than u now.Hahahah Revenge.U kno ow much I love it.

BTW:I am happy to hear that the porn industry is failing miserably.I remember getting paid $800 a shoot average..ANd paing for my blood wor. which was $120 every 30 days..How many porn companies r struggling now?? Thats bcause u took advantage of your talent.Yeah,more girls doing porn bcause they r struggling..But less ppl buying it.Playboy just bought "Big Sausage Pizza" and "Milfcruiser 7" that I was in.You kno why?? Bcause they r suffereing,and noone wants to watch their classy,boring,porn anymore.PBoy refuses to put their name on those vids bcause of their rep.Write them..U will find out they own those.I spoke to someone over there myself..Too many guys were runnig to start a porn company w a cheap video cam and paying talent tiny amts.. Oversaturation..Now,they r out of wrk.I can always find work as a stripper/dental assistant.I think I can dance another 10 yrs. Most men peg me at 22.I will b 33 soon.And proud.SO there is my rant for tonight.Thoughts?

Tomorrows topic..Free preschool..Fucking ridiculous.

[Neesa]

I finally figured out how to upload pics here.Check them out on my profile.They were taken a few days ago.U can tell I'v been doing weights and really toning up

[georges]

Hi Neesa

I wish you a great a passover/ eastern holiday and be strong, don't lose faith.
I would like to email you, if you don't mind sending me your mail through pm.

have a great week end

regards

georges

[Neesa]

Thanks Georges.I dont celebrate the holidays.But I did donate alot to the Dom. Viol. shelter for women so them and their children could have a Happy Easter.BTW I added new pics on my profile here

[3mrick]

:wtf:

[3mrick]

gosh darn redheads delicious.

http://galleries.bookmark.com/bangbros/Milflessons/11/index.html

[smokebox]

Thanks Georges.I dont celebrate the holidays.But I did donate alot to the Dom. Viol. shelter for women so them and their children could have a Happy Easter.BTW I added new pics on my profile here

How do you look at the pics on your profile??

[Neesa]

Pappilon,that was a sweet,informative,and truthfull message.I don't have time 2 reply at the time due to the long message.SO give me a few days. Neesa

[3mrick]

I 100% percent hope that you do accomplish everything you set out to do Neesa all bullshitting aside. Always do whats rights for you. *I,m sure you've heard this a million times thought.*

[Neesa]

Too much spam has caused me to shut down my email addy.Sorry guys.But you can post here.Thx

[Neesa]

Hey guys..Who is http://www.yorkimmigrationlaw.com/ ?
It looks like they have been deleting my post on the American Economy.I have a copy of thay post saved so they r stupid.Lets all contact them vi email(Their 888 # doesn't work) and ask them why they r fucking w me.It has to do w immigration.R they offended?blogging is my right.I am not talking about a particular person.besides,Im mentally ill,what do I kno.hahaha.

SInce we're on the subject.I'd like to give a "Fuck you" to all the people stealing AMerican jobs.SInce Immigration website keeps taking my shit down.I kno this bcause under my non posted post,this website shows up about 100 times.Just annoy them for me.Thx.

O.K. here is the main email.U can ask him why his website keeps deleting a post from a porn site
michaelyork@yorkimmigrationlaw.com

[eskwired]

So your email is down b/c of spam????

[Neesa]

Hi "Esk" thanks for signing up for me ;)
I got soo much spam @ that email addy.Besides,we can post here.I dont read any P.M's because I ask that everytone post here publicly.Have a fun day! Neesa

[tr1ckster]

Neesa, are we going to see any new pictures of you soon? Perhaps any nudes? Know I'm hoping for too much haha :p

[khayl]

Hi Neesa, newbie post for me but I just couldn't resist you.

I found these while searching for more neesa stuff.

http://www.xtratalk.com/squirt/neesa1.html
http://www.xtratalk.com/squirt/naughtyneesa.html
http://www.xtratalk.com/squirt/pantyslut.html
http://www.xtratalk.com/squirt/pslutexp.html

I may be wrong, but I haven't seen them mentioned on here before. Did you like these shoots?

Some questions if its ok.

Have you ever thought of doing the dominatrix thing?, I'm not really into that myself, unless you were doing it. I think you'd be really good at it.

And have you ever considered writing a book exposing the adult industry for what it is? I'd much rather see girls like you with intelligence, than the sort of stuff the industry provides. It was your personality and general sexyness that makes you so popular. I don't feel the industry values that much, which is a shame.

thanks...

[224]

how did you get the name neesa? is it your stiper name?

[Toad]

bump!

[Neesa]

Hi Tr1kster..WHat if I told u that for the first time since Nov. 06,I may have something in the works? "Khayl" That was a fun shoot! How do u guys find this shit?Maybe someties its the producers themselves? I dont know.But that was a fun shoot.Aquaintences of mine.I think that was in 05?

Dominatrix..I was a live slave(On stage) at fetish parties for 2 yrs. since 94.I was 18! I have been a dominatrix verbally via phone sex for wk and play/once in person where I just verbally directed a guy in person.."Look how pathetic u r.Looking like a sissy boy in my panties.What would your mother think?"

Other than that..WHipping,spanking,etc..Not my style to inflict.I only like to inflict pain when a relationship ends.

When I decided I would do b/g for the first time..I looked thru a baby name book and found it.It's my stripper name as well.I had 2 find something that most likely none of the girls at any club would have.It means "Little elf" in Greek I think?

[khayl]

Hi Tr1kster..WHat if I told u that for the first time since Nov. 06,I may have something in the works? "Khayl" That was a fun shoot! How do u guys find this shit?Maybe someties its the producers themselves? I dont know.But that was a fun shoot.Aquaintences of mine.I think that was in 05?

Dominatrix..I was a live slave(On stage) at fetish parties for 2 yrs. since 94.I was 18! I have been a dominatrix verbally via phone sex for wk and play/once in person where I just verbally directed a guy in person.."Look how pathetic u r.Looking like a sissy boy in my panties.What would your mother think?"

Other than that..WHipping,spanking,etc..Not my style to inflict.I only like to inflict pain when a relationship ends.


Nope, I'm not the producer or anything. I'm a post grad student in England, so I can't even afford to buy, let alone produce the clips I linked to! If I had I would have seen you're kinda doing dominatrix stuff in the pictures. Duh! sorry. Dumb question.

You do look like you're having fun in those shoots.

I've seen a short clip of this one where you look absolutely stunning (love picture 6). But it had something to do with winning you in a card game! didn't like the guy in it to be honest. You're great, but plot and co-star not so great!

http://www.multipassporn.com/girlsofredslip.php?girl=309

Its really great that you say you did those videos for us. Do you like the fact you're still so popular, even so long after you left the industry? And surely your popularity must cause producers to be trying to entice you back?

If you are doing more photos/vids or whatever. Do it your way. You know a hell of a lot more about what's sexy than these men producing or directing do. Either way, you're gorgeous. thanks.

[Neesa]

Thanks "K".Actually,noone's enticing me.I can't blieve u found the last link.Thats the one I have been tring to get ahold of/been talking about.I HATED that shoot.I don't even know what company put that out.

The guy that owned the house looked like one of those Ed Hardy wearing/meathead jocks.He's a muscle boy porn actor.he got in my business when I was busy having it out w the actor.See,the actor in that clip was very harsh/rough w me.I told him 2 chill out.he didn't like it.I explained that american girls r not like armanians.he of course is Armanian.I would never touch 1! I put that on my resume..No midlle easter,etc..They r the same type of ppl.I don't care where they r on the map.All the same to me.I showered twice after.Was discussted.I think it was the house owner or maybe him that once posted on a site that I was kicked off set/was a pai in the ass.Not kicked off set.Was EXPECTED 2 finish shoot.I didnt care about the $ at that point.What?A whopping $600 prob. after blood work and agent fee.Fox modeling did that 1.The only vid I ever did using an agency.Never signed on w 1 again.I was in Va nNuys I think,or Venice ,CAshooting that.It was me and no women in a residential area.No gas stations,etc to run to.Had 2 wait a long time for Fox's discusting,dirty,driver who had no air cond. and a fucked up car.I had to ask him to let me out at a motel and I spent that $ on staying there.terrible experience.

SO yes meathead house owner..I was a pain in the as bcause u weren't there during the shoot.I hope he reads this.And I hope the Devil throws him bad karma.Prostate/colon cancer ur way pal,u and that smelly armanian.P.S. In Cali..Ever since 9/11.ppl from Iran/Iraq claim Armania instead bcause they dont wanna get there ass kicked.So fuck them I won.I made sure I looked miserabe in that vid.hahahha

[Gameboy]

Hey Neesa! Hope all is well with ya!

Any movies coming out over the summer that your excited about?

[khayl]

oh I had no idea you were looking for that last one. Heres a better link, with the trailer. (bottom of page)

http://www.wifewoopie.com/ww2.html

Can't say I like it though, the whole "winning you in a card game thing". That and the scummy guys just ruin it.

Its only a turn on if I know your enjoying it. And from what you've said it sounds fucking horrendous.

Another Neesa one, (halfway down)

http://www.thexxxstar.com/tour2/page_2.html

[tr1ckster]

Love the new pictures of you from Miami Beach Neesa! Looking as fantastic as always. Now, if only there were some nudes! *laughs*

[gooner14]

Love the new pictures of you from Miami Beach Neesa! Looking as fantastic as always. Now, if only there were some nudes! *laughs*


Where can i see these new pics?

[Neesa]

The Site link was taken down by Freeones.DOnt kno why?? Ill post it on my neesa.net site tomorrow.Gotta go

[vincent1230]

Hey,i am new here.i love neesa very much, she looks so hot all the time in her movies

[Neesa]

Thanks to all of u on this page! so sweet.SO I have a very important topic..I am getting ready 2 do movies/magazines again.It's in the works.I have a few meetings set up over the next few weeks.I never thought I'd go back.But I am for a few reasons.
But,this time I am doing things MY way..I haven't pitched this to the companies yet,but they will soon hear my requests..

No "Pick ups"( In amateur porn when I have to act like I'm a random girl walking down the street).It's old,and it's stupid as far as I am concerned.

No more categorizing me as a MILF.I hate children,I don't look like a MILF.Thats getting old too.The whole MILF thing.It's insulting and I look way younger than I am.

More pay.I haven't worked in 2 1/2 yrs.Pay was $800 B/G no condom + I had 2 pay 4 my own blood work..$120-150

I'm either bringing my own men in(Rocker boys),or I will b very selective/ask them to find what I like.That way I will REALLY enjoy the sex.

No more reverse cowgirl.It's uncomfortable 4 me,the actor,and it's all for a good shot.Fuck that.

"U only have to work for 1 hour".All the companies/directors say that..not true..Travel time,makeup/hair,waiting 4 the set up(Lighting,etc),waiting for guy 2 get hard.It's a few hrs.ANd I can't book anything else in my day bcause I never kno how long it will take.

Still,no kissing/eating my pussy,and other passionate shit,unless I pick the guy.

No ppl behind the camera talking/long intros.U guys dont wanna hear them talk,do u?

I want music! It will make me move better,and I hate a quiet film.I hate having to moan all fucking day.

I may bring a friend on set 2 make sure I don't get treated like crap.
I think that's it for now.
Now,I want to ask u guys..What do U want to see from me? ANd what DONT u like about these films I or others are in? I also plan on doing custom films for u guys.

[Dean Wormer]

Good luck to you Neesa. I hope you are able to continue in the biz on your own terms.

One caveat to be aware of is that, from everything I have read, the porn biz is very slow now. It's been that way for over a year. I've read lots of accounts of many girls not getting enough work. Apparently because of a glut of product out there. Heck, even NaughtyAmerica has lately just been re-releasing older footage in a re-mastered format instead of giving the usual ten new updates each week.

It's possible that you may have to do a lot of negotiating to get whatever rate you are looking for.

[khayl]

Hi Neesa,

Thats great to hear you're going to do more, as long as you're happy with it yourself. Don't do it unless you want to.!!

From the conditions you're spelling out, about what you're prepared to do, and the guy you do it with etc. It sounds like you should really be in control of the production yourself, at least eventually anyway. You could do videos etc from home, and release them on your own website.

Kinda like Reality Wife,

http://www.realitywife.com/

or Desirae Spencer,

http://www.naughtyathome.org.uk/blog/movies-of-desirea/

I think she just does it with her husband everytime, but never shows his face. Instead just roleplaying, "I met this guy in the video store" etc.... And us guys really have no interest in seeing the guy anyway. You could almost just have a camera, tripod, and leave it just trained on you, like Desirae Spencer does.

You could call it "Neesa's Adventures" or something like that.

I'd be happy seeing you do some solo stuff, just playing up to and talking to camera etc. It was always your sexy voice, and dirty talk that did it for me.

But whatever you choose to do, I'm sure it'll be great. Just be sure to use your experience to never allow yourself to be treated as badly as you were in the past.

Good luck!!

[Spectre219]

Are you going to dye your hair to red again for video, or keep it blonde?

[Neesa]

the porn biz is very slow now. It's been that way for over a year. I've read lots of accounts of many girls not getting enough work. Apparently because of a glut of product out there. Heck, even NaughtyAmerica has lately just been re-releasing older footage in a re-mastered format instead of giving the usual ten new updates each week.

U r absolutely right.Its oversaturated,too many girls,2 many porn companies(Esp. homemade guy with 1 shitty video cam,$800 4 the girl 2 fuck w/o a condom,bad quality film,model release,and pic of her photo ID.See how easy that is?)

