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Numbstruck
2008-03-17, 15:58
Thx Philbert.ANd I am now on www.livejournal.com my user name is neesaxxx
If u wanna add me guys! Theres my private blog for ya!
Glenn,the video w the poker game is Tag Team tryouts by Red light district.The director/actor was an asshole who was very forcefull.He is Armanian and that made me uncomfortable bcause I have "No interacial" on my bio.My body my choice.I decide what type of guys dick goes in me.
I bit my tongue and decided to go w the film anyways and the the guy proved my point.He was a controlling asshole who felt a women doesn't have say in anyting.Well,I am an American girl and I will not let a man tell me what to do and how to do it.Equal rights over here.So I urge u NOT to purchace that video.Get it some other way.Wink wink.
I just added you on live journal i don't go on there that much. but i will now for sure every time you write something. oh my name on there is Neemon just so you know in case your wonder why neemon added you.
No "R105".Many porn stars are dumn drug addicted bitches that think they are hot shit.WHy do u think I have never been friends with any? I have had my share of fun,but never had an addiction.Not all,just most.I kno when I go to the AVNs and they're all trying to score.I will never go to another porn convention.Over saturated.ANd I heard this years did not go over so well.We r in a damn recession.The first thing I guy takes away is his strip club/porn $.Too many joe Shmoes trying to make a porn company like everyone else.Too many porn sites on the net.
I thought my site would be up and running now but its not.I don't know how to post my own blogs etc.Bcause I am a pretty face,and I kno about shit I need and wan tto kno about.So if my webmaster doesn't post blogs that I send him,u r shit out of luck.I am lazy and irritable.It comes w age.
Oops,I type to fast I meant to spell dumb correctly.Haahhah
When is the Howard Stern appearance or did I miss it? I forgot about it!
mantis22
2008-03-19, 21:27
Hey there Nessa! Are you going to put up any more new pics of you (like the others). I love that amature feel to them, and you look amazing as always!!
The moment you've been waiting for..Drum roll please..
My website is finally up and running.I am not the webmaster.The look is just temperary for now.
There are more pics for u.All recent.Enjoy.
www.neesa.net
tr1ckster
2008-03-23, 20:34
*applause*
Neesa, thanks for your candid posts. Being open will help people to understand the industry and the lifestyle better...I've not been on here for awhile, so I've missed some of your posts (I need to catch up) but I wanted to ask about your referring to brothel work years ago. I've read on some forums (PM me if you need to know which ones) where some of the women who've worked in them describe them as a pretty good way to earn money, and I wonder how accurate it is. It seems to be having influence over some of the other ladies reading those threads, and I wonder if they'll try it thinking it's not a big deal. If you have any opinions or advice for them, before they choose, I'd appreciate hearing it. If you want to add your 2 cents to them, just ask.
Hi Jcat..
Here's my opinion on that..It's not what it used to be.It is too mainstream/oversaturated now.Plus we are in the middle of a recession and men aren't spending as much.Women who have never worked in this industry are choosing to now because they are not making ends meet in normal society.
There are so many strip clubs/brothels now.ANd soo many girls willing to dance and prostitute..I am making alot of life changes at the time.The economy and the above mentioned are motivating me to work less and less in the business.I have tons of ideas for strip club owners,but they never listen to the girls.They are ego maniacs that think they know what it's like.Until u dance for 13 years, 6-8 hours a night in big ass high heels,put up with drunk and high customers who are sometimes rude,breathing in cigarettes when u r anon smoker,being a fucking puppet,etc,u have no idea what it's like to be me.U r the club owner who comes by to pick up ur $,do lines off your desk in your office,try to fuck the strippers,and walk around like u r a rockstar(Except u have no talent).
Back on the topic."It's cool to be a whore now".When I was doing it I couldn't find a guy to date me,I was ridiculed by women,etc..I happen to be a trendsetter.I shaved my head and went into mental hospital wayyy before Britney did.I did that shit in 94.
The $ isn't as good as u see on t.v. on Cathouse.They are not going to show the guys who pay $300 for sex.That was my average customer.The ranch gets half.I am sure that when guys spend thousands,it's not THAT common.
If a girl is going into the ranches because its cool now and she wants to piss mom off..
Thanks for another great post Neesa... seriously, you have to start writing that book!
And congratulations on the website being up and running! I share in tr1ckster's applause on that! :hatsoff:
Awesome to see your site up and running Neesa *high 5*.
Now are there any talented design people on this forum willing to turn some of those stunning pics into some wallpapers?
dave_rhino
2008-03-24, 19:58
Dave_Rhino, you're an immature little shit and I hope your testicles fall off: you don't deserve to have a girlfriend and taking these little below-the-belt shots really make you out to seem like a frustrated kid with a small dick. Whatsa matter, ex-girlfriend dumped you because of your millimeter peter? Let me guess: she was a redhead, wasn't she? I'm just giving you a taste of your own childish medicine, swallow that shit and walk away right now before it gets ugly 'round here.
Wow, spot on. You must be a psychic.
With all those lame cliched insults, I'm surprised you didn't say anything about my Mother being fat or stupid.
lestat567
2008-03-24, 22:55
l0l
some random comments -
just been reading through this thread. this girls great, red hair, nice body and a pretty face. and she's a great performer, unless that stuff coming out of her mouth is real, even better. id never let a girl make me her bitch, id let her try though. thats always fun, like tug-o-war. hope you do some more stuff in the future, simply because i wish it. age is just a number, you look much younger.
also, what the hell is with this girl being called MILF left and right, i was seriously like WTF. she barely looks over 25.
Glad u like the site! I don't even kno how 2 go thru the process of looking of r an editor/publisher...So I will just blog and if one happens to come up and offer to write my book,I will get alawyer and we can wk on it.I would have never had a website if a Neesa fan didn't offer it to me for free.
Fuck a book,I need a fucking movie!
I posted on www.guntoting liberal about Ashley Dupre the whore..I can't pull that site up anymore..It wa s agreat post.I would like to repost it here for u 2 read.
The site's looking great, you were definitely long overdue for one. Nicely done with the links section too, excellent way to get people up to speed. The Freeones link is only to the main page though, you might want to tell the administrator change the link specifically to your forum to get people caught up faster. Oh yeah, and Queens˙che is the shit.
MRPIMPN4EVA
2008-03-25, 11:51
Shes alright....
Hey Nessa-
I like your new look(eventhough I dug the red hair). Thank you for sharing those pictures.
Are there any more with the new look? Or will they all be on your site?
Robsoniasty
2008-03-25, 16:35
http://www.juicypornmovies.com/_galls/doctors/20061111/index1124c47e.html
what was your favorite fuck scene thast you can recall...one where you really got off
My fave was with Jordan on www.milfcruiser.com I really got turned on.That whole Doctor patient fantasy is something I like to play w in my personal life.ANd Jordan was very good at making me comfortable.He was the best actor I fucked in a video.
I have never really gotten off in a video.I faked every orgasm.ANd I did it for YOU the viewer.I couldn't finish the film w/o an orgasm.I consider myself a fantastic actress.The only time I ever had an orgasm in real life was at age 30 with the last man I was in a relationship.That could also be why I can't seem to get over him.I am now on meds that make me lose my libido,so I don't plan on having an orgasm anytime soon.TMI so what?
Off topic..Did any of u c the benefit show on VH1 on SUnday .It was for the STation Fire in RI that took place around 5 yrs ago? There are many organizations that are important to me.This is one of my top ones.
www.stationfamilyfund.org 100 ppl died and many others were seriously injured/burned.I am struggling financially just lke everyone else,and I still donated.
I am going to look into putting together a benefit concert very soon.The reason why this situation touched me more than any other is because I am a huge rock fan.Not so much the newer stuff..The stuff that was big in the 80's.The band Great White played that night.Nobody was prepared for what occured.I do not believe the band was at fault.GW is one of my fave bands.They lost their guitar player that night as well.
I feel passionate about this and I am curious as to why there weren't that many bands/esp. more popular bands playing this benfit show.Those living with perm damage need our help.They cannot work,pay their medical,etc..If u can send this org. anything,U would make a big difference! I will put this link on my site as soon as I can.ANd I am going ot make a special video(To mail for free) just for those who show me proof that they donated .
Numbstruck
2008-03-25, 23:57
The moment you've been waiting for..Drum roll please..
My website is finally up and running.I am not the webmaster.The look is just temperary for now.
There are more pics for u.All recent.Enjoy.
www.neesa.net
seem's like the site isn't up for some reason it has go daddy advertised on it. Am I the only one that see's this??
delasoul
2008-03-26, 01:19
Attention everyone:
Neesa is from Miami! Maybe not news to most but at least to some.
Good on yah for contributing to a worthwhile cause. We (USA) are one of the wealthiest nations in the world yet you would not know it by the way we neglect our own.
The condition of many clubs is below standard and there is a reason why there are occupancy rules. Reasons I never understood in my band playing days. Once I began to work in the building industry you realize why there are occupancy rules and why the need for clearly marked egresses.
Sorry to hear about a lack of Mojo. The wonderful side affects of pharmaceuticals. There has to be a lot of acting in most adult scenes; even the greatest lovers wont hit the "O" every time. I imagine it is only fun working with people who actually respect you. I wonder how people get away with treating others less than human in stuff out there.
RizzoTheRat
2008-03-26, 01:21
I remember that fire, tragic indeed...and it was 5 years ago. That the band's road manager admitted guilt for the 100 deaths shows a lot of character that you just don't see any more.
Thanks for being so candid, both your outward beauty and outgoing personality are refreshingly different from the stereotypes. I'd love to see more pictures of you now as a blonde and even your early stuff before the bigger boobs.
If you worked at a local club I'd have to go there weekly for a dance or two.
If you were my dental hygienist I'd have to go for cleaning more than once a year. Not as disgusting as it it sounds I have near perfect teeth and I take real good care of them.:D
Take care,
RizzoTheRat
lestat567
2008-03-26, 01:21
My fave was with Jordan on www.milfcruiser.com I really got turned on.That whole Doctor patient fantasy is something I like to play w in my personal life.ANd Jordan was very good at making me comfortable.He was the best actor I fucked in a video.
I have never really gotten off in a video.I faked every orgasm.ANd I did it for YOU the viewer.I couldn't finish the film w/o an orgasm.I consider myself a fantastic actress.The only time I ever had an orgasm in real life was at age 30 with the last man I was in a relationship.That could also be why I can't seem to get over him.I am now on meds that make me lose my libido,so I don't plan on having an orgasm anytime soon.TMI so what?
darn i knew it. like i said, great performer. and its a shame you only orgasmed once. is that just you or all women? maybe all the women i've been with have been faking or exaggerating thw whole time. hm, nah. l0l.
you should try one of those fucking machines, a)cause i like it b)cause i hear pornstars really get off on those multiple times, and its intense.
tr1ckster
2008-03-27, 14:19
Love how you can see the veins through your deliciously pale skin on those old sets on your site, Neesa, you're seriously a goddess in physical form in those, metaphorically speaking of course.
Thanks for the vein compliment! I tan now so u can't see them as much.SO I posted on www.myredbook.com yesturday.U gotta read the negative shit they had to say about me.U kno I love any publicity.They mentioned how illiterate I am.I am not going to defend myself on that site.I think they may be much younger there.As u know.I take short cuts when I type.I spell "Know" as kno bcause it's easier.I type very fast as well.I don't need to prove to these masturbating kings that I have a brain.Besides,in dental assisting and stripping,u don't need to spell correctly.Hahaha
I watched a show on Jefferey Dahmer tonight.When I was in jr. high I used to receive "True Crime" books in the mail.I really enjoyed criminology.And I was quite disturbed.I read all about Jefferey and friends..I was Dark,morbid,hung out at cemetaries,etc..
I had no idea about the lousy cop that could have prevented so many deaths and assaults.What an ass.ANd then he gets an award,etc.. This cop would never make it alive in the big city.Thats why he can stay his happy little ass in Wisconsin where he can be racist and homophobic and it's exceptable.
I have no problem w people not liking a race.I don't care if u hate me bcause I am white.But when u r a cop "Protecting the people",u need to put those opinions aside.So to officer in denial John Balcerzac ...I have nothing but negative energy for you. ..I blieve that when u send a 14 yr old boy back with Jefferey Dahmer an older man and u r a cop..Cancer will eat u officer fuckface.ANd what if that was ur child?Then it's different right? Karma comes to u little bitch.I will pray to god that Cancer will grow on your anus ;) Freedom of mutha fuckin speech.Welcome to America.U may wanna go back home to wherever the fuck your ancestors r. Love Neesa
Thanks for the vein compliment! I tan now so u can't see them as much.SO I posted on www.myredbook.com yesturday.U gotta read the negative shit they had to say about me.U kno I love any publicity.They mentioned how illiterate I am.I am not going to defend myself on that site.I think they may be much younger there.As u know.I take short cuts when I type.I spell "Know" as kno bcause it's easier.I type very fast as well.I don't need to prove to these masturbating kings that I have a brain.Besides,in dental assisting and stripping,u don't need to spell correctly.Hahaha
Famous cannibals and insane people who are known criminals all from Wisconsin..