WHen I shot my 1st one in 1999,I got alot of shit @ wk(The strip club)."What if u have children"? "Your shit will b out there forever"."They can put an ad out on a billboard and say that u r an escort.They can use it 4 a phone sex ad,etc.." I didn't care.It didn't hurt my feelings.U kno I don't care what ppl say.

a few yrs. later..It was cool 2 b in porn.I caught the last bit of the taboo of porn.The money sucked back then as well.The world is more liberal now.Its not just Hustler,PH,and PlayB.

Naught America is the company I walked out on 4 referring 2 me as,"Women".So.. glad to hear they r suffering.I don't depend on porn $ like they do.I'm still making $ as a stripper.Guys r so depressed they wanna come in,get attn. from a lady,and drink alot more.These companies should have colaberated.There is also alot of free porn on the net,and alot more hackers.

Maybe if I promise several vids,I can get more $? What would happen if the guys who want to c me in porn again,all donated $20 to the company? SOunds greedy,but come on..U want product,I want more than $800.At least it was that much in 06.+ I had 2 pay for my blood work..$120-150.

Khayl..U r right.."DO it only if u want to".The truth is.I'm thinking of doing it bcause I am depressed/bipolar/impulsive.Happier as Neesa than as my real name.I get more attention,love,respect(At the strip clubs and most porn sets),I'm happier playing a character.And I mostly quit bcause I met a guy a few yrs. ago.decided 2 quit when It started taking off.Wanted him 2 take me seriously.We were swingers.he didn't care if I did porn,but I did.

SO do I want to do it? For self destruction.I'm mental.It's just another way for me to fuck my life up.But be adored at the same time.I don't date.haven't in years.I don't let guys in my life.
I was offered my own site like u listed above.Not the site I have tho.SO we will c what happens.

If I work 4 a new company,I wil DEF. bring someone with.A big scary guy.

I will prob. never go back 2 that red.I am 33 now,no longer living the life as a goth,& I make alot more $ as a blonde.Plus I am no longer attracting young,jobless,cocky,goth boys,who flirt with everyone.

However,I have noticed a BIG difference in how ppl treat me as a blonde.PPl talk 2 me/treat me like I am dumb.Instead of showing them I am a smart cookie..I play dumb and make then think I really am air headed.It's quite entertaining.I used to have guys hit on me quite a bit,b 4 the tits,tan,+blonde air.

My friends tell me I don't look approachable.Even tho I am very friendly,and I smile alot.Do guys think they don't hav a chance? If u r hot(To me),sweet,smart,in shape,have a rocker look for the most part,r in ur 40's +50's,and a good job..U may hav a chance.R guys intimidated by me? That's what my friends say.of course u guys will say different bcause u c me naked,I did porn.But guys I meet.

.They don't give me a chance to show them who is inside Neesa.All they think about is ow they don't want the stripper/former porn actress/bipolar/a little disturbed.SO when ppl on other websites mention how fucked I am.I am.I own it.

But there r different laws 4 ppl like me.ANd,I love that they just mention my name.That I have thousands of ppl that kno who I am,that I exist in this world..Bcause they post my name..negative or not. It's easy 2 type u guys.Harder to talk 2 my own friends.Thx

[tr1ckster]

http://sluttyjessica.com/wp-content/uploads/2006/11/ml2872071.jpg

One of the sexiest pictures I've seen.

[khayl]

To be honest neesa, being depressed/bipolar/impulsive and self destructive are not good reasons to be going back into the industry. Nor is a feeling that the lack of love and affection in your life right now for the real you, can be replaced by the attention you get when you're neesa. But it's your choice of course. I just hope that if you do it, you find a way of ensuring it's not as emotionally damaging as it seems it is. Be very careful!!

Its interesting that you say how you quit before when you met someone you liked, in order to be 'taken seriously'. You obviously didn't want to risk your main priority, which was the emotional support found in your new partner. That is after all, why we form relationships, for emotional support, not sex.

Also while I'm at it, rocker look guys in their 40s or 50's, are never sweet, smart, in shape, have good jobs. That's why they're rocker types!! And they're crap at emotional support too. Just a thought!

Someone with the emotional strength to support you, will not be so lacking in self confidence, that they need to become a "type" or 'image' that they can hide behind. Rocker type or whatever. They will be secure enough, just to ..... be.

There are plenty of guys in the world, millions of blokes and fellas, many boys, even some dudes. But there is a real shortage of Men.

Love yourself a little more, stop describing yourself as depressive/bipolar/impulsive, cos that implies that you think deep down that you are ill, or wrong. You're inteligent, caring, funny, political (which demonstrates a wider appreciation of the world, civic responsibility and social justice, a real rarity these days), you're university material, and best of all......... you like dogs.... Fab!

All of those things, by the way having nothing to do with your looks, so you are hereby proven to be immensely desireable and attactive, even without your good lucks.

And the concern about having done porn? Look at where the industry is going....

http://www.beautifulagony.com/public/main.php

Sensuality is the future. So your stuff will be seen in that light more and more.

Good luck in whatever you do, and stay safe!

[IronCelt]

Hi to everyone here. I don't log on here much, but when I found this thread I wanted to put a few cents in.

Firstly, to khayl, you were telling Neesa to stop describing herself as depressive/bipolar/impulsive, cause it supposedly shows that she feels wrong about herself. I'm not to sure if she's diagnosed with depression or bipolar disorder, but I myself am Bipolar II, and its just a part of who I am. Describing herself with those words is nothing bad. She just sees it as part of her 'whole person'.

And Neesa, you say often that you cast spells and talk of meditation and whatnot. When did you get involved with...that sort of stuff? I'm a Celtic-Asatru polytheist and I use seiðr style magick with a bit of elemental magick, although never to 'cast spells'.

PS: Thank you for being such an interesting person Neesa!

[Neesa]

An old post.But I need 2 repost ev. now & then.Also,My website is fucked up,so I cannot blog there :(


Strip club ediquette..

1. Please don't grab our hair/rub fingers
underneath.CHances are you may fuck up our hair
extensions.Or our styled hair

2.DO not shake our hands so tight that u almost break
a nail.CHances are we have acrylic nails on.

3. Yes the boobs are fake.ANd so is my tan,my nails,my
hair color,my hair( Not anymore,I took my exten. out last yr),and my lashes..But my attitude is
fucking REAL!

4.Keep in mind..We do this for YOU,the customer.I want
to look my best 4 u.If I took all the fake off,I still
look nice.But I look adorable and cute,girl next door
look.I fake it up to look glamerous and like a
stripper.

5.Here's where I don't win..U ask me if I have a
boyfriend.I tell u ,"No" and u don't blieve me bcause
u say I am too pretty not to.So what u mean is all
pretty girls have boyfriends all the time? It's
abnormal that we r single? I usually reply with,"DId
it ever occur to u that I am crazy and noone wants to
date me that I am into? ANd if I say I have a
boyfriend,then u don't want to sit and talk w me.
So
guys,don't ask bcause u will blieve what u want to
blieve.ANd besides,some girls will fuck u at a strip
club/outside of one even if they do have a boyfriend
so u may be turning away that.

6.Every night I wk. u ask me how old I am.I tell u .
and u never blieve me..I always reply with,"What would
b my motive to tell u I am THAT age? I understand if I
told u I was 21.But 33? ANd then u say,"No,I don't
blieve u".It's getting old.Just accept it my fucking
age.yes I look young.

It's probably bcause I am 4'10,I
have taken great care of my skin,I never smoked
cigarettes,I don't smoke anything,I don't drink very rarely.Mostly special occasions.
and when I did it was only a few times a month..

7. Please don't smack our asses when we dance for
u.What gives u the right? It fucking hurts bcause ur
so godamn fucked up,u don't realise how fucking hard u
do that! A little pat on my ass is good enough.

8.Please make sure u put gum in your mouth,or have
fresh breath bfore talking to me.

9. U will ask me why I will not go home with u.I tell
u why and u r pissed w my answer.If a guy in a strip
club asked your sister to go home w her,would u feel
comfortable w that?

Here's what I say," I don't kNow
u.Ted Bundy was a nice guy and he was handsome as
well,U can possibly rape or kill me.I make enough $ as
a stripper and I don't need to risk my life for an
extra a few hundred." Stop wasting ur time trying to
convince me,just move on to the next stripper and hope
she is a dumb one."I'm a nice guy,Im not a cop,I'm not a rapist"..I'v heard it all.

10. If u sit at the stage,it is common sense to tip!
ANd $1 a song? What about inflation? I was getting $1
when I started dancing in 96! And don't put the $ in
your mouth! That's disgusting!

Think about all the
germs.ANd no,I will not take ur dollar with my
mouth.And stop waiving your DOllar bill at me while
expecting a 1 min. special dance just for u.Start
tipping several dollars a 5,10,or 20 if u want a more
special dance then all the other guys watching.
And I
can't spend my whole 3 min. song giving U all the
attn. when there are other guys..Unless u give me a
decent tip.And if u tell me how to move around(Oh I
hate it when they take their pointer finger and circle
it as to say,"Let me see ur ass")
I will tell u to
fuck off.I am a puppet at wk for sure.But not that
much of a puppet.I will look hot for u,I will spend $
on the finest outfits,pay to get my hair and makeup
done sometimes by the artist that wks there.

I will
smile even when I am depressed or angry.I will act
fun.But,I will not go home w u or back to ur hotel.I
will not bend over when u tell me to,kiss ur ass,or
show u my tits when u haven't shown me any money.

11. For all the really unattractive guys who sometimes
smell bad,Esp. the ones who never show me the $.Why r
u surprised when a girl that looks like me tells u I
won't date u for free????? U promise a free dinner and
fun?

I'd rather pay for my own meal and hang out w a
cute guy,or my friends.Where the hell does an ugly
fuck like u get all that self esteem? Please tell me
it's the alcohol talking.

12. Now,there r girls that will go home w the customer
so I can see why u ask.But not me.But
when a girl says no and u try to get her drunk so she
says yes..That will b held up in court later so dont b
stupid.I never drink @ work,and u usually have an issue with that.Why? Bcause u cannot take advantage of me?

13. Most strippers hate when u ball up the $ and trow
it at us.We are not animals at the zoo.And even then,u
shouldn't treat animals like that either.

14. If I am wking at a club that doesn't allow bottoms
off."No,I cannot flash u my pussy.I will get fired,and
look like a slut".There may not be any floor guys
looking,but there are video cameras.

15. Most clubs charge $20 a lap dance(Where I wk).An
extra 5 is always nice.And if one of the floor guys
brought me over(Or sent me there w/o u seeing that) I
have to tip him for that.Not to mention some clubs(I
cannot blieve it's legal) take $5 + out of each
dance.U can always ask a dancer,"R u going to b able
to keep all this money or do u have to share it"?

16. Please don't ask to kiss us.We hate that! That's
gross.Do u want to kiss strippers that kiss other guys
all night if they r kissing u? Kissing is so
passionate and beautiful.

ANd to me,should only be done
w someone I am really sexually atttracted to.ANd not
at wk.Did u see "Pretty WOmen"? Even when I wked at
the Bunny Ranch I didnt kiss. ANd do not kiss me all
over my neck
and body.

The slobber is gross.ANd I will tell u that
and make u go home and cry.So dont umbarrass
urself.And if u tell me,"SOme of the strippers like
that".They r lying to u.They like ur $,not ur slobber.

17.When u say,"Let me touch ur pussy,that other girl
let me".Chances r the girl isnt going to say,"Oh,o.k
well if she let u than I will too:.We know that
trick.U say that bcause u think we want to compete and
b the sluttier stripper.U dumbass.

18. When u say,"I know the business,the whole deal
here.I used to date a stripper/fuck one,I'm friends w
one,I know the owner,etc.."I know what u r trying to
say to me.U want to let me kno that ur ex wife pulled
a fast one on u and u arent going to let any dumb
stripper scam u out of $." Wa-wa-wa..Whats the scam? U
enter a strip club.

At that point u should know that u
don't have to give anyone of us $ unless u want.There
is no scam. U ask how much a dance is.We dance for u,u
hand over the $.we walk away.Did I just take advantage
of u? The min. u walk in a club u r saying,"I am going
to pay extra $ for my booze bcause I am getting the
entertainment of women who arent going to nag me,ask
me to thake the garbage out,and walk around in curlers
and slippers like my wife.

Here's an end note..Let me tell u what it costs to Be
a stripper.Bcause u guys seem to think we make TONS of
$ and are rich..
DO u have any idea how much a year I spend on
Psychiatrist appts. for being in this industry? My
psychologist,meds(I am off/on all the time),My makeup
which is MAC(A very expensive brand that most
strippers use),my outfits

(I cant blieve some guys
think they supply us w that),the makeup/hair ppl that
do us up at wk on the wknds),tipping the
floorhosts/DJ/house fee(The clubs charge us to wk.I
usually pay $60 a night),the house mom,doorguy,my hair
extensions which are very expensive,my acrylic nail
appts.my pedicures so my feet are pretty for
u.

ALso,the business is now oversaturated.There are new
strip clubs opening all the time,Girls in high school
waiting to be old enough to b a stripper.There r too
many girls willing to be the slut I have been for 13
years!
I was ridiculed for being a stripper back in
96.Now everyone wants to do it.The $ is not as good
anymore.ANd our economy sux now so we dont make as
much as u think.

My fucking feet hurt for standing on those clear super
high heels all night.
BTW:When u r married(And u either tell me or have a
ring) and ask why I wont date u.R u fucking silly?

Cause ur ass will cheat on me too! Anyways.I am
finally done.I feel like this was very necessary.If 20
ppl read this,and post and copy and tell their
friends..

I may see more $ on stage,not have guys try
to kiss me,get a bigger tip after a dance,not get my
ass slapped hard,I may just enjoy my job a little
more.I don't mind being the "model" or giving a lap
dance.But I just want u to see what we do for
u.

Chances are,your wife doesnt go out of her way to
look her best/spend so much $ ont he way she looks.We
do all that for u and we expect to be treated well.
Thank u,Neesa.The crazy fucking former porn film
actress who's feet hurt from dancing for 13 years!

[Neesa]

My experience on the telephone w Bangbros today..
So as it turns out,the only shoot they have for me(Bcause I am not willing 2 swallow or do cream pies) have coming up is for some other MILF site(Bcause of my age they said.)Um..I look even younger than I did in my old films.

They were very nice on the phone,and always have been.SO I will never knock them.I am their biggest fan.But the pay was not what I expected..If the pay was $800 in 06(And u have to pay $120 for your blood work.Not to mention u can only get tested in south Miami(Little Haiti" as they call it) where its dangerous for a girl like me..Is it worth it? I was also told that they need to kno now bcause they hav other girls they can book right now..Well,I thought..My 1st vid back should be..

Big pay,big welcome back,a bonus for all the $ I made them in the past..I am not a newbie.I have all of u who seem to like my look.Inflation?? It should go up at least $200 a year(Which is still shit $),and these companies can pay for the tests,and allow me 2 use my ins. and go to my Dr,where its clean,and safe.

1.will not do Milf site
2.will not make the same $ I can make @ a strip club(I work 4 hrs a night.not on film.And shooting porn may be 1-2 hrs.But u sit and wait for light,camera,etc set up,hair,makeup,travel,etc..And ur shit is out there forever.

They r making millions 4 ever.So its just not worth it.The only thing I am willing to do @ this point is Hustler.Bcause even if the $ sux,its Hustler,and not amateur.But I want to do the magazine.

[GCD1]

Do guys think they don't hav a chance?

R guys intimidated by me?

Yes they are probably intimidated. At least from my standpoint, I would think, "Okay, she's heard every opening line there is, and from guys better looking than me. I have no idea what I could do or say that would stand out." So there we are, over thinking everything and by that time it's too late (you need to act right away, as they say).

[Valde]

Hi Nessa.
I find your "blog" about being porn star/stripper very interesting. It gave me better understanding of your work and problems that you are facing everyday being in the industry.
I've only watched one of your movies, the one where you had red hair and was shoot on the balcony. You really had sexy looks in that one, so big pros, haven't had good masturbation for a while until I stumbled upon that one. Sorry if it sounds awkward, but that's the way it is.

I never actually knew you get paid so little for doing those movies for websites. I was wondering if you ever did or considered doing webcam shows? I see a lot of strippers who do that, and if you're really good you can probably make good money (one girl who's pretty much the best girl on one of the sites claimed to make 2000 a week). I'm not an expert, but it seems like a good and safe way to make money even in your off-time, plus you work when u want to.

I don't know if you're familiar with webcam stuff but here's 2 sites I like:
http://www.livejasmin.com
http://camlive.com

Even this website has webcam service I see.

[Dean Wormer]

But the pay was not what I expected..If the pay was $800 in 06....

Inflation?? It should go up at least $200 a year(Which is still shit $).

Well for what it's worth. $800 in 2006. + Should go up at least $200 per year ('07, '08, '09) = $1400 a 75% increase. The inflation rate from January 2006 thru January 2009 is approximately 6.48%.

[jambun1]

Probably best sticking to stripping, the problem is they can hire other girls who will work for less money & do things like swallowing, creampies etc- there are lots of them out there looking to break into porn who will do nearly anything, many of them even go pretty much straight to anal. The current economic climate makes it even worse for making money in porn.

The MILF tag is also ridiculous, it seems anybody past the age of 21 can be classified as a milf in American porn now.

[proteinshake]

Time for another debate.I'll keep it short,and u guys can gimmie ur input..
To all of those friends,customers,ppl I didn't kno at all that tried 2 give me financial advice.."What? U have been dancing for __ years and u have no savings,investments,stocks,mutual funds,CD"s,house/property..To you all who said that.."Whose crying now?"-Journey..
I lost nothing during this current recession.I'd rather have never been a millionaire,rich,or own things and live a regular life.Than have lost all that.Sucks to be you.Hey Wall street guys and mortgage brokers..DO u miss your limo driver? Your sports car? The hot ladies? Bcause now,u r left in the middle of lame ass N.Y. standing in the street with a briefcase,empty bcause u sold your computer on Ebay.

The upper class..Welcome 2 my life.I never had a luxory car..but I have no luxory payments.I am not worrying about my house going under forclosure..bcause I never bought one.What if I did all u said to do..Played the stock market,gambled,do outcall escorting,invest invest invest...I'd be homeless,broke,and if I did the outcalls u asked me to do..I'd b dead.

But here is who else I blame..Those of you that made less than me a year.You knew damn well u could not afford a house,even an apt. There was no hidden agendas..They prayed on minorities as well.Finally,minorities thought they could live like the rich whities..Well,they fucked u over bad.But u fell for it.No interest for a yr...Did u put that $ away that yr. for the following year?

U kno why I didn't buy a house? Bcause I kno I cannot b a stripper forever.WHat if an implant gets damaged and I am out of wk/have 2 find around 8,000 for a new one? WHat if I get fat and ugly/get in a car accident? Than who pays for my house? See,with a regular job that pays u in checks..Most likely u have benefits,sick leave,etc..I don't.

Now I am enjoying all the sales,buying desighner clothes for way less,traveling doesn't cost as much.More "For rent" signs..It's getting rougher at work.Really bcause where I dance,there are so many girls that are coming to our lousy economic country and taking away $ from all the AMerican dancers who have supported these clubs for years.They waltz in..Their pimps take their passports away..Or they just come on their own..

It's also getting rough at wk. bcause of the lack of spending.To all teh landlords that shot me down..You wouldn't give me a plac to live bcause..Even tho I made great $ as a stripper/porn actress/dental assistant..I have a few things on my credit report..Mostly suicide attempts..Hospital bills.My opinion on that.."Fuck you,I was trying to kill myself and it's not my problem you decided to revive me.But out".About that care i had repoed..The bill collector from over 7 yrs ago saying anything to get me to pay up...Then u talk shit about my job as a stripper..That was it..My final straw..$5000 they lost.So my credit sucks.Landlords deny me.I have been living w friends,roomates wo have th place under their names,and subletting for years.ANd now u r begging for tenants.. Sucks to be u..Greed.You could have given me that apt. But you would much rather b out of a tenant for 5 months and lose around $5000.Karma is a cunt.

So we r all suffereing..But to those who were rich,fucked ppl over in the stock market,and worked in the mortgage business and scammed all tose ppl that were(Not innocent.Just stupid)..How's that working out for ya now? See ya bagging my groceries ..The rich assholes who used to treat the strippers like we were stupid..We r probably making more $ than u now.Hahahah Revenge.U kno ow much I love it.

BTW:I am happy to hear that the porn industry is failing miserably.I remember getting paid $800 a shoot average..ANd paing for my blood wor. which was $120 every 30 days..How many porn companies r struggling now?? Thats bcause u took advantage of your talent.Yeah,more girls doing porn bcause they r struggling..But less ppl buying it.Playboy just bought "Big Sausage Pizza" and "Milfcruiser 7" that I was in.You kno why?? Bcause they r suffereing,and noone wants to watch their classy,boring,porn anymore.PBoy refuses to put their name on those vids bcause of their rep.Write them..U will find out they own those.I spoke to someone over there myself..Too many guys were runnig to start a porn company w a cheap video cam and paying talent tiny amts.. Oversaturation..Now,they r out of wrk.I can always find work as a stripper/dental assistant.I think I can dance another 10 yrs. Most men peg me at 22.I will b 33 soon.And proud.SO there is my rant for tonight.Thoughts?

Tomorrows topic..Free preschool..Fucking ridiculous.

hi neesa,

i dont really post on this website, because, honestly i rub one out and get back to what i need to do. i work in the financial sector (call it Wall Street if u want) and your comments are completely off-base. I see where you're coming from when u start hating on the financial ppl, but one of the things that bugs me most is the classification of broker and "Wall St guys." to put it simply, a broker to a "Wall St guy" is what a dental assistant is to a talented oral surgeon.

the truth is there are many layers and complexities to the "fall of Wall St." In my world, we call it a systematic failure because the controls and checks were not properly in place and where there was money to be made, ppl chased it regardless of the ethics behind it. i can ramble on and on about how the shit hit the fan, but i really came here to whack off to you.

[Neesa]

I luv u protein shake! Great name ;) I like what u said.I am happy 2 be corrected if need be.i will get back to this on a later date.Im not joking when I tell u.I am on my way 2 get some help for my mental issues.WIll b gone for a few weeks.I'll read everything when I get back.And in a quick message.I was referring to anyone who fucked over the U.A. and our ppl.SO obviously not you ;) Keep whacking to me babe

[ERC LL KK 4]

I luv u protein shake! Great name ;) I like what u said.I am happy 2 be corrected if need be.i will get back to this on a later date.Im not joking when I tell u.I am on my way 2 get some help for my mental issues.WIll b gone for a few weeks.I'll read everything when I get back.And in a quick message.I was referring to anyone who fucked over the U.A. and our ppl.SO obviously not you ;) Keep whacking to me babe

I think that's a very positive thing you're doing, Neesa. Don't forget that we all love and care for you here. And yes, I'll keep whacking off to you, Neesa - you're worth it! :)

[doomfury]

Where the hell has this dame been? I cant beleive I have missed her videos. I accidentally came across (not literally.......yet) her videos over at Bangbros and now I am on the hunt for more. If anyone has any suggestions or favorites, please share! Thanks

[tkyathh]

An old post.But I need 2 repost ev. now & then.Also,My website is fucked up,so I cannot blog there :(


Strip club ediquette..

1. Please don't grab our hair/rub fingers
underneath.CHances are you may fuck up our hair
extensions.Or our styled hair

2.DO not shake our hands so tight that u almost break
a nail.CHances are we have acrylic nails on.

3. Yes the boobs are fake.ANd so is my tan,my nails,my
hair color,my hair( Not anymore,I took my exten. out last yr),and my lashes..But my attitude is
fucking REAL!

4.Keep in mind..We do this for YOU,the customer.I want
to look my best 4 u.If I took all the fake off,I still
look nice.But I look adorable and cute,girl next door
look.I fake it up to look glamerous and like a
stripper.

5.Here's where I don't win..U ask me if I have a
boyfriend.I tell u ,"No" and u don't blieve me bcause
u say I am too pretty not to.So what u mean is all
pretty girls have boyfriends all the time? It's
abnormal that we r single? I usually reply with,"DId
it ever occur to u that I am crazy and noone wants to
date me that I am into? ANd if I say I have a
boyfriend,then u don't want to sit and talk w me.
So
guys,don't ask bcause u will blieve what u want to
blieve.ANd besides,some girls will fuck u at a strip
club/outside of one even if they do have a boyfriend
so u may be turning away that.

6.Every night I wk. u ask me how old I am.I tell u .
and u never blieve me..I always reply with,"What would
b my motive to tell u I am THAT age? I understand if I
told u I was 21.But 33? ANd then u say,"No,I don't
blieve u".It's getting old.Just accept it my fucking
age.yes I look young.

It's probably bcause I am 4'10,I
have taken great care of my skin,I never smoked
cigarettes,I don't smoke anything,I don't drink very rarely.Mostly special occasions.
and when I did it was only a few times a month..

7. Please don't smack our asses when we dance for
u.What gives u the right? It fucking hurts bcause ur
so godamn fucked up,u don't realise how fucking hard u
do that! A little pat on my ass is good enough.

8.Please make sure u put gum in your mouth,or have
fresh breath bfore talking to me.

9. U will ask me why I will not go home with u.I tell
u why and u r pissed w my answer.If a guy in a strip
club asked your sister to go home w her,would u feel
comfortable w that?

Here's what I say," I don't kNow
u.Ted Bundy was a nice guy and he was handsome as
well,U can possibly rape or kill me.I make enough $ as
a stripper and I don't need to risk my life for an
extra a few hundred." Stop wasting ur time trying to
convince me,just move on to the next stripper and hope
she is a dumb one."I'm a nice guy,Im not a cop,I'm not a rapist"..I'v heard it all.

10. If u sit at the stage,it is common sense to tip!
ANd $1 a song? What about inflation? I was getting $1
when I started dancing in 96! And don't put the $ in
your mouth! That's disgusting!

Think about all the
germs.ANd no,I will not take ur dollar with my
mouth.And stop waiving your DOllar bill at me while
expecting a 1 min. special dance just for u.Start
tipping several dollars a 5,10,or 20 if u want a more
special dance then all the other guys watching.
And I
can't spend my whole 3 min. song giving U all the
attn. when there are other guys..Unless u give me a
decent tip.And if u tell me how to move around(Oh I
hate it when they take their pointer finger and circle
it as to say,"Let me see ur ass")
I will tell u to
fuck off.I am a puppet at wk for sure.But not that
much of a puppet.I will look hot for u,I will spend $
on the finest outfits,pay to get my hair and makeup
done sometimes by the artist that wks there.

I will
smile even when I am depressed or angry.I will act
fun.But,I will not go home w u or back to ur hotel.I
will not bend over when u tell me to,kiss ur ass,or
show u my tits when u haven't shown me any money.

11. For all the really unattractive guys who sometimes
smell bad,Esp. the ones who never show me the $.Why r
u surprised when a girl that looks like me tells u I
won't date u for free????? U promise a free dinner and
fun?

I'd rather pay for my own meal and hang out w a
cute guy,or my friends.Where the hell does an ugly
fuck like u get all that self esteem? Please tell me
it's the alcohol talking.