Joe McCarthy,officer John Balcerzak,Ed Gein,max hardcore,Jefferey Dahmer.Now there r criminals everywhere.But cannibals are hard to come by.Not in Wisconsin.I hate that state.Here's my theory as to why they all come from there..
Nothing to do there.Religion,homophobia and racism is alive and well there.SO if u r gay,or u like black men u have to keep that secret ur whole life or u get fucked with.It's cold about 6 yrs throught th year so what ele is there to do but eat humans? Religion..U stuff religion down kids throats and they will rebel.U tell kids at church that they will go to hell if they r gay or like other races,they will turn to drugs and crime..So fuck Wisconsin.My rapist is from there.Everyones rapist lives there.I wish Jefferey Dahmer ate max hardcore,but max is white.I wonder if they were friends.
I watched a show on Jefferey Dahmer tonight.When I was in jr. high I used to receive "True Crime" books in the mail.I really enjoyed criminology.And I was quite disturbed.I read all about Jefferey and friends..I was Dark,morbid,hung out at cemetaries,etc..
I had no idea about the lousy cop that could have prevented so many deaths and assaults.What an ass.ANd then he gets an award,etc.. This cop would never make it alive in the big city.Thats why he can stay his happy little ass in Wisconsin where he can be racist and homophobic and it's exceptable.
I have no problem w people not liking a race.I don't care if u hate me bcause I am white.But when u r a cop "Protecting the people",u need to put those opinions aside.So to officer in denial John Balcerzac ...I have nothing but negative energy for you. ..I blieve that when u send a 14 yr old boy back with Jefferey Dahmer an older man and u r a cop..Cancer will eat u officer fuckface.ANd what if that was ur child?Then it's different right? Karma comes to u little bitch.I will pray to god that Cancer will grow on your anus ;) Freedom of mutha fuckin speech.Welcome to America.U may wanna go back home to wherever the fuck your ancestors r.
The sickest part of all this is that,I am very sttracted to Jefferey Dahmers appearence.But after all,I am a fag hag.If Jeffery and John Wayne Gacy were living in a society where being gay was acceptable,do u think they would have been serial killers?
Love Neesa
Found on Wikipedia
John Balcerzak
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
John Balcerzak is a police officer in Milwaukee, Wisconsin and president of the Milwaukee Police Association. In 1991, he was fired for having returned an injured victim to serial killer Jeffrey Dahmer.
Balcerzak and his partner Joseph Gabrish discovered the victim, 14-year-old Konerak Sinthasomphone, after he had managed to escape from Dahmer's apartment. Konerak was a Laotian who did not speak English. Dahmer found the boy with the police and convinced them that the boy was his 19-year-old lover. Two African-American women, Sandra Smith and Nicole Childress, were convinced that Sinthasomphone's life was in peril and tried to save the boy. However, Balcerzak and his partner chose to believe Dahmer and allowed him to keep Sinthasomphone. Dahmer later sexually abused, killed, and dismembered the boy.
Balcerzak and Gabrish were terminated from the Milwaukee Police Department after their actions were widely publicized. The officers had never checked the boy's ID because they said he appeared to be 19 years old. The officers did not check Dahmer's identification; had they done so, they would have discovered that Dahmer was a sex offender previously convicted for molesting Sinthasomphone's older brother.[1]
Both officers later appealed their termination, won, and were reinstated with back pay. Balcerzak and Gabrish were named "officers of the year" by their local union, the Milwaukee Police Association, for fighting a "righteous" battle to regain their jobs.[citation needed]
In May 2005, Balcerzak was elected president of the Milwaukee Police Association, defeating Sebastian Raclaw by a vote of 521 to 453. As president, he has been criticized for failing to protect officers from mandatory overtime and not supporting African-American officer Alfonzo Glover, who was charged with homicide and later committed suicide. By June 2006, the union vice president had resigned because of disagreements with Balcerzak’s "style of leadership." A petition to remove Balcerzak was filed and a recall election was held in August 2006. The results were 213 for a recall and 397 to retain him.
RizzoTheRat
2008-03-28, 11:29
Short answer yes they would still be serial killers. Not saying that society's homophobia doesn't play a part but its a big jump from enjoying dick to becoming a mass murderer...at least I hope so.
MILF Man
2008-03-28, 18:28
NEESA...NEESA...NEESA! :lovecoupl
http://www.roundboobz.com/redhead-babe-movies/milflessons-s.html (Video)
jimteased
2008-03-28, 18:54
Hi Neesa, i'm Jim 20.
I've had a crush on you since forever :D but i really didnt know much about you. i just loved your hair and eyes:D
This is a really cool chance to get to know you here, thanks for giving your fans that kinda attention :)
I really enjoy your milflessons scenes..do you have a favorite position that you like to fuck in. I really enjoy watching you in reverse cowgirl position. BTW thanks for being so open with us here...not many actresses would do this
Numbstruck
2008-03-30, 00:45
Good news i can finally see the neesa.net. Awesome pictures! Can't wait for more news,and pictures neesa. it's so cool that you are only going to make solo videos or whatever can't wait till you start getting busy with your solo stuff.
question... are you into checking out new bands at all? like if i listed a bunch would you check out there myspace? i'm not into 80's metal or so called metal bands today more of the punk/pop punk and rock. even though i listen to a few bands that are metal infulenced or sound a bit metalish. like sum41's old guitarest Dave has a metal band called Brown Birgade. they sound more like 80's metal(i think?) just a bit. check em out they are only play in canada. they might tour the states in the future.
http://www.myspace.com/brownbrigade
sean1988
2008-03-30, 03:15
The moment you've been waiting for..Drum roll please..
My website is finally up and running.I am not the webmaster.The look is just temperary for now.
There are more pics for u.All recent.Enjoy.
www.neesa.net
holy shit neesa - the new hair looks incredible - not to mention the sexy tan!! dare i say it.... most sexy woman on the net?
Nope, prefer the pale skin, red hair look. Still very pretty woman, however mad...
mardirossian
2008-03-30, 19:00
Neesa should give porn one last all out 100% effort. She never really boned any studs of consequence in her all too brief career. She was never hosed down by Peter North, boned by big dicked porn legend Tom Byron, or ploughed by in shape uber-stud Julian. She should have been a huge contract star.
teege1325
2008-04-02, 03:21
I am going to go out on a limb here and say something no one will expect. It will be witty as well as intelligent. It may make you think about the universe as a whole and our place in it. It may even make you cry for reasons known only to your subconscious. It will bring world peace.
NAH i'm just kidding, but i will say that Neesa is the sexiest woman i have ever seen. the hair, the body, the attitude. all VERY good things.
state_of_mine
2008-04-04, 18:55
Thanks for the vein compliment! I tan now so u can't see them as much.SO I posted on www.myredbook.com
John Balcerzak
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
John Balcerzak is a police officer in Milwaukee, Wisconsin and president of the Milwaukee Police Association. In 1991, he was fired for having returned an injured victim to serial killer Jeffrey Dahmer.
Balcerzak and his partner Joseph Gabrish discovered the victim, 14-year-old Konerak Sinthasomphone, after he had managed to escape from Dahmer's apartment. Konerak was a Laotian who did not speak English. Dahmer found the boy with the police and convinced them that the boy was his 19-year-old lover. Two African-American women, Sandra Smith and Nicole Childress, were convinced that Sinthasomphone's life was in peril and tried to save the boy. However, Balcerzak and his partner chose to believe Dahmer and allowed him to keep Sinthasomphone. Dahmer later sexually abused, killed, and dismembered the boy.
Balcerzak and Gabrish were terminated from the Milwaukee Police Department after their actions were widely publicized. The officers had never checked the boy's ID because they said he appeared to be 19 years old. The officers did not check Dahmer's identification; had they done so, they would have discovered that Dahmer was a sex offender previously convicted for molesting Sinthasomphone's older brother.[1]
Both officers later appealed their termination, won, and were reinstated with back pay. Balcerzak and Gabrish were named "officers of the year" by their local union, the Milwaukee Police Association, for fighting a "righteous" battle to regain their jobs.[citation needed]
In May 2005, Balcerzak was elected president of the Milwaukee Police Association, defeating Sebastian Raclaw by a vote of 521 to 453. As president, he has been criticized for failing to protect officers from mandatory overtime and not supporting African-American officer Alfonzo Glover, who was charged with homicide and later committed suicide. By June 2006, the union vice president had resigned because of disagreements with Balcerzak’s "style of leadership." A petition to remove Balcerzak was filed and a recall election was held in August 2006. The results were 213 for a recall and 397 to retain him.
wow... thats really fucked up. i cant believe i never heard of this guy. this story is so twisted, someone should make a movie about it. how the hell did the recall attempt fail? milwaukee must be full of inbred douchebag rednecks.
are you into international events? ive been reading a lot about the riots in tibet, and thats probably one of the bigger things im pissed about these days. china should be stripped of its priveledge to host the 2008 olympics if theyre gonna be killing innocent people. so far france is the only country open to boycotting.
hi Neesa,
puuh it took me about 3 hours to read the whole thread in here...
actually you are the first porn-star i started to search for... and then finding so much information, that was suprising for me. seeing you in your videos and then reading so much about your life. unfortunately my english isnt the best, i am from germany (and i stoped learning vocs in the age of 14). i read on your website that your are also from germany, do you have any relation to this country at the moment?
its was a little shocking for me to read that your life fucks up you and your going to doctors etc., after seeing this strong and hot woman in some videos...
i hope you'll get better feelings about life soon!
greetz
finger
ps: is there any chance to see you someday with red hair again?
MikeHuntIsHuge
2008-04-06, 09:47
Hi Jcat..
The $ isn't as good as u see on t.v. on Cathouse.They are not going to show the guys who pay $300 for sex.That was my average customer.The ranch gets half.I am sure that when guys spend thousands,it's not THAT common.
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$300! Tallk about a deal! I am in for a little action at 5 times that!
New site looks cool. I like the tanned blond look. I really like the leaned out body. Simpy awesome. I hope it is not the diet responsible for the new trim you. I have seen to many stippers get lean the wrong way.
I saw on your site no G/G or B/G, only solo. To bad you cannot select a couple select studs for B/G work though. I think it would pay you in spades. Someone mentioned Jullian as a possible, I think that is a great match up. His beefy body and big cock and little ole petite you! Damn. Seems like he would be your type?
So we will keep watching the site and join the message board when it is up.
Philbert
2008-04-06, 11:21
I'm a bit lazy, so I haven't gone back and counted the times Neesa has said she doesn't like doing scenes that hurt...like big cock poundings. She has stated that, though...I even remember the size she prefers.
So I guess money isn't always the basis for her decisions, huh?
Neesa has the personal strength and ...balls?...to keep on doing her life in spite of her personal demons. That's why we like Neesa...I love beautiful women, true...but I care about Neesa more for who she is, and it's also great to see her beautiful self.:bowdown:
You go, girl!......:thumbsup:...:wave2:
Neesa! Hey, I'm new here, hehe. :wave2:
serenity1944
2008-04-06, 19:41
Brand new fan right here! :D I just discovered you today Neesa and god damn your are gorgeous! I've been trying to find as many pics and vids of you all afternoon lol
I just checked out your new site too and it looks great so far, love the pics :D I'm definitely gonna be checking this thread and your site daily now :D
Wow,so many newbies these days! Hello to all and keep them cumming! Hahaha.I am doing much better these days.I will blog about it another time.I just moved to another state.I have lived in 3 states in 9 months!
Talk about running from your problems.Noone does it like me.It takes me a long time to get into my site to blog.My webmaster has been kind enough to go thru th steps w me,but I have no patience.And I am busy with the move.I wonder how many ex friends/ex boyfriends/ex fucks,and enemies I have that read my blogs,search for my naughty photos.Well,I know u are all out there reading and all I have to say is..You're still interested in what I look like and what I am doing now arent you? You cannot get enough of me,even when I am out of your life..
Here's what has been going on...
I was strangled,assaulted,and drugged (with possibly GHB) in my drink in Feb 08.I don't care to share this w the world bcause my life is an open book.Maybe someone out there will learn something..Apparently if someone drugs you and you don't stop them from putting their dick in you,it's not called rape either.I woke up with bruises covering my neck,a dislocated breast implant,my back is fucked up at lease for now but weeks at the chiropracter has helped tremendously.Not to mention what it has done to me emotionally/mentally.