12. Now,there r girls that will go home w the customer
so I can see why u ask.But not me.But
when a girl says no and u try to get her drunk so she
says yes..That will b held up in court later so dont b
stupid.I never drink @ work,and u usually have an issue with that.Why? Bcause u cannot take advantage of me?

13. Most strippers hate when u ball up the $ and trow
it at us.We are not animals at the zoo.And even then,u
shouldn't treat animals like that either.

14. If I am wking at a club that doesn't allow bottoms
off."No,I cannot flash u my pussy.I will get fired,and
look like a slut".There may not be any floor guys
looking,but there are video cameras.

15. Most clubs charge $20 a lap dance(Where I wk).An
extra 5 is always nice.And if one of the floor guys
brought me over(Or sent me there w/o u seeing that) I
have to tip him for that.Not to mention some clubs(I
cannot blieve it's legal) take $5 + out of each
dance.U can always ask a dancer,"R u going to b able
to keep all this money or do u have to share it"?

16. Please don't ask to kiss us.We hate that! That's
gross.Do u want to kiss strippers that kiss other guys
all night if they r kissing u? Kissing is so
passionate and beautiful.

ANd to me,should only be done
w someone I am really sexually atttracted to.ANd not
at wk.Did u see "Pretty WOmen"? Even when I wked at
the Bunny Ranch I didnt kiss. ANd do not kiss me all
over my neck
and body.

The slobber is gross.ANd I will tell u that
and make u go home and cry.So dont umbarrass
urself.And if u tell me,"SOme of the strippers like
that".They r lying to u.They like ur $,not ur slobber.

17.When u say,"Let me touch ur pussy,that other girl
let me".Chances r the girl isnt going to say,"Oh,o.k
well if she let u than I will too:.We know that
trick.U say that bcause u think we want to compete and
b the sluttier stripper.U dumbass.

18. When u say,"I know the business,the whole deal
here.I used to date a stripper/fuck one,I'm friends w
one,I know the owner,etc.."I know what u r trying to
say to me.U want to let me kno that ur ex wife pulled
a fast one on u and u arent going to let any dumb
stripper scam u out of $." Wa-wa-wa..Whats the scam? U
enter a strip club.

At that point u should know that u
don't have to give anyone of us $ unless u want.There
is no scam. U ask how much a dance is.We dance for u,u
hand over the $.we walk away.Did I just take advantage
of u? The min. u walk in a club u r saying,"I am going
to pay extra $ for my booze bcause I am getting the
entertainment of women who arent going to nag me,ask
me to thake the garbage out,and walk around in curlers
and slippers like my wife.

Here's an end note..Let me tell u what it costs to Be
a stripper.Bcause u guys seem to think we make TONS of
$ and are rich..
DO u have any idea how much a year I spend on
Psychiatrist appts. for being in this industry? My
psychologist,meds(I am off/on all the time),My makeup
which is MAC(A very expensive brand that most
strippers use),my outfits

(I cant blieve some guys
think they supply us w that),the makeup/hair ppl that
do us up at wk on the wknds),tipping the
floorhosts/DJ/house fee(The clubs charge us to wk.I
usually pay $60 a night),the house mom,doorguy,my hair
extensions which are very expensive,my acrylic nail
appts.my pedicures so my feet are pretty for
u.

ALso,the business is now oversaturated.There are new
strip clubs opening all the time,Girls in high school
waiting to be old enough to b a stripper.There r too
many girls willing to be the slut I have been for 13
years!
I was ridiculed for being a stripper back in
96.Now everyone wants to do it.The $ is not as good
anymore.ANd our economy sux now so we dont make as
much as u think.

My fucking feet hurt for standing on those clear super
high heels all night.
BTW:When u r married(And u either tell me or have a
ring) and ask why I wont date u.R u fucking silly?

Cause ur ass will cheat on me too! Anyways.I am
finally done.I feel like this was very necessary.If 20
ppl read this,and post and copy and tell their
friends..

I may see more $ on stage,not have guys try
to kiss me,get a bigger tip after a dance,not get my
ass slapped hard,I may just enjoy my job a little
more.I don't mind being the "model" or giving a lap
dance.But I just want u to see what we do for
u.

Chances are,your wife doesnt go out of her way to
look her best/spend so much $ ont he way she looks.We
do all that for u and we expect to be treated well.
Thank u,Neesa.The crazy fucking former porn film
actress who's feet hurt from dancing for 13 years!



"...I find your "blog" about being porn star/stripper very interesting. It gave me better understanding of your work and problems that you are facing everyday being in the industry..."

Wow! Please, give me your email address. I've got some land in Florida I want to show ya!

I seldom comment, Neesa, but after reading your rant on rules of engagement in Strip Clubs, well, I can't help myself!

Strip Clubs represent, to me at least, the lowest form of commercial enterprise on the planet. It's deceptive, demeaning (for both men and women) and psychologically unhealthy. You're not the first woman to share your contempt and utter disregard for the very men that provide for your livelihood. Your admission of neurosis is no surprise since it would be hard to imagine how any woman would willingly choose a profession where you are asked to defraud your own customers!

Think about it, Neesa. You believe that just because men pay admission to Strip Clubs, does not give them license to disrespect women. "Behave as a gentleman and you can take me home...maybe...", right?

But, let's examine how you behave. Your job is essentially to extract as much money as possible from your audience by bombarding them with a multitude of sexually suggestive messages..."Hey, I think you're cute and I'd like to give you a private lap dance to show you how I really feel!" Hey, there's nothing wrong with sexual role play and the occasional indulgence in adult fantasy. It's the misinformation and deception that go on in these clubs that bothers me.

I'd have a better opinion about strip clubs if they clearly posted signs throughout the building that say, "The girls are not the least bit attracted to, you, the customer, and if you aren't interested in dropping at least 5-10 large, you'll have a greater chance in winning PowerBall than taking them home, so if you're only interested on sipping that diet coke for the next two hours, get the Fuck Out!" Why not charge a $75, $100 or $200 admission charge like Disneyland...Want a lap dance? That will be one "E" ticket, please. Like to buy me a drink? May I have a "D" ticket, sir.

But for you to dress like a slut, talk like a slut and conduct business like a slut but expect men to respond to you and comport themselves like absolute gentlemen is twisted thinking, imo.

And, for guys like the imbecile, above, ("It gave me better understanding of your work and problems that you are facing..."), your message is potentially dangerous. If you want confirmation of this, look no further than the Coleman case in Florida (dude is accused of murdering his entire family for his stripper-girlfriend).

I won't apologize for the honest criticism, but I will compliment you on your rockin' body. You're definitely doing something right!

[Neesa]

Thanks DOomfury ;)
Just google my name and "Porn" and u will find more stuff.I kno I posted a list of my vids on here somewhere.
haha ERC" naughty boy! Love it! Thx for the support.ALways wking on not being so mental.Its hard ya kno.

Valde",I have been thinking about that webcam work.I am a procrastinator,so I will have to put that on my list! ;0
Jambum-U r correct.Esp. w this AIDS outbreak news.That conversation is for another day.Have a good day ;)

[Neesa]

Neesa on Michael Jackson..
Yes I was a huge fan as a child.being that I am 33.I was raised in the MJ generation.My feelings on it..AM I watching the news about it,yes.It's entertaining.Do I feel sadness.No..

Would he feel sad if I died? We don't kno if he molested or not.But any man who has random/non related children over for sleepovers..is disgusting.THAT IS NOT NORMAL.His look..I will defend that.Noone ever mentioned(That I know of)..
That,he was a tranny.A transgender.I have dated,and I absolutely love the transgender/gay/drag queen/faux queen/tranny scene.He didn't want to be a man.He didn't want to be black.He wanted to be a white women.

SO for that,I respect him.I'd rather be a white women than anything else.I am proud of it.SOme are proud 2 b black.I am proud to be who I am.Yes he was talented..But like I said..Hanging out with young boys w/o their parents around,accusing his dad of serious abuse..Then kicking it w him..WHat a trader.How do you get over/accept a father..or anyome at that..for that type of abuse after bashing it for so long,publicly.Michael Jackson lived a lavish life that most people in the world will never have.Now there is space for another king of pop.

Who already exists.He is a very respectful gentleman,super hot,and not ashamed of the color of his skin..Before Michael,after Michael..There is STING..SO fuck Michael..He stole Farrah faucett's thunder.I would feel sad if Stevie Nicks or Pat Benatar passed away.But they didn't play w children like Michael.I blame the parents who allowed their children to play w Michael,at his house,ranch,whatever..W/o them.To those parents..

May cancer eat you..Or a flesh eating disease,cancer,etc.."Don't wish bad on ppl,it will come back to you".Yeah,I'v been trying to kill myself for years as an activist for "Pro-suicide".SO bring it.Gimmie that cancer.I am white,it's bound to happen anyways.Black ppl r more suseptable to heart attacks..fried foods and all.white ppl get cancer.But these parents who left their children w M.Jackson..May whatever happened to your children,happen to you.My parents would have never dropped me off at his house.And his kids..They r fucked up for life..With covers on their faces all their life..I don't feel bad for them..They are multi millionaires..

"They have no father",the media cries..How many ppl never had on?.How many don't have one now? But they have fans,many families,and they are financially set for life.SO I could give a shit about his kids.Poor fucking babies.

Good chance it was a drug overdose.Maybe not painkillers.Celebrities always claim to have a painkiller/pill problem..Even if it's a heroin,etc addiction..ANd a pill addiction is just as bad.Goodbye Michael,our children are safer now.You got stale.ANd I don't want u part of the white family anymore.Now traffic is backed up in L.A.

It's a complete mess.I only cry for those I know personally.My pet mouse passed away last week and I cried for at least 1 hr.She is frozen in my freezer,and will be going to a taxidermy as soon as I can find one who will stuff a mouse.No children harmed here.That's al I gotta say.

[cogornolp]

Neesa if you ever need a volunteer let me know, I wouldnt mind helping with the shoots.
And its very surprising to read most of the stuff you post, I guess not many stars talk the truth about the biz

[GCD1]

Neesa, I still think you are missing a great opportunity to start putting your thoughts "out there" more. Video blog updates via YouTube, for example. "Neesa Tells You Like It Is".

[zeppelin68]

Pretty damn hot redhead! Very nice indeed!

[glacierfanclub]

Im guessing she was on some hard drugs herself when she wrote that michael jackson post.

[Neesa]

Hi "Glacier",whose that by the way? I mean,how did u get the name? ANyways,of course there r those that will disagree w me on any topic.
I am controversal,not afraid of offending ppl,+ opinionated.. frankly,I can be a bit of a cunt sometimes.

Through therapy..we are working on self help rituals such as..meditation,breathing techniques,and books to relax my mind and body.If u r a MJ fan,u will b offended by my post.Sometimes when I have a long post,I write a draft on my email first.SO I don't always type it all in one sitting.

I am o.k. w u assuming I am on hard drugs.How typical,I am a stripper,former porn actress who is fucked up in the head.Of course U must b right!

I happen to be on an anti-depressant and a tranquilizer in which I take 2 times a day.I would call those hard drugs.SOme ppl consider prescription drugs/anti depressants..Hard drugs.I agree.But,I take them anyway.It keeps me from killing ppl that piss me off.Hahahah.Plus I have an excuse in life..I have said in the past..Fucking w me..Legally..Is like fucking w a retard.

We are,"Mentally challenged"."Plead insanity in court".blah blah.Ppl like me support the Gov't and buy their drugs.They love us.Thats why they cant illegalize them.Thats why there is "No Cure for AIDS".The gov't makes too much $ off of selling meds to the patients to offer a cure.

Bcause someone types a long post,doesn't mean they are on drugs.In this case.U r correct.Lamictal and Klonopin.They are strong,and they alter the mind.The fact that u took time out of your day to read my post,then reply.Makes me smile.Now u can either get offended,and talk about my prescrition drug issue.Or u can play nice and enjoy my nudies on my profile ;) However,never assume,that bcause someone is opinionated,passionate about a subject,bitter...Is on drugs.
This x u r right,but the next person may not be on anti depressants.

Difference btwn me and the other porn "STars" on here..I am funny,sarcastic,dont kiss ass,dont try to sell anything but the truth.ANd I am attentive to those on this board.I post almost everyday.The only board I post on.

We don't kno if u r on drugs.O.K. sweet cheeks? Be nice.ANd Thanks for posting,I hope to see more of u on here.U can see more of my drug induced blogs on www.nessa.net
Excuse me while I grab my crack pipe. :) Hopefully u have a sense of humor.

[Lethal]

wow @ ur comment on MJ. what a true ignorant being u r.

[CopeFreeland]

I like looking at Neesa but does anyone else besides me have trouble reading what she writes?

[glacierfanclub]

Hi "Glacier",whose that by the way? I mean,how did u get the name? ANyways,of course there r those that will disagree w me on any topic.
I am controversal,not afraid of offending ppl,+ opinionated.. frankly,I can be a bit of a cunt sometimes.

Through therapy..we are working on self help rituals such as..meditation,breathing techniques,and books to relax my mind and body.If u r a MJ fan,u will b offended by my post.Sometimes when I have a long post,I write a draft on my email first.SO I don't always type it all in one sitting.

I am o.k. w u assuming I am on hard drugs.How typical,I am a stripper,former porn actress who is fucked up in the head.Of course U must b right!

I happen to be on an anti-depressant and a tranquilizer in which I take 2 times a day.I would call those hard drugs.SOme ppl consider prescription drugs/anti depressants..Hard drugs.I agree.But,I take them anyway.It keeps me from killing ppl that piss me off.Hahahah.Plus I have an excuse in life..I have said in the past..Fucking w me..Legally..Is like fucking w a retard.