The boy who did this to me was arrested months prior for attempted murder on his ex wife.Lovely.I did the right thing and reported it.Restraining order denied.What does a fella have to do to go to jail for this shit? And when does a girl like me get a restr. granted? WhenI am dead? ANyways,I had to move far away.I am safe now.I live with a pitbull,a brand new air taser w a lazer on it,and extra strong mace with tear gas and UV ink.
I am not ashamed of what happened to me.I know it's not my fault.However,I blame myself for letting my guard down.I haven't tried dating since my last semi-seriousrelations. that I still cannot get over.That ended in July07.My last boyfriend +I called it quits in Jan 02.
I got so excited that I finally met someone, worth having dinner with.That I let my guard down.I don't think he knows my porn name.I don't think he would read this.The justice system really sucks sometimes.The good news is,I think I opened up a can of worms and basically I drew attention to his other legal issues.For that I am greatfull.I am also using my activist skills and warning other women..How u say?
Well,here's how I met the son of a bitch..Actually,the son of a heroin addict..I was looking for love online,just like millions do everyday.I can't believe how many people tell me,"Why would a girl like u NEED to look online"? I don't need to..But people don't go out like they used to,to meet others.And I didn't like the type of guys that I met when I went out in that shitty city I was living in for a few months.I liked his post,he was looking for what I was.I thought.I have been warning women on that same site.Not giving exact name and details,but letting them kno that I was put in danger.They live in th same city as him and are on the same site.So that is what I am doing.I was volunteering w a domest. violence org. over there.I never thought it would happen to me.But I am strong.I will tell u my stories.But u will never hear me say,"Poor me".
I took legal action,prepared for my emerg. move,and started my new life.If everything happens for a reason,it happened to remind me not to trust off the bat.It also got me out of a city I was so miserable in.ANd I didn't have any friend there.I am with so many friends right now.I have known them for a long time.He may not have gotten to prison for what he did to me,but he will be there soon for his other wrong doings.What provokes people to do stuff like this? Well in his case,he has a methanphetamine addiction.And he said he comes from really fucked up parents.My generation seems sooo fucked up.Most ppl I kno came from fucked up families.
Parents w addictions.Parents who were neglecting us.And guys like him want to get women back bcause their mommies pissed them off.If his mommy really did fuck him up,I'd like to ask her how she would like to be strangled,beatened and raped like her son did to me.Yeah,I am one sick bitch..I allready had a mental illness before this.I allready hated most straight men before this.Now,I am even worse.I got no sole left in me.He couldn't done this to me if I was awake.He knows that.He felt my strength.So the pussy had to knock me out.I also used my magic so I am letting the "Universe" take care of him.I didn't tell him I was a porn actress in my past.But he googled my email and found out.It's nobodys business what my past is,unless I want to tell them.I wont even tell guys I meet I am a stripper.Unless they r my boyfriend,I don't think they need to know.I am on guard all the time now.My implant looks normal on the outside now.But the soft tissue was torn underneath.So I have to wear a bra alot.I know the fact that I reprted him,when he is allready a felon,really made him angry.ANd for that,I am thrilled.If I can go back in time,I would have not called the police.I would have taken the law into my own hands.Felons don't report when bad things happen to them.Seeing that the justice system didn't do anything.U know what happens to judges who don't grant a girl who is under 100 pounds and 4'10 a restra. order?It happens to their children/grandchildren.Karma.
And to answer the "Diet" quest..I am not taking illegal drugs to keep me thin.I don't have a reput for being an addict.Infact,my directors often mentioned how cool it was that I didn't show up fucked up.I am a work out freak.I have been on all kinds of different meds and birth control pills for 12 years now.Which explains why I go from 92-98 pounds often.My antidepressants I am on now makes me talk fast and do run on sentences.How r u guys doing?
historylover
2008-04-06, 21:41
Neesa,
I've been wondering about something for awhile with adult film actresses. When you're filming a scene and the male talent isn't someone who'd normally turn you on, but everyone is professional, how do you get through it?
serenity1944
2008-04-06, 23:24
omg...I can't imagine how anyone could do that to a person. That is insanely fucked up. Jesus...
The good part is that you've been able to put it behind you overall and I think it's great that you want to do the counseling thing. I'm sure that'll help with a lot of people.
glennquagmire
2008-04-07, 07:56
Thx Philbert.ANd I am now on www.livejournal.com my user name is neesaxxx
If u wanna add me guys! Theres my private blog for ya!
Glenn,the video w the poker game is Tag Team tryouts by Red light district.The director/actor was an asshole who was very forcefull.He is Armanian and that made me uncomfortable bcause I have "No interacial" on my bio.My body my choice.I decide what type of guys dick goes in me.
I bit my tongue and decided to go w the film anyways and the the guy proved my point.He was a controlling asshole who felt a women doesn't have say in anyting.Well,I am an American girl and I will not let a man tell me what to do and how to do it.Equal rights over here.So I urge u NOT to purchace that video.Get it some other way.Wink wink.
yea I agree with you, I've seen a lot of assholes and every guy seems more of an asshole than the last. More power to you.
sorry if I upset you, was just wondering because I thought you looked cute in the video :)
That is a very intense post Neesa, and as much as these typed words mean (from a random stranger), I am very sorry that you had to go through something like that. Horrible really but just wanted to say that its very sad to hear when something like this happens to anyone. Good to hear later on when they are doing great and did not let something tragic ruin them completely, because anything bad can really change someone. Anyway hope everything gets better.
Hey Neesa ur the best! Greeting from Poland! :wave:
bobthresh
2008-04-14, 17:39
NO!!!!!
Neesa say it isn't so? i've read on a couple of other forums(some non-porn related) that you've gone blonde? if it's true why! you were so proud of your looks and so was everyone else on this thread; and if it's bullshit thank god!
Philbert
2008-04-14, 20:31
Read the thread, and practice some boy-girl manners!
Neesa has changed her look, and she is even more fine than before. She is moving on in many things, and her looks are her choice (a good one).
Check out the photos she posted, and maybe a small compliment would be nice?
http://board.freeones.com/showpost.php?p=1901240&postcount=385
free1016
2008-04-15, 01:13
Read the thread, and practice some boy-girl manners!
Neesa has changed her look, and she is even more fine than before. She is moving on in many things, and her looks are her choice (a good one).
Check out the photos she posted, and maybe a small compliment would be nice?
http://board.freeones.com/showpost.php?p=1901240&postcount=385
those are the same pics that can be seen on her website
http://www.neesa.net
jimteased
2008-04-15, 15:01
i actually didnt recognize u in the pics BUT u look amazing :)
Read the thread, and practice some boy-girl manners!
Neesa has changed her look, and she is even more fine than before. She is moving on in many things, and her looks are her choice (a good one).
Check out the photos she posted, and maybe a small compliment would be nice?
http://board.freeones.com/showpost.php?p=1901240&postcount=385
Philbert, you really ought to chill out dude: yes, bobthresh said something slightly rude but that doesn't mean you need to parent every single person on this thread. Neesa is a grown woman, I'm pretty sure she can handle herself on this thread.
No fighting sweet cakes! ;)
Yes,It took over 10 years for me to give up my gothic lifestyle/look.I realised I was attracting the wrong men,my band broke up so I was able to change my look,and I knew I would make more $ as a blonde at a strip club.I was right.But now I am not attracting any men.Which os probably better than wrong men.Hahah.
I appreciate all the comments.U guys are very passionate about you rinterest.I appreciate that,but be nice to each other please.Thx.O.K. more soon.Time for bed.I kno I need 2 update the website.
You were in a band eh? That's pretty badass: did you guys ever get any material recorded?
Philbert
2008-04-16, 23:36
Philbert, you really ought to chill out dude: yes, bobthresh said something slightly rude but that doesn't mean you need to parent every single person on this thread. Neesa is a grown woman, I'm pretty sure she can handle herself on this thread.
Speaking of chillin' out...
It ain't polite to diss a women's hair and looks; some people need to be reminded of that.
You aren't needed to referee, I can handle myself just fine.
And I ain't worried about any person in this thread, ya'll are on your own.
It's kinda redundant stating that Neesa can handle herself on this thread, she's been doin' just fine since she first came here and had to deal with a shitstorm of rude boys.
If I feel like speaking out, I will. Leave it alone.
Neesa...how come everytime I try to access the site I get a "parked here for free" message?
Nessa-
Your attracting no men right now with your new look? That doesn't seem right!
type error.I am not attracting men in my (personal) life these days.AT wk I am doing a good job.I am being told that men are intimidated by me since my makeover.The only guys that have the confidence to ask me out are unattractive men.Go figure.Besides,after the beating I took recently,I am very bitter and I wouldn't want to be around me right now.I feel like I am going to snap one day.
Nessa come to Poland :) u will be Star and can make the great career not in porn business :) you are beautiful and so intellectual,
I wish you the wonderful life!
EmilyTheStrange
2008-04-23, 11:40
I really am sorry to see your red hair go Nessa! I dyed my hair red too a few weeks ago, to see if I could match wits with "The Neesa" alas its back in black for me
serenity1944
2008-04-25, 09:44
I'd ask ya out and I'm definitely not unattractive ;)
Philbert
2008-04-28, 18:55
Neesa...I hope you are having so much fun that you are too busy to blog...but just in case that's not the case, I wanna read some more words of wit and wisdom from you; the site is really well done, it just needs more Neesa.
Looking forward to the new photos you mentioned...
MILF Man
2008-05-03, 12:57
http://www.thepuss.com/galleries/bbo/milfsoup/2/milfsearch.html
mardirossian
2008-05-04, 23:58
Neesa should move to Las Vegas. Its the perfect city for new beginnings.
Numbstruck
2008-05-07, 15:04
Wow,so many newbies these days! Hello to all and keep them cumming! Hahaha.I am doing much better these days.I will blog about it another time.I just moved to another state.I have lived in 3 states in 9 months!
Talk about running from your problems.Noone does it like me.It takes me a long time to get into my site to blog.My webmaster has been kind enough to go thru th steps w me,but I have no patience.And I am busy with the move.I wonder how many ex friends/ex boyfriends/ex fucks,and enemies I have that read my blogs,search for my naughty photos.Well,I know u are all out there reading and all I have to say is..You're still interested in what I look like and what I am doing now arent you? You cannot get enough of me,even when I am out of your life..
Here's what has been going on...
I was strangled,assaulted,and drugged (with possibly GHB) in my drink in Feb 08.I don't care to share this w the world bcause my life is an open book.Maybe someone out there will learn something..Apparently if someone drugs you and you don't stop them from putting their dick in you,it's not called rape either.I woke up with bruises covering my neck,a dislocated breast implant,my back is fucked up at lease for now but weeks at the chiropracter has helped tremendously.Not to mention what it has done to me emotionally/mentally.
The boy who did this to me was arrested months prior for attempted murder on his ex wife.Lovely.I did the right thing and reported it.Restraining order denied.What does a fella have to do to go to jail for this shit? And when does a girl like me get a restr. granted? WhenI am dead? ANyways,I had to move far away.I am safe now.I live with a pitbull,a brand new air taser w a lazer on it,and extra strong mace with tear gas and UV ink.
I am not ashamed of what happened to me.I know it's not my fault.However,I blame myself for letting my guard down.I haven't tried dating since my last semi-seriousrelations. that I still cannot get over.That ended in July07.My last boyfriend +I called it quits in Jan 02.
I got so excited that I finally met someone, worth having dinner with.That I let my guard down.I don't think he knows my porn name.I don't think he would read this.The justice system really sucks sometimes.The good news is,I think I opened up a can of worms and basically I drew attention to his other legal issues.For that I am greatfull.I am also using my activist skills and warning other women..How u say?
Well,here's how I met the son of a bitch..Actually,the son of a heroin addict..I was looking for love online,just like millions do everyday.I can't believe how many people tell me,"Why would a girl like u NEED to look online"? I don't need to..But people don't go out like they used to,to meet others.And I didn't like the type of guys that I met when I went out in that shitty city I was living in for a few months.I liked his post,he was looking for what I was.I thought.I have been warning women on that same site.Not giving exact name and details,but letting them kno that I was put in danger.They live in th same city as him and are on the same site.So that is what I am doing.I was volunteering w a domest. violence org. over there.I never thought it would happen to me.But I am strong.I will tell u my stories.But u will never hear me say,"Poor me".