We are,"Mentally challenged"."Plead insanity in court".blah blah.Ppl like me support the Gov't and buy their drugs.They love us.Thats why they cant illegalize them.Thats why there is "No Cure for AIDS".The gov't makes too much $ off of selling meds to the patients to offer a cure.

Bcause someone types a long post,doesn't mean they are on drugs.In this case.U r correct.Lamictal and Klonopin.They are strong,and they alter the mind.The fact that u took time out of your day to read my post,then reply.Makes me smile.Now u can either get offended,and talk about my prescrition drug issue.Or u can play nice and enjoy my nudies on my profile ;) However,never assume,that bcause someone is opinionated,passionate about a subject,bitter...Is on drugs.
This x u r right,but the next person may not be on anti depressants.

Difference btwn me and the other porn "STars" on here..I am funny,sarcastic,dont kiss ass,dont try to sell anything but the truth.ANd I am attentive to those on this board.I post almost everyday.The only board I post on.

We don't kno if u r on drugs.O.K. sweet cheeks? Be nice.ANd Thanks for posting,I hope to see more of u on here.U can see more of my drug induced blogs on www.nessa.net
Excuse me while I grab my crack pipe. :) Hopefully u have a sense of humor.

Obviously I posted in your thread in the first place because I found you attractive, so I'm definitely not here to be mean. I just found some of the things in your post to be really random in nature. If it is simply prescription drugs, than more power to you. Even if you were taking drugs I wouldn't care. I've done my fair share in the past (the crack pipe which you mention). It doesn't make you a bad person.

I agree with what you said about Michael Jackson in the sense that he did some horrible things, but I guess I afford him some dignity in death. I grew up in the eighties like you, so I have an affinity for his music in that sense. His actions though I do not have time for. You kind of take it out on his children though, and I don't think that they are to blame.

[Lethal]

did some horrible things? liiiiiiike?????

[stjohns]

neesa do you make movies anymore. I was a fan of you since i saw you on bangbros. Just wondering if your still involved or out of the business. Thanks for your response in advance1

[Neesa]

Hi "ST.Johns" I haven't made a movie since Nov 06.I met a guy.Wanted him 2 take me seriously..Even tho he didn't mind me doing movies..Plus I didn't like the way I was treated personally/financially,in the biz.But as it is a rough time for strippers during the summer ..I am shooting a vid in mid July.

I didn't/don't wanna get back in the biz,but unless someone here wants to pay my bills,this is what I am doing.I will do the usual smile for ya,the fake orgasm..But I still get paid.ANd I am an actress for the viewers.Thats my job.I do @ the strip clubs as well.Noone wants to see a frowning stripper.I'v had to go 2 wk after a family member dies.But such is life..Work is work.Gotta smile.

"Glacier",thanks for the compliment ;)

"COpe",u may need glasses.I seperate by paragraphs.If u cannot figure that out.Learn the AMerican language.ANd yes,I am a bitch.

"Letha;",u like basketball,so I can c why u find me to b ignorant.Being from Miami originally,I am very well educated on soul food,and the black culture.More so than say,some1 from WIsconsin.

Ur boy took his black skin and made it white.So knock the dead man.Once again,if u haven't read this board b 4,I am what I said in the above..Opinionated,blah blah.The Howard Stern of pornThanks 4 taking time out of your day 2 type me.Watch my posts for more ignorant shit.

Did horrible things like...Watch the E true hollywood story or google,sweetpea.This board is dedicated to me..SO u r joining the board w my fans.U can either play nice,or go find a hot black porn star that likes MJackson.I am fucking troubled and "Damaged Goods" baby.I wouldnt get mad if u called me white trash.I like bologna sandwiches from time to time.

As far as his kids.I am not blaming them.I am saying,I dont care what happens to them.They have so many relataves,and $.And..They don't care about me.I don't like children,i don't have to.Time to go..Looking forward to more controversy.Keep it coming,i get a rise out of it.But why worry about MJ on a porn board if u r a guy?Hahah

[Lethal]

WTF does me watching ball have anything to do with dis discussion? very well educated on soul food..... how irrelevant. lol @ "ur boy" girl do u hear urself???

MJ had an illness dat fucked up his skin. vitilago or w/e

u r a true fool Neesa. how bout we meet up and ill let u suck dis large dick. ok?

[DonkMan]

What's up Neesa, I'm a big fan of you and psyched you're on Freeones. Wish you were still making new material but gotta give you respect that you got away from it all. In the meantime, will continue to check out all the fucking amazing fucking you did when you were. YOU'RE SO FUCKING HOT!

[IronCelt]

Lamictal and Klonopin.They are strong,and they alter the mind.

I used to take Lamictal and IT SUCKS. It made me lose the feeling in my fingertips, my toes, and my cock for crying out loud. After a month taking it I started getting pains in my groin area, and so my doctor advised me to go cold turkey off of it, and for weeks after I had 'mini-seizures' and it sucked. I was taking it for my bipolarity, and I would rather have the moodiness than not have feeling in my penis and having groin pain. The gradually found that diet, exercise, and mediation help me with it better than anything.

And of course playing with your willy to goddesses like Neesa. xD

[jambun1]

Michael Jackson for me pretty much died in the mid 1980's- I thought his music was great up to & including the Thriller album, that really went to his head though & it all became about image, publicity stunts etc & he turned himself into a visual freak.

As for what bad things he did- well regardless of if you think he did not do anything sexual to any children- which I do not believe for a second as I think he was sexually attracted to them, the very thought of a grown adult spending so much time with other people's kids & sleeping in the same room & often in the same bed as them is disgusting.

Shame on the starstruck parents who let it happen as well. If it was any non famous 40 year old man who built a fairground in his house & asked them if he could sleep with their children, then they would call the cops saying a pedo was trying to molest their kids, MJ does it & people make excuses for him.

[eikkifree]

she is hot, i had seen time ago,
but her links are not too good

[DonkMan]

A repost but a good one.

http://galleries.blingbucks.com/movie/17/nessa/?a=10505

[khayl]

are you gonna have your trademark red hair in this vid you're doing neesa?

maybe you could give your fans on here a sign or something at the end, maybe wink at us, just so we can fool ourselves that you're actually thinking of us.

[Neesa]

Well said "Jambun"! Esp. the part..If he weren't famous,they would report him as a pedophile.Im not going back 2 that color bcause..I could only be "Alternative" for so long.My goth days r over.I make much more @ the strip clubs as a blonde,and i wouldn't change my hair color for a porn shoot.I can def. throw u a special wink! Maybe I can even make sure in the "Extras" on the dvd,they will let me give a shout out to the guys @ Freeones.

Eikkifree.Id rather not have u as a fan.Please find another porn actress to compliment.

[DonkMan]

When can we expect your video to come out that you're shooting in July? Wish you were bringing back the red hair :( Can't wait to see those big perfect titties in action again.

[DonkMan]

http://www.************/vid/1977_Nessa-eagerly-sucks-and-takes-a-hard-cock.htm

[Neesa]

Holy shit "Donkman".That was a great link! Thx.I dont even kno if I own that one.They show alot of video in that.Thx

[DonkMan]

No problem Neesa. Found some more long clips. I particularly like the second clip down. :) Fuck yeah girl :)

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[Neesa]

i just blocked "Lethal;" bcause he's not white enough,like Michael Jackson.So I don't have to hear his whining on my page anymore.Only I can do the bitchin' here.Hahah.SO back to my loving board.Ahhhh.

[Lethal]

loool blocking a fan. how mature

[Numbstruck]

Thanks to all of u on this page! so sweet.SO I have a very important topic..I am getting ready 2 do movies/magazines again.It's in the works.I have a few meetings set up over the next few weeks.I never thought I'd go back.But I am for a few reasons.
But,this time I am doing things MY way..I haven't pitched this to the companies yet,but they will soon hear my requests..

No "Pick ups"( In amateur porn when I have to act like I'm a random girl walking down the street).It's old,and it's stupid as far as I am concerned.

No more categorizing me as a MILF.I hate children,I don't look like a MILF.Thats getting old too.The whole MILF thing.It's insulting and I look way younger than I am.

More pay.I haven't worked in 2 1/2 yrs.Pay was $800 B/G no condom + I had 2 pay 4 my own blood work..$120-150

I'm either bringing my own men in(Rocker boys),or I will b very selective/ask them to find what I like.That way I will REALLY enjoy the sex.

No more reverse cowgirl.It's uncomfortable 4 me,the actor,and it's all for a good shot.Fuck that.

"U only have to work for 1 hour".All the companies/directors say that..not true..Travel time,makeup/hair,waiting 4 the set up(Lighting,etc),waiting for guy 2 get hard.It's a few hrs.ANd I can't book anything else in my day bcause I never kno how long it will take.

Still,no kissing/eating my pussy,and other passionate shit,unless I pick the guy.

No ppl behind the camera talking/long intros.U guys dont wanna hear them talk,do u?

I want music! It will make me move better,and I hate a quiet film.I hate having to moan all fucking day.

I may bring a friend on set 2 make sure I don't get treated like crap.
I think that's it for now.
Now,I want to ask u guys..What do U want to see from me? ANd what DONT u like about these films I or others are in? I also plan on doing custom films for u guys.


If you decide to do a porn movie again i'd like to see you talk to the camera(as in talking to us the fan(s) that are watching) not sure how much control u have over that? other then that if you do a movie i'm sure anything you put out will be 100% worth buying.

Sorry i didn't mention Micheal Jackson.... ha ha i know everyone started getting all serious. but no one really answered this post you put up.

[hats]

neesa: You talk about being fucked by strangers on camera for money like it's nothing. This kind of mindset is interesting to me.

How do you feel about what you have done with your life? Or that you are a living detriment to the women's rights movement? How do you feel that your face covered in semen is as easily accessible as googling it?

ps no one comes here to read about your opinions

[lawman31087]

Hey hats. Um I think for 37 pages someone must care about what she thinks. So how about you shut the fuck up and and stop trying to downgrade her for choosing what she wants to do with her life. I mean it seems to me that you dont understand the womens rights movement at all. I think she is a shining example of it. I mean she is choosing to do what she wants to do. O and P.S. I am 100% positive that no one comes her to read about your opinions. And I have a question if you are so concerned with womens rights and all that. Why are you on this sight? I mean you dont seem to have a problem with woman with cum on there faces while you are jacking off in your moms basement.

[john784]

neesa: You talk about being fucked by strangers on camera for money like it's nothing. This kind of mindset is interesting to me.

How do you feel about what you have done with your life? Or that you are a living detriment to the women's rights movement? How do you feel that your face covered in semen is as easily accessible as googling it?

ps no one comes here to read about your opinions

Buddy whats your problem? You obviously came here because you were interested in Nessa and then you say some stupid shit like that? If you actually took the time to read through these posts, I think you would realize that she did not make this decision lightly and that she has gone through many ordeals with the porn industry. As for your feelings in regards to the women's movement, pornography has been around for centuries. Its one of those things that no matter how much we debase the industry socially, human beings across the globe still try and seek it out. (And for obvious reasons this includes you too) Personally, as long as pornography is between consenting adults and is kept regulated, there is no reason to feel that pornography is wrong. You need to stop being a hypocrite.

[DonkMan]

http://www.***************/61898-Neesa-Tag-Team-Tryouts.htm

[Neesa]

i will reply 2 most of you later.Got shit to do.But I made a lil vid for u yest. I went down to my panties,but my aircard on my laptop interrupted the download.If u go back to my Youtube page "Neesa666".I made a qhich shout out vid to u guys.And yes,I will speak to the camera,to YOU guys more on the next one.I have full control over what I say on camera.My BJ's will b way better.I could have done A better job all these yrs. But I guess I just didn't care.Be on the look out for a totally different look,and a smaller,but firm,tan ass.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eZWkM3Dp1w8

[john784]

i will reply 2 most of you later.Got shit to do.But I made a lil vid for u yest. I went down to my panties,but my aircard on my laptop interrupted the download.If u go back to my Youtube page "Neesa666".I made a qhich shout out vid to u guys.And yes,I will speak to the camera,to YOU guys more on the next one.I have full control over what I say on camera.My BJ's will b way better.I could have done A better job all these yrs. But I guess I just didn't care.Be on the look out for a totally different look,and a smaller,but firm,tan ass.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eZWkM3Dp1w8

Any chance you could do a footjob? You have amazing feet Nessa!

[jambun1]

Strong first post Hats- not, do you really think Neesa gives a crap about the woman's right movement? She is doing what she wants, if she enjoys sex then why not get paid for it?

[Valde]

i will reply 2 most of you later.Got shit to do.But I made a lil vid for u yest. I went down to my panties,but my aircard on my laptop interrupted the download.If u go back to my Youtube page "Neesa666".I made a qhich shout out vid to u guys.And yes,I will speak to the camera,to YOU guys more on the next one.I have full control over what I say on camera.My BJ's will b way better.I could have done A better job all these yrs. But I guess I just didn't care.Be on the look out for a totally different look,and a smaller,but firm,tan ass.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eZWkM3Dp1w8
You look better than ever, thx for that :) Wish quality was better but you probably have shitty cam.

[elcapitano]

Neesa, wow, awesome video. Long time lurker and fan, but really, I had to stand up an voice what a great little video. You really know how to make some moves, even more hot like to start by keeping it in your clothes, and really keeping it real on this board. Anyone who follows you has to embrace that that real, sincere, sexy and crazy combo that makes you you. which is first interesting, fun, sexy and scary. I for one, appreciate the entire package. please please keep it up.
All the best,
-El C

[gooner14]

i will reply 2 most of you later.Got shit to do.But I made a lil vid for u yest. I went down to my panties,but my aircard on my laptop interrupted the download.If u go back to my Youtube page "Neesa666".I made a qhich shout out vid to u guys.And yes,I will speak to the camera,to YOU guys more on the next one.I have full control over what I say on camera.My BJ's will b way better.I could have done A better job all these yrs. But I guess I just didn't care.Be on the look out for a totally different look,and a smaller,but firm,tan ass.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eZWkM3Dp1w8

Simply amazing. Can't wait to see a couple more :bowdown:

[tr1ckster]

One of the sexiest videos I've seen, apart from the music :o Love you Neesa!