I took legal action,prepared for my emerg. move,and started my new life.If everything happens for a reason,it happened to remind me not to trust off the bat.It also got me out of a city I was so miserable in.ANd I didn't have any friend there.I am with so many friends right now.I have known them for a long time.He may not have gotten to prison for what he did to me,but he will be there soon for his other wrong doings.What provokes people to do stuff like this? Well in his case,he has a methanphetamine addiction.And he said he comes from really fucked up parents.My generation seems sooo fucked up.Most ppl I kno came from fucked up families.
Parents w addictions.Parents who were neglecting us.And guys like him want to get women back bcause their mommies pissed them off.If his mommy really did fuck him up,I'd like to ask her how she would like to be strangled,beatened and raped like her son did to me.Yeah,I am one sick bitch..I allready had a mental illness before this.I allready hated most straight men before this.Now,I am even worse.I got no sole left in me.He couldn't done this to me if I was awake.He knows that.He felt my strength.So the pussy had to knock me out.I also used my magic so I am letting the "Universe" take care of him.I didn't tell him I was a porn actress in my past.But he googled my email and found out.It's nobodys business what my past is,unless I want to tell them.I wont even tell guys I meet I am a stripper.Unless they r my boyfriend,I don't think they need to know.I am on guard all the time now.My implant looks normal on the outside now.But the soft tissue was torn underneath.So I have to wear a bra alot.I know the fact that I reprted him,when he is allready a felon,really made him angry.ANd for that,I am thrilled.If I can go back in time,I would have not called the police.I would have taken the law into my own hands.Felons don't report when bad things happen to them.Seeing that the justice system didn't do anything.U know what happens to judges who don't grant a girl who is under 100 pounds and 4'10 a restra. order?It happens to their children/grandchildren.Karma.
And to answer the "Diet" quest..I am not taking illegal drugs to keep me thin.I don't have a reput for being an addict.Infact,my directors often mentioned how cool it was that I didn't show up fucked up.I am a work out freak.I have been on all kinds of different meds and birth control pills for 12 years now.Which explains why I go from 92-98 pounds often.My antidepressants I am on now makes me talk fast and do run on sentences.How r u guys doing?
I'm Good!.. i just got back from Dublin, Ireland on monday may 5th. I stayed for two weeks went over cause of a family member was in the hospital. I haven't been to Ireland since i was 5 years old i'm 22 now. It was pretty fun trip, i defintly look forward to headed back to ireland soon, defintly saving up for it right now! it's very americanised the girls and the clothes people wear and the shops almost every girl dresses the same.
While i was there i was thinking it be a great place to live some day. sure it rains but not as much really. but it does rain i'm sure. only rained like 4 times maybe or less? Ireland defintly a great country to visit.
so Neesa you moved finally... are you going to tell us were you moved to? or are you hold out that info forever?
Robsoniasty
2008-05-07, 15:38
http://www.juicypornmovies.com/_galls/doctors/20061111/index1124c47e.html
Nessa-
You aren't attracting guys? Too bad your not in NY!
neesa is ther a favorite scene from a movie or website that you recall fliming that happened to be your favorite sexually?? d love to view whichever your choice is
Are u unsatisfied w healthcare in AMerica as well? I posted a new blog today on www.neesa.net. Feel free to comment.
Awakened
2008-05-13, 19:35
Are u unsatisfied w healthcare in AMerica as well? I posted a new blog today on www.neesa.net. Feel free to comment.
Whoa... That's... a lot of information to get at one time...
I'm actually surprised to see that the doctors are as hyphoritic as here in Poland (Ok, not that surprised). Do you get that feeling too that the Hippocratic Oath should be called Hipocritic Oath?
I don't really know what to say... I feel sorry for you :(
No wonder you hate males so much, they're pathetic, worthless, ignorant, sick pigs that deserve mostly nothing more than slave-like underlings (I mean it), and you seem to met the worse of them :/
I'm not sure if it'll help, but consider replacing your psychiatrist/psychologist/whatever with someone you trust, a friend. Why? Because a doctor only cares about your money, not about you, while your friends want to help you no matter what.
Anyway, if it helps you even, a bit (Which i pessimistically doubt), you have my sympathies, and respect for enduring that much, and still being strong.
Namaste to You, Neesa
http://www.aumhealing.com/img/namaste.gif
Hi Neesa. I just wanted to say hi from the UK and to say that I love your new Blonde image. You look absolutely stunning. Take care and good luck with future new projects.
Hello everyone, especially Neesa of course! I'm not a big forum user neither is English my native language (I'm pretty good though I think :P), so excuse my courage of writing full words with correct grammar :o(= not using abbreviations and slang).
What's amazing I think that after reading through this forum, from the "let's download this chick's porn flicks" attitude I moved to actually caring about you (as much as you care for a publicly exposed person, whom you've never met personally). So, of course your (relatively) sudden mood change disturbed me and it wasn't a big surprise when I read you're bipolar. It is shocking though to read that you're "suicidal" or "going to snap one day". I hope you'll stay strong and get out of the depression phase, so we can see you talk more happily soon.
And of course you look/are amazing every time seen (so I don't get reactions like "how could you miss that out of a post, man?!" - well, you see, I couldn't:tongue:).
Hi everyone.Thanks for all of your concern.ALot has happened since last week.I finally got a new psychiatrist.It's hard when I move out of state all the time.I have to find so many new Dr's.It turns out there is a shortage of doctors everywhere.The world is over populated.And with all these new cures,nobody is dying.Especially the people I hate that have fucked my life up.How come they never die? How come nothing bad ever happens to them? I always hear good news about the ones who fucked me over.Is my magic not working? Hahah .But here's the good news..
I am on new meds now.Its called Lamictal.Now,there is no good or bad drug.Everyone reacts different,and so do side effects.I don't want to get my hopes up because last time I was on this drug,my side effects were so bad I had to switch.I also got hypnotised for the first time today! I loved it.I think I will need a few sessions to know if it works for sure.I am trying everything I can do to be "Normal"."I can't turn my head off".That's what they say in the mental hospital.And it best describes me.
I am trying to focus on other things now.If I hear(In my private life,not on the board)"How can u b single,u r too pretty" one more time,I am going to scream.Many women go after any guy that is hot,or spends $ on them.I happen to be picky and my standards are super high.Plus if I don't feel that a man is ready to handle my baggage,I let him go.I call it,"DOing him a favor".I personally like guys that have alot of issues as well.Then they don't run from my problems.So what it boils down to is..I like fucked up people.Drug addicted,hot rockerboys seem to know how to handle me.And they don't usually run away because they know most women won't put up with them.I also like men with low self esteem.They don't act like they r better than me.
Awakened
2008-05-20, 06:48
.I also like men with low self esteem.They don't act like they r better than me.
Aw man, how come i never hear this in rl? :(
Oh Boy,this next post is one of the best I have written.I will call it.
"This will make me sound like a cold hearted shallow bitch,but I'm giving it 2 u real".I wanted to post it on my website,but sometimes I can post,othertimes it just doesn't go thru.
Most women will not say the things I do.I let guys know when they have a cavity,if it's visible.I have told a guy I was dating once,"You need to brush your teeth".I bought him a toothbrush,floss,etc..Damn drug addicts never take care of their hygiene.He died soon after.I dated him for about a year and never kissed him.But he was a hot rocker boy who was too fucked up to manipulate me,verbally abuse me,or make me feel worthless.Actually,dating him made me realize that I'm not that fucked up.ANd it reminded me not to ever become a drug addict.Which I never did.Thanks,u had a purpose for your existence.WHen u made your point,u killed yourself..
Many women think the things I do..I just say it.I try to be very proper/fair/polite about the way I say it.WhenI worked at the Bunny Ranch for that 1 week,I had 17 guys.I made a whopping $2000 after airfare,product purchases at the ranch,etc..Remember we have to give half of what we make to the Ranch.Which is understandable..But because I was new,they gave me the pathetic 9a-9p shift.I know I could have done way better if I had a later shift.You know how you see those guys on t.v. paying thousands on the show? Well,most the guys only wanted to pay $300 for a fuck.Which only left me with $150.Did I mention that I payed taxes on my pay there? So I guess I made less than $2000.I had fun though.Too may girls on a shift.There was 10 back then.But since the show got real popular,I know there are many more.We are in recession right now.I am glad I did it in 06.
I took notes on each "trick".One day I will write my book.Of course I would never use names.I psycho analyzed all the guys..Here's what most of the guys had in common..Most had small dicks,were fat,bad hygiene,didn't shaveand only 1 out of the 17 wanted more than boring,vanilla sex.
I didn't have the balls to tell them how to fix them.It was probably hard enough for them to get the nerve to get their asses to a whore house..I felt bad for them.But I appreciated them for choosing me,and making me feel special.It's more than I ever got from any boyfriend.You know that I only had 2 boyfriends and 1 serious relationship of some sort,(The one that just ended last yr) in my whole life? I really am picky.But whoever is with me knows I am extremely loyal and they always feel special.
If I could talk to those men who payed for my sex at the Bunny Ranch,here's what I would say..Once every once in a while is fine.But if you are paying for it all the time,why not take that $ and work on yourself? Go to the gym a few times a week like I do,take a good shower everyday,shave your pubic area(It's not 1976 anymore).Do you not know that MOST women expect a man to be completely shaved or trimmed very well?
Go to the dentist at least 2 x's a year for a cleaning.If you don't take care of your cavities/gingivitis/halitosis,etc..We can smell it.You probably can't bcause u r used to it.How do I know? because I am a dental assistant and I went to college for it as well.Also,here's what happens if you do not floss your teeth often(You really need to do so every single day)..Tartar forms on your teeth.It's that nasty white build up you can scrape up yourself with your nail or a pick.Whenever it gets so bad it turns into Calculus.No,not the math class..It's hard salt deposits.Only a dentist or a hygienist can remove it.I can't even do that.SOmetimes they use an instrument,other times you come in for a deep cleaning.If you don't take care of it,(besides the bad breathe that causes you to not have women want to talk/fuck/or be around you) it causes your gums to receed.The calculus pushes under the gum line(Subgingivally).Then it will effect your bone,etc..
I hope i scared the living shit out of u.If u don't believe me.Type this exerpt up and bring it to your dentist.They will b impressed that One women can be a former porn actress whore/stripper,and have a fucking brian too.SPread the word.I'v met plenty of professional that have no social intellect/common sense.They only know textbook.I know both damn it! O.K. back to my letter to the tricks..
ABout penis size..I had small tits for about 29 years.I didn't let it ruin my life.I didn't obsess over it..I just knew that my personality/looks,etc had to shine more..I will admit..I got the tits and now I don't put as much effort into a guy(Unless I am in a rela. w him) .If u didn't read my blog on penis size..I prefer average sized dicks.My last relationship had the most perfect dick for me.He didn't have too much girth either,so it could fit right in my ass.If u have a small dick and it controls your way of thinking,self esteem,life..Get an enlargement(I kno nothing about that),a penis pump,be a better sex partner.U better know how to use that small penis of yours.Fuck the ass alot.Allow her to have other male sex partners bcause if u don't she will go find a big cock.
Work on your looks more.Dress better.Work out alot.Or get a really high paying career and do what most ugly fat guys do..Use your $ to get the girl.Think I'm shallow? I'm being realistic.WOmen are tired of broke ass guys who cannot take us to a goddamn fancy restaurant every now and then,buy us a new outfit,a piece of jewelry,take us on a nice vacation..If we have the look,why not try ot find a guy who wants to show off his $.I will show off my body and face.And we r a match make in heaven.If I were a guy and I couldn't afford to impress a women.I would buy a few stylish outfits,work on being really intellgent (Ie:read up on wines,different countries,etc),be the sweetest guy ever.Bcause you cannot be a broke ass dickhead.You can be a rich dickhead.But if you are broke,u have to be super sweet to get that piece of ass.I hope some of u learn from me.I'v met some great guys at strip clubs that are hot,smart.etc,have $.But have no idea why women won't date
them.Most of them have bad breathe.I don't care about guys w crooked teeth/perfect..If I did,I would never date at all.However,crooked teeth doesn't cause bad breathe.U got me? Now about the vanilla sex..(Remember I am talking ot the tricks from the ranch that I had)...I asked you if u wanted me to dress up for you or do a little s+M or bondage and discipline..U refused my request..So obviously u refuse your wifes request as well.Now u know why u r here paying my sweet ass.I could have taught u alot for that whopping $150.I never gave BJ's bcause than I would have to smell them.And it was such a submissive position.I only give BJ's to guys I really like or are attracted to.SO get a makeover(I kno u have a friend or a friends wife/girlfriend that could help you)..,buy a few dvd's on the art of lovemaking,read some books on what women want sexually,mentally,etc..get some new clothes(Just make sure U don't pick them out),get a new haircut/style,get your
teeth worked on(Stop thinking that gum will cover up your funk.Most the time it doesn't.)
I dated a guy once for a few months.He was fine when we started dating.Then he got comfortable.He quit waxing his chest(I hate chest hair.Most women do.Ask them.)He started to smell bad,etc..Actually,it was obvious he started to form his old drug problem again...I dumped his sorry ass so fast.I explained why.He didn't do anything about it.U want a pretty girl,u have to keep yourself up.Look what I do ..I work out alot,take pilates class several times a week,tan,spend alot of $ on my hair.I even fly/drive hours for some of my appts.I never missed a dental appt. in my life.Never had a cavity.I got my tits done,and as much as I hate wearing make up.I fucking do it.SO I expect my man to take care of himself! I used to fuck stinky punk rockers/goth boys..That was cute when I was younger.I guarantee most those guys are still trying to use their cute looks to get the girl.ANd they r finding that w/o a good job and sweet personality..They are left being a 30
something yr old goth boy punk.Hanging out at goth clubs trying to pick up 19 yr old girls who think it's cool.They also like the fact that u can buy them booze.ANd u probably hook them up with "Other" goodies..
There was a guy that liked me once.Alot.ANd I thought..If u just wore cologne(He smelled like nothing.Like boring.)And if he just got a nose job,he would be very attractive.How come these ppl just never look at themselves?They always blame women for not liking them.Tired of women always going for the rich guy? Then go back to college.I got tired of the last boyfriend I had(Ended in 02) telling me I will be a stripper for the rest of my life.And that I am stupid.SO I went to dental assisting school to piss him off.
He was impressed,wanted me back.ANd by then I finally realized that I was too good for him all along.ANd no one should ever make me feel the way he did.Cinderella-the band said it best,"Don't know what you got till it's gone".
Wanna get your ex back who hurt your feelings? Work on yourself and the way u look.Nothing works better.
I always let guys know I have issues,I'm crazy,read my blogs,I'm a former whore,etc..Maybe thats why I am single all the time.But at least the guys I go out with truly like me and don't judge me.And at least I can admit my flaws.Your good looks/money/or charm can only get u so far.
WHen I was tired of attracting loser,young,goth boys..I had a makeover.
Love yours truly..
Philbert
2008-05-20, 22:47
That was a good one, Neesa...
Put it on your blog someday.
As a perfect description of your world, it rocks.
There are other realities, less common and more special because of it...which means most people never run across those relationships that work on mutual attraction to the person, not the details. They are the best, but not too many people run across their "soul mate".
so, as a description of the vast majority of people and how they deal with each other, you sure got it right.
Dear Rockstars and celebrities that came into my club and spent money on me..ANd then asked to see me off the clock..Again and again.You came to the club,took me to the V.I.P. spent your easy money on me.ANd then invited me to your hotel,or came by my house,etc..SOmetimes you would visit everytime you were in my town.
When your friends asked,you described me as a girl you're fucking at the time.SOme of you even say that we dated for a short while.We spent some time together.Listen fool,you were just my trick.I liked your money.And I love the famous in you.You show up for 1 night and u leave in the morning.
ANd I can play with your friends when they come to town because you are not my man.
.Everyone wants you now.But you are still that little boy that noone wanted before all of this.You never seem to say goodbye in the end.Did you wake up and realize that you are going down the wrong path hanging out with whores? You could have said goodbye.But you are a coward.
I loved watching you on t.v. You and your girlfriend make a great couple.SHe's so cute and nieve.If she only knew that last night you were fucking this whore.If she is so hot and sweet,why are you fucking me? ANd if she's so perfect,why did you choose a girl you have to pay? When you pay me at work and fuck me later on,do you feel like u r not a trick? You were,do you know that? No matter how much you like your dumb,clueless,pretty girls,you can't help yourself.My pussy is worth paying for.
You want the girl that really believes your faithful,the girl that feel honored to be with you.Well men pay for this bitch so you should feel fucking honored.Let's take away your vocal chords,your instrument,the fans,the stage from right under you,and all your sweet cash.WHo are you now? You are just a guy that is afraid of commitment,so you play your role as my trick.Thanks for paying my bills.I am greatful.But when I act like I enjoyed your time,I am an actress.Surprise.WHat do you think I have been doing since I was doing phone sex in high school.Drama class was full so I was stuck in ceramics.
Hey married man.It's years later and I still never let the cat out of the bag.I would never want the responsibility of ruining a marriage or relationship.And it would tear your kids apart.Do the kids know that daddy likes to pay for sex because mommy isn't good enough? DO you stay with her because it would cost more to divorce her? If u didn't have all these women up your shit,no fame,no t.v. air time,and you lost all your money..DO you think she would still want/be with you? No,she wouldn't.
I did this all to myself.I don't regret a second of it.I learned from you.That's why I don't trust anymore.I'm glad that you,my tricks are not my husband or boyfriend.Because you would be fucking a whore on the side just like you did to me.You should be paying me for keeping my mouth shut.I hope the next whore gives you AIDS.
Love,Neesa
Neesa,
I can't understand why a major studio like Vivid wouldn't want you as a contract girl, I mean Savanna Samson is in her 40's and you look much better than she does.
I hope things work out for you and you can get back in front of the camera. I know the work you and many other women in porn has brought a lot of joy and entertainment to a lot of people.
Thank u "Deb".I'v been saying it for years.If u have a MAC representative do my makeup,and a good hairstylist..I can look just like them.I don't usually see any contract girls have a "Unique" look.So now that I have the typical Barbie look,I still don't get the offer.
Here's probably why..AFter speaking to some of the girls,directors,etc.. at the booths in the conventions here's what I gathered.They only allow a certain amt. of girls a year to be a contract girl.A small amt.Probably taller.If I were tall and beautiful like Jenna,etc.I would not be wking in porn.I would have just gone for the super model route.ALso,Vivid,etc only shoot a few films a year.There's also a new style of buying porn on the internet.You can order videos by the minutes.So porn companies aren't making as much.ANd I am laughing my ass off.It's called.Karma..
I'm done wit the industry tho.I'v been done since 2006 Nov.I have no desire to go back.Everones a porn star these days.They just take anyone.WHen I started in 99,I got alot of shit from girls at wk,ppl.It was taboo.Now,it's not.And SUicide Girls",etc doesn't help either.
Prinfection
2008-05-22, 07:23
I'm not sure why you're not contracted.
With your attitude, facial expressions, moans, and everything else that makes you you, you are by far the most attractive and absorbing girl in porn I've ever seen.
And I wouldn't complain about how you looked in that milf lesson video... infact I'm not going to complain, it'd be silly to; even if it wasn't to your personal standards, you yourself are what sells the videos, not the camera angles. I'd pay for entirely softcore of you, you're just that awesome.
Too bad it's unlikely I'll ever get to experience any of it first hand.
:wave: well have fun bein you
Prinfection
2008-05-22, 07:35
Farking admin edit rules.
Though I am kind of sad you decided to go blonde (not sure how long ago that was but it's news to me), the red hair really made you stand out, kind of accenting the rest of the awesome that was you. That and the aesthetics and color coordination of dark beautiful hair on your creamy skin created a very sexy contrast, the blonde hair just looks a little too plain ._. Then again, I've never really liked blondes.
Honestly, you never really came off as "goth" to me with the hair, just effing hot :3
Edit for above @_@
Didn't see the pictures until too late.
Thank u for the kind words Prinfection.I am trying to look plain.I am making more $ at the strip clubs that way.When I used to put on the goth makeup and outfit,I had the red hair and pale skin.Trust me,I looked goth.I was attracting losers.Now guys are too intimidated to come up to me,but I'd rather have no one come up than losers.
Did I mention that I have been getting hypnotism treatments recently?Once a week.
I think u really have to know someone in the business to be a contract girl.Maybe fuck someone.Can u guys tell me what u know about Guage? I think shes hot
tr1ckster
2008-05-24, 17:12
As long as you're around I won't even check out this Gauge.
Hey Neesa, I've been a long time fan, but I haven't ever really checked out your thread from beginning to end until now. I don't know if you remember but we had a conversation on PMs once, regarding something I had posted on another thread. I didn't know until now that you had gone blonde and gotten a tan. You are still very beautiful, just not my type anymore. I'm not a big fan of blondes or tans. :(
But I respect your decision to change your appearance, and if it is making you more money, then I think that is great. I will always be your fan for who you are and how you spend time posting on here. I feel bad for you because of your trouble with men. How some of them have treated you is just not acceptable. But keep your head up and I think you will find the right man eventually.
I never before knew that you had bipolar, I actually do too. It can make things difficult, but I am sure you can work through it, since you are such a strong woman.
I hope everything is good with you.
Your sexually appealing, and intellectually intriguing. Which in my book meets the criteria of perfect girlfiend. I wish you would update your website, so all your fans/admirers could keep up with your daily feelings. Your more interesting than you might think.
Luxembourg
2008-05-27, 13:36
Neesa you are beatiful and even though i liked you more as a redhead/no tan you are still one of the most beatiful girls i've seen in my whole life will you please marry me?
Ask and u shall receive..I had pics taken of me last week.My makeup artist sucked tho.I do good makeup..
http://i138.photobucket.com/albums/q246/Neesa_photos/3.jpg
You've never seen me clothed.Hahaha
http://i138.photobucket.com/albums/q246/Neesa_photos/4.jpg
http://i138.photobucket.com/albums/q246/Neesa_photos/5.jpg
http://i138.photobucket.com/albums/q246/Neesa_photos/14.jpg
um,and I look different than vivid style or Playboy? Maybe I am too sophisticated.Ha!
Broncbuster
2008-05-27, 23:58
I wish you were in Georgia! I need a model for some pics with my racecar! You would look great next to it!! Definately have it all in the right places!!
Luxembourg
2008-05-28, 01:14
neesa it seems your photobucket account got banned, care to rehost the pics ? or you could mail them to me and i'll rehost them davidmooore@gmail.com
banane18021802
2008-05-28, 17:10
the same for me please: banane18021802@yahoo.fr
puccettone
2008-05-28, 17:45
neesa it seems your photobucket account got banned, care to rehost the pics ? or you could mail them to me and i'll rehost them davidmooore@gmail.com
the account of neesa is not banned, the direct link from freeones is banned.
open a new window on your browser and after past into the address bar the photobucket link of neesa.
banane18021802
2008-05-28, 18:04
cool... thanks
cutting and pasting doesn't work either.
Numbstruck
2008-05-29, 21:29
cutting and pasting doesn't work either.
try clicking your right side of your mouse and go down to and click "copy link location" and paste the link in a new window. it worked for me!
Love the picture of you in the black dress. those are some great photos of you Neesa.
oh and Neesa by the way i bought your "MILF Soup" DVD on a webstore. I should be getting it soon. they just sent it out today. just thought I'd share.
Ask and u shall receive..I had pics taken of me last week.My makeup artist sucked tho.I do good makeup..
http://i138.photobucket.com/albums/q246/Neesa_photos/3.jpg
You've never seen me clothed.Hahaha
http://i138.photobucket.com/albums/q246/Neesa_photos/4.jpg
http://i138.photobucket.com/albums/q246/Neesa_photos/5.jpg
http://i138.photobucket.com/albums/q246/Neesa_photos/14.jpg
um,and I look different than vivid style or Playboy? Maybe I am too sophisticated.Ha!
Links don't work
Neesa, you look fantastic as a blond. If I didn't know it was you I would have thought the pictures were of a completely different woman.
einhachi
2008-05-30, 17:52
Neesa! OMFG :rolleyes: I discovered you today and I thought I had died and gone to heaven. Honestly, I know you already received hundreds of compliments but I have to give praise where praise is due. You're not only very hot but the fact that you're opininated and have a great personality makes you even better! You have perfect curves and breasts (large or small) and your red hair was just out of this world!!! And let's not forget that you're in great shape with a small waist and toned body!
You just got a new fan today.
Numbstruck-
Thank you. It worked.
When are you doing some new sets with your new look?
Philbert
2008-05-31, 00:52
Neesa....goddamn.
You couldn't look any hotter...those shots are so good.