[vincent1230]

:nanner:

damn ,that was a nice video you made neesa ,you are looking very good on the video.
you make my day when i see you on my laptop at least a couple times a day
if you now what i mean.:iloveyou:

pardon my english not really used to chat in english i'm from europa btw..

[Neesa]

O.K. "Hats",I'm giving u what u want..Attention.Let me start off by saying to all of you..I have old friends,past lovers,and a family member that probably read/comment here.Lately,the "Rightious" posts(Notice how it's their 1st post)..

SOunds like my family member.The one I haven't seen in many yrs.He is crazier than me.Or,it could be someone who truly cares for me.Or some random person.Here is my reply to "Hats"..
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neesa: You talk about being fucked by strangers on camera for money like it's nothing. This kind of mindset is interesting to me.

I am numb.Have been most my life.It really is no big deal.Making out w a guy/cuddling,giving him the ME that is not Neesa..That's something.U hate that it doesn't bother me,and it bothers u.U most likely r the guy that supports the porn industry as well.
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How do you feel about what you have done with your life?

I feel great! I enjoy life bcause I like the ppl I surround myself with.I have never hung out w anyone in the porn industry.Noone I would call a friend.All business.I am a good person.I like me.I don't give a fuck what ppl think of me,and as a stripper..I don't suffer financially.
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Or that you are a living detriment to the women's rights movement?

That's where u sound like my estranged/former,family member.Once again.The new womens rights activists believe in doing what they want.Not what a man wants.This bitch don't cook and clean for an man.
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How do you feel that your face covered in semen is as easily accessible as googling it?

I embrace it.Just read my posts.Love the attn.Negative or not.U don't have to search for it.If it bothers u,maybe u feel guilty for googling it.
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ps no one comes here to read about your opinions

All I ever do is chat about my opinions.So u r wrong there.U hate that I am happy and u r miserable.U sound more and more like that former family member that I cut out of my life years ago.If it's you..How do u feel looking @ my naked body? "We r family"....etc..U can't tell me what to do,like u did when I was young.Maybe I am in the industry bcause YOU fucked me up.

Thx for signing up for me.What r u gonna do tough guy?

Now,I am a big fan of Shelley Lubbens Org. I totally am a hypocrite by being a part of it,agreeing w it,and wking in the industry.I struggle btwn good and evil.Devil and Angel.But I have been honest.I hate doing porn.Hate the industry.But I have a porn shoot in a few weeks.I am nervous.Should I do it,should I not..Self destruction.I don't feel guilty for the work I have done.Its deeper than that.

I kno sometimes Thepinkcross( Shelleys) bloggers,post here.To give me advice.To help me.SO when someone is sweet about helping me say no..Chances are it's one of them.So I show respect.But the ones that come AT me..Those r the ones I enjoy offending."Hats".I will add u to my block list.IP addresses are available to me.

To the rest of you..Thanks for the compliments on the silly video..The music..My friend and I were just trying to be cheesy.I like that song.But I wanted to play something unexpected.

[Lethal]

Neesa wtf did u block me for?

[Lethal]

yo she really betta unblock me. i aint fuckin playin

[Dean Wormer]

yo she really betta unblock me. i aint fuckin playin

Neither is MJ.

[Lethal]

Neither is MJ.

huh?

[4sabrina]

hiiiiii
neesa
well let me tell ya that is really cool to c how cool u r, talking with us .
sorry for my english is kinda bad , but i send ya some love from peru
i saw ur video in utube , u r such a perfect girl.
well neesa keep in touch , gonna be happy if u talk to me
:angels:

[Neesa]

My website is ran by a man named Bill.Never met him.Thought it was flattering when he put it up, about a year ago.Now he has made it so I cannot post.I can only add my comments.I cannot even approve YOUR comments.He claims he is oh so busy and doesn't have any control over it,only I do.Well,I am not stupid,when u make websites for a living..You know how to get the new passwords.I don't own it.I don't care to.I never made $ off it.But I wanna give a big "FUCK YOU" to Bill.Thanks for nothing.I kno u read here.He owns milf battle . com

He uses my site as a way to advertise for his sites.That I am fine with.But LYING,and not allowing me to get into my own site..Maybe he is one of the guys that leaves comments here and there being an ass.Maybe he is offended at my postings.Well,I am not longer posting thru comments there.He needs my permission/model release/ID to post those pics of me.I could care less what he does w it.I called this week.He only picked up cause my # changed."I have to go to my new job,call u later".Never did.WHo doesn't call a porn actress/stripper back?I have offered to meet up w him.SO Bill,I will contact u thru this.Make it so I cannot control the site at all.I could give a fuck.I wish u were dead.

BTW:I will have my very own site soon.In the meantime,boycott his site.I found this on public records online thru google



All records required to be kept by federal law are in the possession of the original producer of the content. The original producer is listed below.

Gustavo Precinoti
Bangbros.com, Inc.
6955 NW 52nd Street
Miami, Florida 33166

I called over there.And work for BBros..They don't kno who that guy is.SO who knows if"Bill" is allowed to post BBros material.I'll find out tomorrow.Bill,I can fuck up your life with my words.DOnt fuck w me.Have a good day .Neesa

[Neesa]

Yay! My site is finally down ;) Like I said,u need model releases/proof of ID before u post.
"Bill" has informed me that he is selling the site for $500.(Insert laugh here).I'm not even worth that much.AT least I kno that.But I am flattered that someone thinks A site w my name on it,is worth that much.
"That's how much it cost me to build the site." I never asked him to.There were no contracts signed,etc.He built the site to eventually sell it in case I became a huge pornstar.I'm amateur girl Bill".Sorry I never made it big time asu imagined.I'v never submitted photos to Playboy.SO obviously I don't care about being big time.

SOme ppl make a living off selling domain names.He is one.He just should have told me that in the beginning.
I would never pay someone for a domain name,or to work my site.I have plenty of customers @ work who would do that for free.

He actually seems like a nice guy,even after the fact.But,when I try 2 get ahold of someone wen it comes to business,etc..And I don't hear from you.I think u have something up ur sleeve.Unfortunately,he is dealing w someone he knew has major issues.And I was right,asking me and my fans for $500,is something up his sleeve.

If anyone does buy it..I will be happy to sign legal papers/model releases/provide ID,etc.For ya. If the Bang Bros images were legal for him to post,he would have kept the site up,and took down only the blogs and MY naked pics.Hmmm,all this and brains to.The end.

[tr1ckster]

bah, if i had only a little more money in the bank i'd consider buying the domain, if only for justice.

[Neesa]

Thx Tr1ckster.I wouldn't.That's what he wants.The domain name runs out in 2010,as u can see in the records above.Everytime someone clicked on one of his banners,on the old site..He got a cut from the porn companies..If they signed up 4 a membership.

I'm all for ppl making $.If I can help out..Look how much $ I make these companies,and they pay me $1000.After making thousands forever.
I have to pay for my own ...blood work,transportation, it's a whole day of makeup,hair,waiting on other ppl 2 be ready.Etc..They say it's 1 hr.But it's the whole fucking day.
But,bcause guys don't wanna spend $ @ the strip clubs,I am stuck doing this.No time 2 find other work.Wasn't expecting it to get this bad.And so fast.

BUT,don't tell me u wanna make a site for me,out of the kindness of ur heart.And turn it into a business situation.To where my requests don't matter.My blogs don't get posted bcause it's ruinning UR traffic.My fans comments don't get posted....

[smokebox]

If I could buy you I would pay 10 times that!!!.............My own little Neesa................YUMMY!!!

[ezteban]

Thx Tr1ckster.I wouldn't.That's what he wants.The domain name runs out in 2010,as u can see in the records above.Everytime someone clicked on one of his banners,on the old site..He got a cut from the porn companies..If they signed up 4 a membership.

I'm all for ppl making $.If I can help out..Look how much $ I make these companies,and they pay me $1000.After making thousands forever.
I have to pay for my own ...blood work,transportation, it's a whole day of makeup,hair,waiting on other ppl 2 be ready.Etc..They say it's 1 hr.But it's the whole fucking day.
But,bcause guys don't wanna spend $ @ the strip clubs,I am stuck doing this.No time 2 find other work.Wasn't expecting it to get this bad.And so fast.

BUT,don't tell me u wanna make a site for me,out of the kindness of ur heart.And turn it into a business situation.To where my requests don't matter.My blogs don't get posted bcause it's ruinning UR traffic.My fans comments don't get posted....

You know some guys only want to be your friend :D, well very few of us, I admit it !

[Neesa]

Big Announcement ;)
My new and ONLY website ran by me..This is not a fan site.I will only blog on the folllowing site..
www.neesaxxx.com
It's up.But nothing there yet,except a pic of me.It's great bcause that's my email.SO it's easy 2 remember,esp/ for my customers @ the club.

This one will be different in many forms.And very soon,I will be offering live webcam! Yes,u will have to pay 2 c me fuck myself.But live porn aint free baby. ;)

If u love me and wanna support me..I would recommend not checking out the old neesa site.He can see how many hits a day.Lets not give him that much satisfaction.He recently put it back up w/o my naked photos that have no model release/ID.Thats bcause his ass was scared.He knew I could get him legally for that.

Scared little bitch.I dont care how nice u r to me.If ur an ass in the end.I will only remember that.Also,he only added pics from the bangbros sites.SO he may actually have permission from them.SO if u wanna sign up for BangBros,please don't click on his banner.He will get a cut.

I just got new business cards for my strip club clients.They have my NEW and ONLY OFFICIAL and REAL/NON FAN neesa page.So "Bill"(Bcause i am sure thats not ur name.) will not b getting as much hits fr u guys,or my other guys.He will suffer financially.If at least a lil.I am happy.Thats what happens w u fuck w me.

I will no longer check out HIS page,or comment/reply 2 comments there.So do so here or on my new page.Thx.And looking forward to more fun very soon.It will b more interactive and have fun lil homemade vids I will post up.I have my very 1st/new vid cam..

SO "Bill",find another porn STAR to work w.Cause u dismissed.W/o me is like cornflakes w/0 the milk.Ur just a squirrel trying to get a nut".Lyrics from pimp daddy "Oran Juice Jones-I saw u and him in the rain"....hahaha

[Neesa]

i dont kno how 2 delete this "Guichi" email post.So i am typing this."Bill" sent me an email in the past saying that the hacker "MAY" be hacking my acct.WHich is why I can't get in.Then he offers $500 2 whoever wants to own the unofficial Neesa site.SO Guichi may b right.Im just going w what I hear.So Guichi asked me to have all of u stop emailing him.Blah blah..So guys,thx 4 the support,but lets email Bill" and tell him what a loser he is.His email is on public records in the post from a few days ago.njparts,etc..PUBLIC RCORDS

[tr1ckster]

Nice, your own site! :D I'll be an avid visitor :D

[anorionil]

i dont kno how 2 delete this "Guichi" email post.So i am typing this."Bill" sent me an email in the past saying that the hacker "MAY" be hacking my acct.WHich is why I can't get in.Then he offers $500 2 whoever wants to own the unofficial Neesa site.SO Guichi may b right.Im just going w what I hear.So Guichi asked me to have all of u stop emailing him.Blah blah..So guys,thx 4 the support,but lets email Bill" and tell him what a loser he is.His email is on public records in the post from a few days ago.njparts,etc..PUBLIC RCORDS

Neesa, first of all, you're a very sexy woman and I love your performances. It's a shame we won't see you acting in a while,perhaps, nevermore.

I wanted to ask you what does a man have to do in order to turn on your passion, I mean, what does a man have to do for you to desire him?

I guess I'd do many things just to spend a night with you, you see?

Warm regards.

[Neesa]

O.k. guys,for the meantime..While I am working on my own webcam..My own business.I am in the process of working for naked dot com.My page is semi up there..But these sites are NEVER MAC compatible.SO there are tech. difficulties.When it works,and I am on..I will let u know.SO if u r interested in live cam..

There u have it.I have several porn shoots lined up for July.Life sucks.The economy sucks.I blame the rich.It has lead me down this downward spiral...I'd rather work from home then be @ the club making nothing.ANd dealing w ppl.I don't even go to work anymore.All the $ I saved up al year long..ALmost gone.

There went my trip around the world/emergency $.When the guys see less and less attractive girls at the clubs..Ask yourselves why.U have yo keep us there.Give us a reason to show up.Support us.Ugh!

[dogdoosnowcone8]

For what sites will you be shooting and when will these shoots come out?

[Valde]

Thanks "K".Actually,noone's enticing me.I can't blieve u found the last link.Thats the one I have been tring to get ahold of/been talking about.I HATED that shoot.I don't even know what company put that out.

The guy that owned the house looked like one of those Ed Hardy wearing/meathead jocks.He's a muscle boy porn actor.he got in my business when I was busy having it out w the actor.See,the actor in that clip was very harsh/rough w me.I told him 2 chill out.he didn't like it.I explained that american girls r not like armanians.he of course is Armanian.I would never touch 1! I put that on my resume..No midlle easter,etc..They r the same type of ppl.I don't care where they r on the map.All the same to me.I showered twice after.Was discussted.I think it was the house owner or maybe him that once posted on a site that I was kicked off set/was a pai in the ass.Not kicked off set.Was EXPECTED 2 finish shoot.I didnt care about the $ at that point.What?A whopping $600 prob. after blood work and agent fee.Fox modeling did that 1.The only vid I ever did using an agency.Never signed on w 1 again.I was in Va nNuys I think,or Venice ,CAshooting that.It was me and no women in a residential area.No gas stations,etc to run to.Had 2 wait a long time for Fox's discusting,dirty,driver who had no air cond. and a fucked up car.I had to ask him to let me out at a motel and I spent that $ on staying there.terrible experience.