:bowdown: ........ :lovecoupl
hey guys.I will answer all of this on Mon or tues.Strippers b busy on wknd.Time to go 2 wk.I do want u to know that I found an organization that holds my interest.U may like it as well.Its a great cause.
www.pinkcross.org
mardirossian
2008-06-05, 00:35
Neesa should have sex with Tom Byron.
tr1ckster
2008-06-05, 06:26
as long as we get pics.
http://www.maturepov.com/milf-redhead-babe/Trffc.htm
MAXHARDCORE IS "GUILTY".AND GETS A POSSIBLE 5 YEARS IN PRISON AS OF TODAY! READ ON.I POSTED ON A TAMPA BAY ARTICLE.I POSTED MY COMMENT BELOW.WITCHCRAFT WORKS!
http://www.avn.com/video/articles/30610.html
Posted by ( Neesa ) on June 7, 2008 at 7:45 p.m. ( Suggest removal )
Today I will celebrate by throwing darts at Max blown up poster I printed out.My name is Neesa.Max raped and tortured me in summer 02.I am not his victim like he calls us.I am just a women who he crossed that uses some of her time to help women like myself get justice.Max only made me stronger.The girls on his videos are forced to do those awful things.Maybe theres 1 or 2 that is friends w him that he doesnt punish.That way they can be his voice for him.His little puppet.ANd any girl that goes against another girl who is dealing w rape,is just plain cold and messed up.And going against their own gender.
Any girl who is cool w what he does was most likely molested by their daddy.Justice is served.And now,I will fight even harder.See what happens when u mess w Neesa? I made a police report on him.I also did alot of undercover work to help the case go in the direction I favored.Max obviously was raped/abused by his mommy or daddy.And probably neglected.I only hope so.And the jury who said the deliberations were difficult and emotional..Try having this man force u to vomit on his penis and lick it off.ANd off his testicles as well.Try having this man force his urine down your throat.
And verbally abuse you.I don't thank the jury just bcause they felt bad about their decision.What if that was their child he did that to and I felt bad for him? Jury,u didn't do anything to help me.My reports,other womens reports.We helped.I dislike the jury,Maxs attorney that lost(.Nice job.)just as much as I dislike Max.Who even says he will stay in jail for 5 years? I and others who have gotten together will fight 2 keep him there.
I am emotionally scarred forever.I know the inmates will give him exactly what they gave us.And he will try to act like a big wig and charm the men.And turn them into fans.But God doesn't work that way.I am not scared of you max.Or your $*&^ attorney.Freedom of speech.Remember? This has nothing to do w freedom of speech.Its about Max being a serial rapist/abuser in many ways.U created a strong,intellegent women in me max.Thank u for that.Go get a taste of your medicine! Love,Neesa
E.Bastard
2008-06-07, 20:55
^2nd Best news of the year since Sunny Lane decided to do anal in BWA 13.
That post is on www.TBO.com Incase u want to leave a message.Poor Paul Little was weaping.Hahaha.When I was crying on the set.his boyfriend said,"Poor baby".SO I am saying the same thing.I am sure he did his whole acting role.."I'm a poor old man who was just ahving fun".Yeah,and so am I.With the message boards max,u r my bitch now.And your attorney sucks! And I have no respect for ppl that defend criminals.WHat if an attorney defended a criminal that physically hurt your child? Case closed you dirty "Suit" boy.
I heard SUmmer Luv will testify for max hairlip.I mean hard...How do we find out if this is true.Oh boy I hope not.I love black magic
Help! I have been posting on www.tbo.com search for max hardcore it was an article posted I think on the 8t or 9th.My latest post got deleted b 4 it even went up there.PPl are giving me shit.Its obviously max and his lawyer and friends.Or those who condone rape.Please help me fight against these assholes.Thx
Neesa,
I hope this finds you in best of health and spirits. You don't know me and honestly I really don't know you. I was told about you and your story by someone here along with where you usually post. Before I say anything else I just wanted to mention I took some time to read through your posts and your blog and as horrific as your experiences have been I wish I could say that it isn't common but unfortunately it is. I think as a society we've debased ourselves by abasing 'our women' (and I do mean that in the non-patriarchally overbearing sense). They (you, women, etc) are the cornerstone of our societies, our mothers, our sisters, our daughters and our spouses.
You might disagree with me (along with perhaps others on this board - which is expected because of the nature of this board) but debasing includes involvement in pornography, prostitution, stripping etc. things that I'm sure you are quite unfortunately familiar with. Not only that, physical abuse and marginalization both in the public arena and in our homes and families is part of this degradation. And to top it all off, 'you' (women in those circumstances) are blamed and abused further.
In reality the responsibility is on us and we are to blame. Whether we are the ones actively ruining the lives of these women (in most cases they are just girls and not even women) or if we are silent spectators too memorized by their beauty to realize these are real people and not 2-dinmentional posters. The $50, $500, $5000 or even $5 million (if it were) we pay to watch them abase themselves is not enough to compensate them for even a minute of stripping them of their dignity. We create the environment where they are left with no option but to involve themselves in such activities (I have yet to meet someone who has gone into prostitution/pornography/stripping for anything other than strong needs) and then we take advantage of them. We all should be ashamed of ourselves (and I say this first to myself then anyone else).
I apologize for my ramblings but this is a very important topic for me. So why am I blabbing? Well before I get to that let me start with my name; its Ali. Hi. I volunteer at an Islamic non-profit organization and part of what we do is provide services to battered women and women who are looking to make a positive change in their life and need support in doing so. We are an organization founded on religious beliefs HOWEVER part of our belief is our services are faith-blind so it doesn't matter to us what faith you do or do not subscribe to. Along with that, we also strongly believe the notion that we are not out to convert people (if you would like to find out more about our faith you are more than welcome to ask but our belief is that there is no compulsion in religion). We are here to simply help/support if you would like it. So what’s the catch? There always is one right? Ours is that some day when you are able that you perhaps help some other individual change their life.
I know you haven't asked for support and perhaps you don't need our help but in any case I would like to extend our services. In your posts you mentioned that you no longer wanted to perform at adult clubs and were planning on becoming a dental hygienist by June 2009. If it’s okay with you, how can we help you make that June 2008?
I do realize this is very unconventional and I would have preferred to keep this private however this was the only way I was told that I could reach you. If you would like you are more than welcome to PM instead of continuing the conversation on the board. Whatever you are most comfortable with. Also we are based in Southern California (and I’m not sure where you are) however it doesn’t really matter to us. We just prefer to work with those who are willing to make a positive change and have taken steps to show that.
In any case, I hope nothing I have said was offensive to you. I hope to live long enough to a day where our progress isn't measured by the speed of our cars, the megatons of our nuclear firepower or the size of our TV but instead the treatment of our women, our poor, our minorities and the disenfranchised.
If you've made it this far then thank you for listening, I appreciate it.
Nicely written stride, I don't see how she'd get offended by your statements. Your program is definitely the first step in the right direction for the entire scene, these remarkable women who have endured what they have endured to bring smiles to our faces really do deserve better.
We have another issue to ponder however: how are we going to fix this industry? You can't stop people from wanking: Masturbation is an entirely normal thing that tends to our primal urges as sexual beings and it leaves me to wonder about the material that we "fire a round off to": what will we use? I can definitely attest that material that's drenched in sleaze makes us feel bad when we think about what's REALLY going on behind the scenes but...well, there's no alternative unfortunately, we don't know what's "good" and what companies to ban because we don't have access to that information asides from some of the incite Neesa has revealed to us so far. Maybe we the consumers could change that by boycotting the bullshit companies and making demands as well as developing some sort of legal team that the girls can report to and having a "fair treatment" contract made for both the companies AND the hired work to make sure no one ever receives the treatment that ass-clown Max has inflicted on too many victims already and legal action is taken immediately.
The way I see it, we have to be the change we wish to see: decisions must be made, demands must be...demanded. Yeah, that works. I don't know, that's all I've got, let the discussion begin.
mardirossian
2008-06-15, 13:57
Yeah Stride, doesn't Muslimism strip women of their dignity? I think pornography, and stripping is far more liberating for women than believing in a phony blood thirsty, misogynistic God like Allah or Yaweh. Religion has always been used by men to control and debase women. Religion taught to children is a form of child abuse. Neesa don't listen to this radical clown.
Wow,Im loving these recent posts."Mardirossian"..I totally agree w u.I am spiritual,I do believe in GOD.ANd I do believe that GOD may be a women.But then again,only a man would help create my shitty life.Hahaha
I am very much against people in certain countries that condone bad behavior on women.Cutting clits off so they cant be sexually aroused.Making them wear head to toe covers all over their body,hanging people for being gay,etc..Treating women like they own them..etc..
ALot of the womens right activists,religious groups I went to about Max years ago,slammed the door on my face when I approached them with this issue.They think women like me are scum on this earth.But they didn't understand that we could fight together to get Max in trouble w the law.
"Stride".That was very kind of u to write that.ANd I wasn't offended at all.U can PM me your org. site,number,etc..I will say that I am goignt o be extremely weary about the following.I am going to be on the lookout for ppl acting like they want to help,that are really bad guys on Maxs side.
I can't seem to find the email,number,or any contact info on the federal attorneys who tried Max and won..Edward J. McANdrew and LisaMarie Freitas.Can anyone get me their contact info? I know they need me for the future when Mr.Little(Dick) tries to appeal the case.I will be on the stand.I am not afraid of him or his posse.I will not be scared to show,like other women have in the past.
Oh what I would have paid to see Mr.Little dick cry in the courtroom.I wish I could have watched the abuse his parents probably gave him growing up.I would sit with a bag of popcorn and watch.I have really gotten my message across and I have informed alot of ppl.I dont think Max would post bcause EVERYOne is watching him right now.But I am sure he has his Little elves(No pun intended),lurking on the internet for bad publicity.
"Stride",I cannot travel like I do,and buy the material things I enjoy,on strictly dental assisting $.WHen I have a boyfriend one day that can split my bills,then,I can quit.I dont care to stop dancing right now.I spend hundred a month on beauty needs.etc..I got out of porn.Thats good enough for now.Can u focus on getting Arabs,Muslims,etc.. to stop controlling women.Lets focus on that.
ANd I became a dental assistant back in 03.I just have taken 2 yrs off.WOmen dont get paid as much as men.ANd while we r on the subject..AIrlines charging xtra for bags..Knowing most women travel heavier than men.I think we should charge extra for weight on humans.They take more gas as well.Men want us to look good when they travel w us,we need our makeup and curling irons..
i have always been somewhat disturbed by max' videos, although i never would have guessed that there was anything more to it than acting (on the girl's part). i always thought you had to sign some release form afterward? and what if you didn't sign it? and why did it take so long for someone to come forward?
sorry if these are stupid questions but i don't follow "behind the camera" stories... the less i know about who made a movie or why or what these people are like in real life, the better. anything else ruins the fantasy, you see...
as far as you are concerned, you did the right thing. that can be very hard, as i unfortunately know myself. so i congratulate you, and i hope you open yourself a bottle of beer (or whatever) on my behalf :)
Obscenity laws are vague, I'm sure Max's appeal will overturn his conviction.
Wow! SOme of you guys,and gals,are truly intelligent.I like this. I appreciate all the help all of you offer.And I do think it's funny/hypocrytical that those fuckwads were at a strip club days b 4.ANd they also ate seafood at a restaurant where I grew up going to in Hollywood,FL.They cut up the stools.I know those terrorists are getting butt fucked in the ass nonstop in hell.All those homophobic beliefs they had will come back to haunt them.Buaaahhhhh.
I am not afraid of Islamic/Muslim people.I just choose not to have any in my life.I don't hold my purse when I see one.
purrungita
2008-06-25, 17:15
Hey Neesa... you look much younger with blond hair, and you do have a much more define physique now, so congrats on your new look.
I cant believe that your from south florida, must have been one of the best lays in the state if you rocked the red hair and pale skin when u were down south, impossible to find here but common up north.
Anyways, ur a good actor and funny as fuck in your videos. Keep your head up later....
Are we ever going to see new sets or videos of you with your new look?
hi neesa
you are beautifull!!!
do you know layla rivera?, what do you think about her?
I would reccomend going to another thread if you are unhappy with my opinions.I can be quite offensive.ANd I don't apologize for it.Yes,it is a chat room indeed.Go chat w a dumb porn star who isn't interested in current events,trying to inform you about the TRUTH behind the Shitty industry I put myself in.SO if you don't like me,that's o.k. I have enough friends
It's got nothing to do with your opinions, you are entitled to them, I could care less...just making a statement that it has turned into more of a chat room than a place to see material of your beautiful self :hatsoff:. I never said that I didn't like you either, in order to dislike you I would have to know you which I don't. Like you said, YOU put yourself in it and I hate to break it to you but most of the people you are chatting with in this thread are all fans of porn or they wouldn't be here. Yes there are terrible things that happen to some of the women of porn and that is a shame. So I am not sure if you are trying to start a crusade against porn, are you? If so, you may have picked the wrong forum in which to do so :2 cents:
Good luck in all of your future endeavors; I think you are beautiful and you seem intelligent. I have no doubt that you will be able to accomplish anything that you put your head to :thumbsup:
KB122.I appreciate your post.And thanks for the kind words.I have been going against the porn industry since I stopped shooting.Not the whole industry.What you don't know,many of u anyways..Is that many women and children are forced into the industry everyday.ALl over the world.I am also a big fan of www.thepinkcross.org
It is very informative.
I am against women getting abused/raped/mistreated on the porn set.I am o.k. with women that are happy in the industry,truly,and are safe and comfortable.I am also against porn companies paying shit $ to the performers.While they laugh their asses off to the bank.
I am against max hardcore and I am not afraid to post about that every fucking day.I am not afraid of him or his puppets.I WILL be at that trial.If he was smart,he would play nice and his friends wouldnt get me all fired up.That only adds more fuel to my fire,bitches.
Yes I use this board as an outreach.I am allowed to.ANd many of my fans like to hear what I have to say.Many of the other girls in porn have nothing to say because A. They are afraid,B. They don't care about what danger is going on in the industry,or the dont have much to say bcause..Well,I wont say it.Hahah
The min. Max and his lil elves/bitches,found out that I was attending his trial,they obviously got scared,and mad.Nice to know that they are indeed reading my letters to them.ANd i luv knowing I am pissing them off.Hate me,I don't care.They call me crazy.I have admitted to that many times.I wouldn't fuck with a crazy person.
Remember the case where the women drowned her 5 children a few yrs ago? That was fucked up BTW.But she is not in jail,bcause she was mentally ill and diagnosed way b 4 this incident.She was on meds just like me.She is in a mental hospital for life.My point,the mentally ill have different laws.
Unfort. I dont have any new material bcause I am no longer doing porn or nude photos.I am just a stripper and a dental assistant.Sorry guys.ANd I use my website as a way to write adn get my message out.
Cobra351
2008-07-01, 17:50
Great to see you've moved on out of the industry and doing something positive for yourself!
SeraphiM
2008-07-04, 12:35
Neesa,
I'm glad to hear that you are happier now and things are moving forward for you.
I do so wish you the best :thumbsup:
Philbert
2008-07-04, 22:15
You have friends you've never met, as well as fans, here, Neesa.
Remember that...and keep in touch with us.
You should take the time to browse the rest of the Freeones site, lots of fun outside this thread and some good people who you would enjoy chatting with. Just a thought...luv ya.:wave:
This article was on www.tbo.com
> I replied under the name "Neesa".U can find it
> all the way on bottom.Here's why I am going to b in a
> financial rut soon.WHat I do really is a luxury to men.
> _
> Adult Entertainment Industry Feels Pinch Of Tough Economy
> ADVERTISEMENT
>
>
>
> By NICOLA M. WHITE | The Tampa Tribune
> Published: July 8, 2008
>
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> TAMPA - Jessica Mann and Rebecca Massicotte swiveled around
> a pole in high-heeled platforms and bikini tops.
> Two men in velvet chairs looked on.
> The women are used to sparse crowds on weekday afternoons
> at the Deja Vu strip club on Adamo Drive. But not like
> this.
> As the economy slumps and gas prices rise, Americans are
> tightening belts. That means even here in Tampa, the
> self-professed "Lap Dance Capital of the World,"
> the area's adult entertainment venues are taking a hit.
> Profits are down 25 percent to 30 percent this year, said
> Deja Vu general manager Eric Terrell, who goes by the name
> Ice.
> Guys in suits out to entertain their clients no longer have
> such plush expense accounts. The customers who once thought
> nothing of plunking down a few hundred bucks - even a grand
> or two - on credit cards for private dances in the champagne
> room now balk at their monthly statements.
> Mostly, the clients just don't walk through the door.
> "What we are seeing is there's a trickle-down
> effect because of the subprime mortgage crisis," said
> Angelina Spencer, national executive director of the
> Association of Club Executives, a group that represents
> adult entertainment clubs. "This is resulting in less
> people going to all sorts of entertainment venues, not just
> adult entertainment venues."
> Spencer, who used to run a club in Cleveland and now lives
> in Naples, fields calls every day from strip club owners
> feeling the pinch of a bad economy.
> "Entertainment is one of those luxury items; it's
> one of the first things people give up," she said.
> While an ailing economy may bring fewer customers to local
> strip clubs, it often, however, will bring out more women
> willing to give pole dancing a try.
> "If it's hard to find even a regular job out
> there, I'll get more dancers," said Joe Redner,
> owner of Tampa's iconic Mons Venus club on Dale Mabry
> Highway.
> His club's business is down 25 percent in this
> struggling economy, he said.
> Most adult entertainers work as independent contractors,
> meaning they pay club owners a fee to perform and then
> pocket the money they earn from tips and private dances.
> Because it doesn't cost club owners extra cash to take
> on new dancers, club managers lose nothing by adding more
> women to their dance roster. This, of course, means more
> competition for tips and private dances among the women.
> "They're having to work longer hours and actually
> work a little harder," Redner said.
> Mann, 28, worked at Deja Vu 10 years ago, bringing in big
> cash for the then-18-year-old dancer.
> "It was wonderful back then," she said.
> She made $400-500 most nights. But she didn't want to
> dance forever so she left the business to go to school and
> become a certified nurse's assistant and medical
> technician.
> The problem: She earned $9.75 per hour and found herself
> living paycheck to paycheck. Three months ago, she came
> back to Déjŕ vu and started dancing again.
> Massicotte, 24, who started dancing at 18, earned $2,200 a
> week during the good years.
> Those payouts are over.
> "The regulars we used to have three to four times a
> week, we don't have that anymore. They're looking
> for dance specials," she said.
> Neither woman, however, wants to leave the business any
> time soon. Although some nights they don't come home
> with much money, in what is perhaps a bigger indictment of
> the local economy, dancing pays more than a traditional
> gig.
> "It's still more than a 40-hour-a-week job,"
> Mann said.
> There might be a bright spot on the horizon, though:
> football. Particularly that one big game in February.
> "We're all holding our breath for the Super
> Bowl," said Monica Fox, a manager and consultant at
> Deja Vu
My reply.I dont think it went through...
.I too have a career in the day.I make enough to pay my bills with it.Dentistry.But I like to dance for extra income.
I am actually doing just as good because well,it's important that you UP your look at times like this.And move around to different clubs.I do.
I am blonde with big tits,and skinny.We usually have a better chance at making more $.ISOunds arrogant,but look around and see who's making the $.
I'v been in the business for 13 years so I know who is making the $.I still look like I am in my 20's.
Many of the women complain,but they dont want to spend the $ to get their hair done,nails,go to the gym ALOT like I do,Lose some weight,sober up so they don't look so harsh.
Many of the girls that aren't that hot are taking up space for girls like myself.And many girls see the customers outside of the club.WHich makes it harder for girls like me to make the $.Don't sell yourself short.
And be safe about it.Meeting them outside the club is just stupid.Go get a college degree and a career like I did while I was dancing years ago.I know that if it gets REAL bad,I will work more hours at my day job.
My type will always make $ in this business.And I am tired of clubs hiring soo many girls on MY shift just to get extra house $.SHAME on you.KArma.
Glad I never worked in Tampa.Its not Vegas,so stop thinking that it is.ANd BTW:WHy not fly to Vegas every month like I used to?
batman69
2008-07-13, 00:04
I'm a late comer to this thread. Neesa, do you have a home site where I can get a list of videos or appearances? I'm sure I'm not the first to ask.
BTW, you are beautiful.
Batman
mardirossian
2008-07-26, 12:55
Neesa, you are beautiful.
So I read this comment on www.youtube.com (U can find it by searching under max hardcore.My exit interview.Love it! Make me famous.max's employees and himself made that video posting possible.I will be mentioning that when I speak at his sentencing on Sept. 5th so that was a bad move on his part.
So this uneducated Being, posted a comment. regarding the video.Obviously Mr. Dumbfuck. is a freeones fan,due to his knowledge on my preferences. Here's his posting..
This man is a brutal rapist so he belong in prison.
But this girl is not nice either, she is a rascist who don´t like black men, mexicans or people from the middle east. So maybe she just got what she deserved when this guy raped her.
Both of them is ofcource sick products of a sick society.
My response(U will soon read on Youtube if it goes through)
If a black women only dates black men.SHe will not date white men.I don't consider that racist.Thats her preference.And it's HER body! In other countries,HER(WHoever that may be),body doesn't belong to herself.Men control it.
Not in America baby! Now..I have mentioned this before.WHen I did porn..A bio is produced.I let them know what type of guys I am willing to be intimate with.On or off camera.I choose not to be intimate with mexican,middle eastern,or black men.I don't care if people agree with me,or are comfortable with that decision.If I cared.I wouldn't make that public.If you feel I am racist.I am fine with that.There are also Asians (WHich I love),that only date other Asians.It's obvious to me that the Being that posted that is mexican.Just a fact here..mexicans get looked at very different in AMerica.That is a fact.Not an opinion.If u r mexican and u live in the U.S. I am sure you can see that Cubans and Puerto Ricans get more respect.I happen to love CUban and Puerto Ricans.See,I am not saying I hate a certain race.I am simply stating that I am a huge fan of certain nationalities. I happen to date white men more than any other type of man.Rockstars mostly.
SO "I got what I deserved when this guy raped me" bcause I will not let a mexican,etc kiss me..Or get close to me on an intimate level? That's what I mean by stupidity.I must say that I am proud of the education that we get in America.ANd I am glad that I offended u so much u had to post about it.I post regardless.
First of all,I am not sickened by your comment.Boo hoo hoo,I really care what u think.So there u have it folks.In other countries if u hurt someones feelings,u should be raped.Actually,rape is more acceptable in "Certain" countries.It is not tolerated in America.ANd those types get raped in jail.And are seperated from the other prisoners because they are the lowest forms of scum.ANd they get beat up and killed faster than any other type of prisoner.Next to child molesters.
SOme men are intimidated by the fact that I dont take shit.Or allow a man to get away with fucking w me.Watch your words buddy.Bcause if you commit a criminal act such as rape.ANd u were found posting that a women deserves to b raped on a website.It's more proof which goes against your case.Most my fans in strip clubs and in porn are white.I cant help that.ANd I happen to be proud of who I am.ANd my people.You should be proud of who you are.Obviously u r not.I happen to live in a big beautiful house with only 1 person.I don't live with 7 roomates in a 1 bedroom..I enjoy my life.
And I am happy that on Sept. 5th I get to see max eye to eye at his sentencing.SO keep adding fuel to my fire max and fans and his friends(Cause I kno u all read this)..ANd u r only making it harder on max.I will b speaking with the judge about his character.ANd my experience w his sorry ass.Payback is a bitch.Revenge is sweet for those who wait.Never early always late.Max fans are convict types.Guys who like child porn,rape,hate women.etc..
SO to my fans..Go check out morons post and feel free to reply to his dumb ass.Love yaz
iggypop123
2008-07-29, 00:52
whats the big deal she just wants to fuck within her race and her preferences and she had a horrible experience. that's all that happened.that whole mexican vs cubans vs whatever is what i don't understand. that would be more suited for a sociologist to answer
This is really a dream come true! I d never beleved that i could chat with u in person! you r the most beautiful redhead ever! love u
iggypop123
2008-07-31, 22:31
This is really a dream come true! I d never beleved that i could chat with u in person! you r the most beautiful redhead ever! love u
a blond now
do you make movies anymore?
I don't make movies.Last one was for Bangbros in Nov 06.Milflessons 11.I prefer #7 which was filmed a few months prior.Go to YOUtube and TBO.com and search for max hardcore.U can post your opinions..
ok ill check that out. thank you
News Update..Has van damage been posting negative shit about me on the net? I hope so.Keep my name alive.The smelly,dirty armanian rented van's house for the"Tag Team Tryouts" shoot.Like I told u b 4.Pls dont support that company and buy it.van,if u r really talking shit.Well,I wish you well in the porn business.You are a successful man.
stephend666
2008-08-08, 22:24
http://x-milfsoup.bangbros1.com/gal/ms2876-44/cf/bangfree/
please update the picture section on your site neesa its been ages since we've seen anything new
how come you no longer make movies. I enjoyed what i saw you in, and it seems like you have many fans.......what made you make your decision?
cristianoromual
2008-08-15, 17:33
Hi, Neesa!
I'm from Brazil, and I just found out you in a BangBros' video. I just want to say that you have a perfect body and a gorgeous and beautiful hair. It's a pity that you don't make movies no more but, to have a chance to talk to you is amazing.
Best regards,
Cris
theYguru
2008-08-18, 17:10
Hi Nessa,
I read someplace that you used to work at one of the Brothels in NV around Vegas. Is this true? If so could you tell us about some of the good or bad.