SO yes meathead house owner..I was a pain in the as bcause u weren't there during the shoot.I hope he reads this.And I hope the Devil throws him bad karma.Prostate/colon cancer ur way pal,u and that smelly armanian.P.S. In Cali..Ever since 9/11.ppl from Iran/Iraq claim Armania instead bcause they dont wanna get there ass kicked.So fuck them I won.I made sure I looked miserabe in that vid.hahahha

ROFL great story :-))

I love you Neesa!

[Neesa]

i wont name the company yet.I will tell you in about a week,for personal reasons.I shoot this week.I am nervous,I didn't even ask who they r hooking me up with.I will act depending on the chemistry..I will give some soft passionate porn/hardcore style,if I like his pheromones,and if he's hot.
Remember..I am not excited about this.I'm just being self-destructive.And I haven't worked at the club in weeks cause it sucks this time of year.
I don't see myself doing anything after,anytime soon.I'v worked for most the amateur sites.Reality Kings won't shoot w me because I shot w Bang Bros..Their competitor..Dumb..But that's how it goes.I say,why not make an extra thousands of $ for the rest of your life off my work.

Yeah,I made it clear..No Armanian's,etc. Life sux.It usually takes a few months 2 release.Maybe 6 months?I am also gonna make sure they don't "Fish eye",w the cam .Like they did on Milflessons 11.That could have made me look way better..

[NewportRacer]

Neesa: if you contact ICANN they handle all Domain names and rights to those in dispute, they might have the site turned over to you.

ICANN can be reached at:
Internet Corporation for Assigned Names and Numbers
Marina del Rey, CA 90292-6601
USA

Phone: +1.310.823.9358
FAX: +1.310.823.8649

[jambun1]

RealityKings are full of crap, several of their models have shot for Bangbros- Ava Devine, Flower Tucci & Jessica Moore who has shot for both recently to name just three- obviously there is another reason, they just do not have the ballls to be honest. You should put this fact to them & see what they say.

[Lethal]

neesa is sooooooo racist

[jambun1]

I don't think she is racist, she just had a bad experience doing a shoot with some Armenians which she has talked about here- which would explain why she is unwilling to work with with them.

[Lethal]

exactly. she blames all armenians instead of taking it as just a few bad apples

ignorance

[jambun1]

I doubt she hates all Armenians, but naturally she is going to be aprehensive about working with them in an industry like porn.

[Neesa]

Hi Jambun..I was told by my new agent(Yes,I got one..AFter booking 25 out of the 27 I have done..On my own,I was tired of doing the footwork.My new agent told me they can't use me.They wanted to shoot me,even booked me a day..Then changed their mind bcause of BBros.I will contact my agent w the info about the other models.Thank u so much.

U r right too...There are black girls/guys in straight/gay porn,that will only work w black actors.That's what they r comfortable with.I openly post what type of guys I won't work with,and I am a racist.I don't care if I am called that.Once again..Black girl doesnt like white guys she is called,"Sister who dates bruthas".White girl that won't date/fuck a black guy",=racist.Hypocracy .
.DO I sound offended? AM I telling u that my best friend is black? I will tell u that I don't have 1 black,armanian/middle east,whatever.. or mexican friend.Honesty pisses some ppl off.I am suppose to deny what I say.The shoot was probably the best one ever.More details soon.The only guys that would get pissed off are the blacks,mid east/armanians+ mexicans.Cause i would never fuck them.And do I hate them all? No,I don't pay attn.Out of site,out of mind.I just don't put my mouth on their dicks,etc.ITS MY BODY,I DECIDE WHO TOUCHES IT,and who is a part of my life.

[johndoefromindy]

She is hot !
I saw a vid of her doing a MMF , but ah the link was banned .

If anyone fells like googling it I'm sure it would come up under
Real hot mama Pt. 2/3

Would love to know what video it comes from .

[johndoefromindy]

Never-mind it was from Tag team tryouts

[Lethal]

da fact dat you think all armenians and non whites are dirty is ignorant and racist. it's not da fact dat you won't fuck non whites but da fact dat you basically claim non whites like myself are dirty and blah blah blah blah blah

someone quote dis so she can see cuz she blocked me cuz im not white

[Numbstruck]

Hey Neesa I was think about buying another one of ur DVDs since Milf soup was a bit of a let down for me. I was wondering ur thoughts on ur performace in Tag Team Try Outs. Is it good at all??

[Neesa]

I totally agre w u,Numbstruck..I didn't like Milfsoup either.But sometimes I have no say in what I do.In that one,I was told it was softcore.That's the only 1 I have ever done.I couldn't say anything.It was quiet the whole time..one guy was 18,the other a yr. or two older.

It was their first time.The guys made no sound at all.SO I had no motivation to do my best work.When the actors don't work well,neither do I.Wait till u see the one I shot this week.The best one yet!! It will be out in 3 weeks-a few months.

I am going on naked.com webcam in 1 hour.SO join me if u wish ;) Im under neesahot

[Lethal]

still on drugs?

[Numbstruck]

I totally agre w u,Numbstruck..I didn't like Milfsoup either.But sometimes I have no say in what I do.In that one,I was told it was softcore.That's the only 1 I have ever done.I couldn't say anything.It was quiet the whole time..one guy was 18,the other a yr. or two older.

It was their first time.The guys made no sound at all.SO I had no motivation to do my best work.When the actors don't work well,neither do I.Wait till u see the one I shot this week.The best one yet!! It will be out in 3 weeks-a few months.

I am going on naked.com webcam in 1 hour.SO join me if u wish ;) Im under neesahot

so no Advice on buying or not buying Tag Team Tryouts?
Can you tell anymore about this new video you did recently? who's all in it? do you know anything like that ?

Sorry Webcams aren't my thing. Plus i didn't read this til today as you can see. :)

[Valde]

Hey, are you still doing webcam shows? Never see you on ;(

[Neesa]

I am still webcamming.I'll post when I am on next.Probably in a few hours.I posted more on www.neesaxxx.com/blog/ my only official website.Anything else is a fan site.And unless you held the camera during the actual porn shoot,you are not the owner of the pics on the unofficial neesa site.The real owner will be informed..

[SkiSki]

http://www.*******.com/video159041/red_hot_milf_nessa

[Neesa]

im on webcam in 30 mins. naked dot com under neesahot.join me,tell me if u r from this board.
Freeones asked me to make a"Hello" video once.Can the webmaster here tell me how to do it? or maybe one of u can contact them.Thx

[Vouyer44]

Hi Neesa, So sorry you have to put up with all that crap, but it sounds like you're handling it well (Exposing the poster's rant is mildly entertaining, but sheesh, get a life dude...). Thank you for being a hot red head!

[Numbstruck]

Is backroom Milf from Bangbros a DVD thats coming out? or just for online only video/pics?

[gooner14]

Can't wait to see the backroom milf episode.

[Neesa]

Thax guys.From my understanding,it will start out as a web only vid,and eventually go onto dvd.I am suppose 2 do a few more BB vids.We are waiting for when they can stick me in.So if u wanna c me do more,email them and tell them how much u love me! ;)
The vid itself is going to b amazing.The pictures as well.I cant wait.

[UnderBro]

Hi Neesa! I'm a newbie, you see. First of all, I love your work. My favorite videos of you is when you were on Milflessons & Doctor Adventures. I have two questions to ask you. 1)Do you have any anal scenes? & 2) Do you have any interracial scenes?

[Werder]

http://wifewoopie.com/mrk/wifewoopie-mgp/012307r/20.html

[Werder]

http://www.wifewoopie.com/trailers/neesa.wmv

[Werder]

http://www.multipassporn.com/girlsofredslip.php?girl=309

[UnderBro]

Neesa @ Real Hooker Videos (http://www.sparklingvids.com/hooker/03092008/Krwl.html):thumbsup:

[Neesa]

Thx 4 the "Wife Woop"..Link. I'v never seen that.See how ugly that guy is.THAT is the Armanian guy that was a piece of shit.The one that treated me like he treats his sister..Fucks her like she's not human,and degrades her verbally,as well as rough.

I also wanted to give u guys an update.As well as,"Bill"(Gustavo)....Whatever..
I contacted Bangbros(Pay attn:"Bill) and reported that site.The neesa dot net that is "unofficial"...My blogs are still up,which is good for me bcause,I want everyone 2 hear what I have to say.Apparently Gustavo(Click on webmaster for his name,etc..) used to work with the records dept. for BB.Well,he noted on the site recently that ..

"HE TOOK THE PICS".Uh,no.I know every photographer/actor that I worked with..ANd it was not him.He may have rights to the pics.I don't kno.They r looking into it.But he did not personally take the pics.I never met this fool.

The latest entry he posted was,"I have been rated the industries #1 hottest milf for 2 years. ".I never quoted that.It should say,"She has been".Bcause asshole fatty webmaster...YOU are not ME.So stop posing as me,or I will cast a spell on you.I am the devil.U should kno that by now.Its u against my fans and I.The reason mr. fuckhead wants u to check out the "Milf contest" page is..He makes $ everytime u click on banners/get a membership,traffic,etc..

U want a membership,go thru BBros,etc yourself.Not him.Dont give him a cut.SHould have been nice asshole.If u pose as someone else,that is illegal.SO everything u post from now on,is being watched very carefully.Also,do u pay taxes on the kickback you get "Bill"? U may wanna b careful.I pay my taxes and on time.I can b super sweet and willing to help ppl out.Or I can b the biggest nightmare u ever had to deal with.

I find out there is 1 more,"I" as in(Posing/speaking as tho u were me)..U will need to change that.
Love,The bitch from 6 feet under.

[Hisagi]

Hi Nessa i am a big fan of yours, i cant find you on naked.com, can u help me with that? thanksssssss :D

[Lethal]

Do you have any interracial scenes?

she's very much racist....forget about this slut

[john784]

She may be a bit of a racist...but she is still really hot. So who cares....lol

[Numbstruck]

Thax guys.From my understanding,it will start out as a web only vid,and eventually go onto dvd.I am suppose 2 do a few more BB vids.We are waiting for when they can stick me in.So if u wanna c me do more,email them and tell them how much u love me! ;)
The vid itself is going to b amazing.The pictures as well.I cant wait.


SWEET!!!... hopefully you'll do your best to keep us up to date about when the DVD will be coming out?

[UnderBro]

Yeah so Neesa, do you have any movies/videos of you having IR sex or anal sex?

[Lethal]

Yeah so Neesa, do you have any movies/videos of you having IR sex or anal sex?

do u not read posts? she's RACIST.

[stjohns]

neesa if you make the comback to porn im telling you loads of fans will be in heaven. Please grace us with your skills!!!!

[analiz]

O.K. I still haven't seen it,but I remember the senario being around playing cards and betting a fuck with me..The actor was a real asshole.I think it all started out with me asking him to fuck me slower.He was goin really hard and fast.Flipping me over.Pullingmy hair wayy to hard!Treating me like a fucking ragdoll or puppet.I was nice about the way I asked him to chill..

He got real offended and just became a dick.He shouted,"I'm the director and the actor"...Blah blah blah..Baically saying that's the way te video is gonna go.We almost didn' finis the video.About 3 guys were present and noone stood up for me.I was uncomfortable.This was not a max softcore movie,so no need to act like him asshole!

I was pretty damn pissed that the agency I was w(I had an agent for a whopping couple of weeks out of my whole career) booked me a gig with that Armanian man.(After 9/11,people from Iraq and Iran started telling people they were Armania).Notice how you don't hear many say they are from THERE anymore).My bio says "No interacial".

That's MY choice,MY body.I didn't know I had to specify what tat means.I don't like the way certain people from certain countries,treat their women.I will not allow them to come to America and treat me the way they treat their women.I'm not your fucking puppet,pal.I didn't stand for it either.Happy I could get your panties in a bunc that day.Must have fucked w your ego.He is very ugly in and out.

I at least ACTED like I was having fun with his pee pee.He looked miserable.Probably cause he didn't know how to handle a strong women who told his ugly ass off ;)

Look ma'm, i'm a big fan of you and i hate these dickheads in adult entertaintment bussiness. I used to shoot amateur and sologirl videos in belarus. Even as an actor and director. I respect to your opinion about not working with foreign actors, but please don't be rude. Not all the middle eastern men acts in this way to the ladies. Our biggest brawls, murders and even wars has been made becouse of love and women.

[dantehicks16]

Hey Neesa or Neesa fans, does this beautiful lady have an email address? The yahoo one doesn't work--is there a way through Freeones that I am missing? She's AMAZING! I'm so happy the most honest and smartest woman in porn in coming back!

[gooner14]

^^ She doesn't answer PM's as shes says all she needs to through her posts on here. If you post your question, it will probably be answered when Neesa next posts.

[drunkprimate]

Hey found some new full nude pinup pics for Neesa

http://giirlzinc.com/neesa/neesa.htm


Neesa
Age: 33 Height: 4'10 Weight: 85 Measurements: 32D -24-31
Hair Color: Blonde Eye Color: Blue
Shoe 6 Dress 0-2 Pant 2-4 Shirt Small
SOLO / GG/ BG / BBG/ BGG / FETISH / HJ/ BJ Facialpop


I; as a sad sack of 22 year old who looks at way too much porn, really look forward to the renewed venture into porn that Miss Neesa is taking. Sans the striking crimson hair and voluptuous figure of the past (MILF Lessons presents: Give it to Neesa, need I say more) I look forward to the new "tight like tigar" summer wheat blonde haired Neesa acting like a sex caved deviant on digital HD soon.

I have to say I never realized you were only 4'10" Neesa. You come up to right at my pecks. Your body type in photos seems much taller/ lengthier. More so now in your more streamlined physique.

At 85 lb I could lift you away with one arm easily :D

Best of luck at the choppy waters of the adult film industry again. Happy Humping ;)

[redheadlover888]

Thx 4 the "Wife Woop"..Link. I'v never seen that.See how ugly that guy is.THAT is the Armanian guy that was a piece of shit.The one that treated me like he treats his sister..Fucks her like she's not human,and degrades her verbally,as well as rough.
...
.

Neesa, lovely Neesa. I'm sorry this guy put you through shit. He sounds like a huge douche. As a man of Armenian descent, I have to say I'm quite ashamed that we share a common ancestry.

So you know, not all middle easterners are assholes -- the more affluent the immigrant was in there home country usually (and this is from much experience) determines how much of an asshole they really are. If you are ever faced with another middle-easterner, check to see if they were born in the country, or in the middle east. Trust me, there's a huge difference.

Best of luck with everything, and I hope the latter experience hasn't tarnished your view of Armenians forever... You have at least one adoring Armenian fan -- me.

[glacierfanclub]

Hey found some new full nude pinup pics for Neesa

http://giirlzinc.com/neesa/neesa.htm



I; as a sad sack of 22 year old who looks at way too much porn, really look forward to the renewed venture into porn that Miss Neesa is taking. Sans the striking crimson hair and voluptuous figure of the past (MILF Lessons presents: Give it to Neesa, need I say more) I look forward to the new "tight like tigar" summer wheat blonde haired Neesa acting like a sex caved deviant on digital HD soon.

I have to say I never realized you were only 4'10" Neesa. You come up to right at my pecks. Your body type in photos seems much taller/ lengthier. More so now in your more streamlined physique.

At 85 lb I could lift you away with one arm easily :D

Best of luck at the choppy waters of the adult film industry again. Happy Humping ;)

Sexy pictures. She definitely looks her age, but that isn't a bad thing. Those are HD pictures as well.

[el_jefe]

http://www.**************/Neesa-Compilation/video181301/

[Valde]

http://images2.bangbros.com/modelprofiles/6433_big.jpg

[redheadlover888]

http://images2.bangbros.com/modelprofiles/6433_big.jpg

Exquisite post. Neesa at her finest!

[Toad]

Anything new?

[trickpony]

Bump ,where is Neesa?:(

[UnderBro]

Nessa in the 'In-Home Massage Service' episode of Milfsoup:

http://www.*******.com/video159041/red_hot_milf_nessa

http://
www.
*******.
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video159041/
red_hot_milf_nessa

Copy and paste if the link won't open. Replace ******* with x v i d e o s.

Enjoy! :D

[gooner14]

As this vid is hosted by a banned website, I can't post the link here.

but...

if you search "how do you get two girls to suck your cock?" in Google, the 1st link is the video.

It is of Neesa in her early days or porn (pre-boob job). She looks about 18 or 19.

[quachtinh]

The most beautiful face in the business! There is nothing wrong with who she wants to have sex with. It's her preference, it's her body and mind, so she has all the right in the world to decide what kind of "meat" would go into her "pussycat." I love women with strong attitude, who would voice their opinion on things that they don't like. I love honest, straight-forward people like Neesa. I hate hypocrite.
By the way, I hope Neesa would do more scenes for us fans to watch. I would love to see her in Brazzers, NA, and Reality Gang. However, as long as she shoot for new scenes, it's my pleasure to watch her.

[jambun1]

New BangBros scene- looks great.

http://www.bangbrosnetwork.com/t1/cfree=bangfree/intro.htm?s=mf5994

[neelkanth]

Neesa, I saw your new video at Bangbros, and you have lost a LOT of weight. You aren't sick or something are you? I have been your fan for a long time, and I liked you a bit fleshier. :) Do americans like skinny women? I find that hard to believe. Anyway I hope you are hale and hearty.

[jambun1]

I thought she looked very athletic & not skinny.

[BlueSpyder]

http://www.wifewoopie.com/trailers/neesa.wmv

Got a nice load in the end:thumbsup::rolleyes:

[khayl]

Wow! she really does look stunning in this new one. Cross between Grace Kelly and Audrey Hepburn.

She's right about the blonde hair too, I didn't think she could possibly look better than in her previous "redhead" movies, but she was right. She's even more gorgeous. It's the smoky eyes I think, and the smile, and the voice too.

Why on earth isn't she dominating the industry, the way she's dominating the internet. Millions of people are searching for her stuff, and the industry is treating her like crap. Why?

Thanks Neesa!! Did you get treated better this time? and will there be more from you?

[gooner14]

Just downloading the BackroomMilf scene now. WOW it looks good!! :)

Glad your making the vids again.

[gooner14]

Hey Neesa, thanks for the shout-out that you did in the new Bangbros vid to all your freeones.com fans.:bowdown:

I have to admit that I was I little dissapointed a while back when I first heard you'd changed your look from the redhead minx to blonde barbie, but after watching your new look on camera in a porn scene, I was more turned on than ever.

INCREDIBLE

[El_P.I.G.]

Personally liked the red hair better, great scene though!

[neelkanth]

I thought she looked very athletic & not skinny.

Just different perceptions i guess. She was never fleshy, but she has lost a little more fat. I also preferred the red hair. But hey, what a great personality!! That hasn't changed.

[nightTemplar]

Big fan of the blonde change. That bangbros 3some trailer was fantastic.

[Cojak]

bump

[UnderBro]

Personally liked the red hair better, great scene though!

Yeah I also prefer you as a redhead, Neesa. But you're still hot to me & that was a great scene.

[lolapitt]

wow shes on naked . com. wonderful thought to have her personally strip for oneself (4 dollars a minute though)
wonderful site all in all, very nice girls there

[tkyathh]

My website is ran by a man named Bill.Never met him.Thought it was flattering when he put it up, about a year ago.Now he has made it so I cannot post.I can only add my comments.I cannot even approve YOUR comments.He claims he is oh so busy and doesn't have any control over it,only I do.Well,I am not stupid,when u make websites for a living..You know how to get the new passwords.I don't own it.I don't care to.I never made $ off it.But I wanna give a big "FUCK YOU" to Bill.Thanks for nothing.I kno u read here.He owns milf battle . com

He uses my site as a way to advertise for his sites.That I am fine with.But LYING,and not allowing me to get into my own site..Maybe he is one of the guys that leaves comments here and there being an ass.Maybe he is offended at my postings.Well,I am not longer posting thru comments there.He needs my permission/model release/ID to post those pics of me.I could care less what he does w it.I called this week.He only picked up cause my # changed."I have to go to my new job,call u later".Never did.WHo doesn't call a porn actress/stripper back?I have offered to meet up w him.SO Bill,I will contact u thru this.Make it so I cannot control the site at all.I could give a fuck.I wish u were dead.

BTW:I will have my very own site soon.In the meantime,boycott his site.I found this on public records online thru google




All records required to be kept by federal law are in the possession of the original producer of the content. The original producer is listed below.

Gustavo Precinoti
Bangbros.com, Inc.
6955 NW 52nd Street
Miami, Florida 33166

I called over there.And work for BBros..They don't kno who that guy is.SO who knows if"Bill" is allowed to post BBros material.I'll find out tomorrow.Bill,I can fuck up your life with my words.DOnt fuck w me.Have a good day .Neesa

...But I wanna give a big "FUCK YOU" to Bill.Thanks for nothing… I could give a fuck.I wish u were dead…

Neesa, I’m not Bill so don’t work yourself into another lather, please.

You need to grip, darlin’! If you don’t, we’re going to be seeing you on Nancy Grace, soon, after you’ve taken a meat cleaver to some poor bastard’s skull! Calm down and take another pill, OK?

[kam]

Some of your comments here guys make me so sad. Neesa said it absolutly right. It is HER body and much more important HER decision with which man or guy she wants to
sleep with. Its amazing that some f*****g bas*ards here call her an rassict while she don´t wants to have sex whith a man because of different reasons.
It is only her decision and NO contract, NO manager and NO whatever in this universe should and can force her to do something she dont want.
And you call her rassict? What are you for people? When she said, she dont want it- ACCEPT IT! Don´t respecing the sexual self-determination of a woman is
so much more intolerant then her act and you diss her as an rassist o_O You are a f*****g intolerant sexist.

I don´t like that I like porns but the only reason while im still watching them is that all the time I have to say by myself that it is or should be
the free right of all women to decide that she wants to make it or not. When now contracts forced women to do it, the porn industry will become a paradoxon
of themself. From a symobol of sexual revolution starting ib the seventies to an inhuman industry.

And to the things neesa said!!!
First Neesa had not to exculpate or explain herself... i said it. Only her decision. That she did it anyway makes her simpatico and shows that she really seems
to be an strong an indepident woman- that makes me feeling good =)

And about the treatment of woman is islamic nations we dont have to talk, there is an watch on the role of the woman in the public society of nations
like Jemen or Saudi-Arabia just enough- a role is not existiered! There are closed at home, forced to wear a burqua.

So for all you guys out there, I´M NOT A RASSICT, but I love that woman have the right of a self-determinated live. This is THE main symbol of freedom.
And all people who wants to censur or adjudge woman for this are in my opinion stu*** idi***.

[slothrop]

lol lrn2spell

this slut is def racist really no denying that. and it's not so much 'her body' as it is the body of whoever is willing to dish out the 100 bucks to own her for 30 mins. but whatever she'll probably bang anyone of any race if she was paid enough. WHICH IN HER CASE PROBABLY ISN'T MUCH AMIRITE U GUYZ?

EDIT: inb4only2posts

[BillWilliams]

Hello "Godfather"..
I would never do interacial with blacks,Mexican,or middleeasterns.It's my body,my choice who I share it with as I quote often.I am very open with my opinion on this.Any other kind of Latin is fine for me though,just not Mexican.

Asians,I love Asians! I would do porn with Asians/Those who know me,know I have Asian fever.Especially the women.I am a big fan of their culture.Minus the part where in some Asian countries, women are treated as a lower class than men.



I like your honesty. More women need to be honest with these people who want to force IR on everybody.

[BillWilliams]

I knew this would stir up controversy and I love it! I love to see you guys get involved,ask questions before getting offended,etc..Well,at least most of you..You know how I am a big fan of ,"STanding up for what you believe in".

Now to answer your questions..
It's really this simple...I am not attracted to men who are of that race.Actually,the only men to ever fuck me over,rape me,etc..were white men.So I don't have these disinterests in men of those races because they did someting wrong to me..Just not into fucking/getting intimate with them/dating them,on or off camera.The difference between me and many other people/porn actresses is..I am willing to lay that out on the table..I don't give a fuck.

Ever notice how it's o.k. for a black women to say she just wants to date black men.But if a white girl says she will only date white men,it's not acceptable.

That's what I was put on this planet for..to debate,be active in my community through charity work,help others,give my strength to the weak,make a difference,and get men off through all the adult work I do/did.

It's all in the delivery.Had I said,"I love Mexican men,they turn me on soo much"..Those who have a problem w me NOT wanting to be with them on an intimate level wouldn't have said,"Oh,but you don't like other Latins"?.No,you would have just said,"Neesa has a Mexican fetish,hot"..

.So,take it or leave it..

There are certain types of guys I like to fuck,others miss out.Deal.Go find a pornstar to admire who has a Mexican fetish.Neesa fans are fun,and they like a real women who doesn't candy coat herself.A porn actress with a brain,a heart of gold,and a strong women who will fight for what she believes in.I am not perfect,I am not flawless.I have attitude and I am not as sweet as I look.I am not a porn actress who struts around thinking she's Gods gift to men.I don't think I am just a walking pussy.I post on this page for a purpose.

I was simply asked if I would do interaccial on film,I answered the question with total honesty.I did not cut down anyones race.I did not make jokes about other races..I just told you which races I wouldn't fuck on film.

Speaking of,"ANti".I will tell you what I am,"Anti" about..Neesa is..
1.Anti-homophobia
2.Anti-men who abuse women
3.Anti-people who don't believe a women has the right to choose what kind of dick goes in her pussy
4.Anti-our president
You get the picture..

I didn't know Tera doesn't do interacial.But ya see,is anyone giving her shit? Probably not.And for the record,thats my perfect ideal beautiful Asian women.I tried to get a gig w her yrs ago and she never got back to me ;(
I also like old men rather than younger men.Does that make me age discrimit.? And I like to fuck tall men as oppose to short men,am I size judgemental..?U get the idea.When I got tired of seeing animalsw/o homes,I started volunteering at an animal shelter.If you're really interested in race awareness 0209510,why dont you volunteer your time in that department? Stop bitching and start doing.I hate men who beat women and I do vol. work in that field righ tnow..

But on a happy note,I am buying myself a brand new vibrator tonight . ;)

You made a great point here. You can't force attraction on anybody. Women don't do IR not because they are racist but because blacks aren't attractive. IR fans need to swallow the truth. The real racists are the people who complain about these girls not sleeping with black men.I can't believe some white guys even watch that stuff.

[kam]

You made a great point here. You can't force attraction on anybody. Women don't do IR not because they are racist but because blacks aren't attractive. IR fans need to swallow the truth. The real racists are the people who complain about these girls not sleeping with black men.I can't believe some white guys even watch that stuff.

thx for saying that:)