Thanks
Guru
BTW..I am getting a few PMs here and there.I want to remind u that I dont check them.If it's too personal to post to the public.Then just dont.Thx anyways tho.And I keep seeing posts about guys wondering if I am still doing porn.No.I quit in Dec 06 cause I got tired of the bullshit,shit pay,rude ppl in the industry,ego,,bordom,seeing directors and company owners driving luxury cars and owning 5 houses.ANd I dont own a damn thing! They bank off me and pay me $800 a video.They tell me my vids sell like hotcakes,but wouldn't pay me more than $1000 if I came back.Thats 2 months of my rent.They will 4ever make profilt off my shit.I hope they get Cancer.Testicular.
I worked at Bunny Ranch in Oct 06.I typed about it somewhere on here.I had fun.Money sucked.WHat u see on T.V. wit the guys spending thousands..It didnt happen the 1week I was there.And I doubt that is often.Abd those guys beg to be on the show,so they r shelling out alot of $ to b on t.v. Girls get half.SO if they pay $1000,she only gets $500.
Dennis Hoff is awesome tho. Girls were jealous cause I was the new girl.They tried to intimidate me.Well,only 1.It didn't work.If she played her cards right,I would have taught her how to hustle better.First lesson for her,work out fatty.
I only made $2000 in that week.Minus $900 in expenses..Last min. plane ticket,products 2 buy from them..U have to..2 porn DVDs for ur room for the guy to watch,lots of condoms.COuld have gotten a deal at Target,but had to buy them there so they can over charge me.When I told the madame the girl was fucking w me.She didn't blieve me.Boo hoo.
i had to sleep in the same bed that I had my tricks in all day.Ewww.But the trainer who was there 5 days a week was amazing.I tried to work there again and they told me there was too many girls.Um..I guess I am not as pretty as the girls on the show.I had 17 tricks in 1 week.Average guy only wanted to pay 300.00 for a fuck for 15 mins.SOmetimes 30.I made $150! I also had to pay taxes on that,so how much did I really make? Maybe $1000? Nice.
I will try to update the site.The guy who is the webmaster hasnt gotten back to me.I dont kno who he is.Never met him.I will try to do so myself.
Iggypop,thx for that post.ANd understanding my right to choose who I fuck.
The reason why I choose not to fuck Mexicans and middle eastern types,Indians fr India,and black people is personal.It would only start problems.ALso,There really is a difference btwn Cuban,Mexican,etc..I will say,Mexicans are not as respected in AMerica.Even is Cali where most live,ppl are not enjoying their over population.
And BTW ppl.If u are poor,living in a studio or 1 bdrm with 5 kids,use fucking bith control and condoms.U can get them dirt cheap at Target.And if u cannot afford these things,how can u afford children? WHat? More welfare? They need to get rid of welfare,unless u r disabled.ANd Insurance for gay couples.And,I changed my mind about Obama.But I dont like McCain either,bcause he is a republi..But if I have to choose.Its the repub.
SO hate my views,I don't care.I love to express them tho.
At least you are honest and that is appreciable. I can clearly understand why you left the industry.
iggypop123
2008-08-26, 00:12
BTW..I am getting a few PMs here and there.I want to remind u that I dont check them.If it's too personal to post to the public.Then just dont.Thx anyways tho.And I keep seeing posts about guys wondering if I am still doing porn.No.I quit in Dec 06 cause I got tired of the bullshit,shit pay,rude ppl in the industry,ego,,bordom,seeing directors and company owners driving luxury cars and owning 5 houses.ANd I dont own a damn thing! They bank off me and pay me $800 a video.They tell me my vids sell like hotcakes,but wouldn't pay me more than $1000 if I came back.Thats 2 months of my rent.They will 4ever make profilt off my shit.I hope they get Cancer.Testicular.
I worked at Bunny Ranch in Oct 06.I typed about it somewhere on here.I had fun.Money sucked.WHat u see on T.V. wit the guys spending thousands..It didnt happen the 1week I was there.And I doubt that is often.Abd those guys beg to be on the show,so they r shelling out alot of $ to b on t.v. Girls get half.SO if they pay $1000,she only gets $500.
Dennis Hoff is awesome tho. Girls were jealous cause I was the new girl.They tried to intimidate me.Well,only 1.It didn't work.If she played her cards right,I would have taught her how to hustle better.First lesson for her,work out fatty.
I only made $2000 in that week.Minus $900 in expenses..Last min. plane ticket,products 2 buy from them..U have to..2 porn DVDs for ur room for the guy to watch,lots of condoms.COuld have gotten a deal at Target,but had to buy them there so they can over charge me.When I told the madame the girl was fucking w me.She didn't blieve me.Boo hoo.
i had to sleep in the same bed that I had my tricks in all day.Ewww.But the trainer who was there 5 days a week was amazing.I tried to work there again and they told me there was too many girls.Um..I guess I am not as pretty as the girls on the show.I had 17 tricks in 1 week.Average guy only wanted to pay 300.00 for a fuck for 15 mins.SOmetimes 30.I made $150! I also had to pay taxes on that,so how much did I really make? Maybe $1000? Nice.
I will try to update the site.The guy who is the webmaster hasnt gotten back to me.I dont kno who he is.Never met him.I will try to do so myself.
Iggypop,thx for that post.ANd understanding my right to choose who I fuck.
The reason why I choose not to fuck Mexicans and middle eastern types,Indians fr India,and black people is personal.It would only start problems.ALso,There really is a difference btwn Cuban,Mexican,etc..I will say,Mexicans are not as respected in AMerica.Even is Cali where most live,ppl are not enjoying their over population.
And BTW ppl.If u are poor,living in a studio or 1 bdrm with 5 kids,use fucking bith control and condoms.U can get them dirt cheap at Target.And if u cannot afford these things,how can u afford children? WHat? More welfare? They need to get rid of welfare,unless u r disabled.ANd Insurance for gay couples.And,I changed my mind about Obama.But I dont like McCain either,bcause he is a republi..But if I have to choose.Its the repub.
SO hate my views,I don't care.I love to express them tho.
i was with you until you wrote "The reason ..... . you are in way over your head if you think you know how society works and connect it to your industry and to why or why not you decide to fuck them. that last paragraph is an unorganized rant consisting of race, religion, society, poiltics, sex, porn and more. BTW its a shame you no longer work at the ranch, i would have loved to go there and see if you were there
BTW:I meant,I am pro gay marriage,pro gay anything.Fuck the churches that talk shit about homos.BTW:DId u see that documentary "Devil..." ABout Oliver O'Grady..The priest who molested hundreds of children and admitted to it.If I had children and he did that to mine..DId u see Silence of the Lambs when the guy kept the fat women in the well and starved her.Only to wear her skin on his face..Thats what I would if someone did that to my children.AN dhe thinks bcause he is a catholic that GOD will forgive him.
FUck the child molesting Priests..And O'Grady only got like 4 years! WHats wrong w this world? Priests are not royalty.They are hustlers who take your $.
Iggypop.Im a bit confused as to if u were offended or not.But,I like what u have to say alot anyways.The last paragraph was not a rant.It was my opinion.My true feelings.I am way over my head about many things.I am clinically nuts.Thank goodness for the meds.Well,I was only at the ranch for 1 or 2 wks so,the chances of u seeing me there would have been slim.But thanks anyways.
I dont expect all u guys to agree w me.And I will never try to get u to side w me.I like a good debate.Love,Neesa
azzman08
2008-08-28, 01:12
Neesa,
I don't normally voice my opinions but I may not agree with everything you say but it is good to see some people still have minds of their own. I wish you all the luck in thw world.
PS You are absolutely stunning. Where were you when I was looking for a woman.
azzman08
2008-08-28, 01:20
http://www.thepuss.com/galleries/bbo/milfsoup/2/milfsearch.html
What video is this from? I would love to see the whole scene.
What video is this from? I would love to see the whole scene.
Agreed, in fact I've seen the whole video online before, however I was never able to find it again. If anyone can locate it, that would be greatly appreciated.
gooner14
2008-08-28, 16:15
What video is this from? I would love to see the whole scene.
Its the MILF SOUP scene from BangBros.
http://www.bangbrosnetwork.com/t1/cfree=bangfree/free_movies_pictures_bangbros/ms2876.html
iggypop123
2008-08-31, 02:31
Agreed, in fact I've seen the whole video online before, however I was never able to find it again. If anyone can locate it, that would be greatly appreciated.
i remember seeing in a site that here would get the WTF? treatment if linked but the vid was taken down months ago so i dont know any other place that has it anymore
Angstgegner
2008-08-31, 10:19
http://x-milflessons.bangbros1.com/gal/10186/cf/bangfree
http://da.thebrazzers.com/galleries/35/?t=2&nats=brazfree:Brazbucks:DA
tr1ckster
2008-09-03, 18:10
the world needs more new neesa material.
the world needs more new neesa material.
definitely...i dont know what her deal is as to why she doesnt make movies anymore...she has a big following and im feeling neglected..........come back neesa
ToastedOats
2008-09-04, 15:43
definitely...i dont know what her deal is as to why she doesnt make movies anymore...she has a big following and im feeling neglected..........come back neesa
I'm thinking that she chose to leave the business and pursue other avenues, at least that what I'm getting from her postings. Sounds like she was being yanked around by certain people in the industry.
You are right, she should come back, but it makes what we have that much better right?:glugglug:
You're freakin hot and your hair and skin coloring is so sexy!:nanner::hatsoff::bowdown:
smokebox
2008-09-12, 23:59
I miss the pale skin and red hair. So delicious.
mazinger7872
2008-09-20, 02:25
I am a big fan, as are most of the writers in this forum. I feel very happy for you that you decided to take your career in a different direction and that it seems that you feel better about everything now. I really like how you step up and always voice your opinions, and I also like how street smart you are.
I've seen some of your marcy meow stuff w/ john b and I liked it. Did you stop doing that (if so, why?).
Anyways, good luck with all your endeavours, and as many have said, it's pretty damn awesome to have a means of communicating with you.
take care
mazinger7872
2008-09-21, 01:30
By the way, this is kind of crazy, but I just saw the No Reservations movie with cat zeta jones and one of the chefs in the restaurant looks EXACTLY like you. Same smile and everything, I would actually be surprised if you say it's not you. (she only shows up in a couple scenes when all the chefs are eating together before the restaurant opens)
http://www.maturepov.com/redhead-babe-blowjob/Trffc.htm
Hi Neesa,
I just had to stop studying for my Physiology test (which is tomorrow) after I found this message board and read through your blog.
I am just stunned (maybe Thunderstruck is a better word if you like AC DC's hit) after reading about what that bastard Max Hardcore scumbag did to you.
I pulled up his website and he looks like a redneck , dumbass, jackass... WTF (lol white cowboy hat, "What's up Pardnur" = serious Dumbass), isn't he smart enough to put himself in your shoes.
Can't guys imagine what it would be like if they were a female and someone tried to rape and humilate them?
And to anyone who says "Well maybe she should be killed afterward?" ??????? What plane of the Abyss were you summoned out of?
So He was found Guilty and sentenced to prison? Hopefully he gets life without parole...
Neesa, I wanted to make you smile so here are a few links to help with that.
http www.flowersbynet.com / direct / farmfresh / r12red.jpg
and
http www.justhungry.com / images / valentines_chocolate.jpg
Just take out spaces and fix it to see where it takes you.
See you hate bush so , have you seen this video on Youtube?
www.youtube.com / watch?v=Z_OUbcEYT8g
It has foul language so it's not so good to play it around kids just to warn you.
Will chat more later. And remember God doesn't make junk. He / She Always Loves you unconditionally.
Thanks for all the lovely things guys.I have been out of the country which is why u haven't heard from me.I will be back in America soon.I will respond soon.And yes,Marcy Meow was my syage name when I did music and new school,naughty,dirty drag queen shows.I am suppose to go in the studio asap and record for DJ John B again.I will soon.Promise.Hope you guys are all well.xo Neesa
Dear Marcy Meow,
I hope you have a wonderful time overseas recording for DJ John B. How did you meet him? What made you decide to sing ? Thank God he recognizes what an amazing voice you have.
Are there other albums that you have sang on?
I just listened to "Metro" off the album Electrostep on youtube. I'm going to get a hold of the album as I want to hear more.
BTW...
*** I wanted to say that you are angelic. You're eyes and lips are stunning. Your hair is radiant. ***
You literally glow in the video DESPEDAZANDOME. How did you get involved in doing that video with Galleta ( I think that's the band's name)?
Hope to hear from you soon
tr1ckster
2008-10-03, 12:35
Neesa, why send me a pm when you won't respond to my answer? yawn =(
dunno if this is old news or not, but here ya go:
http://www2.tbo.com/content/2008/oct/03/040216/judge-sentences-porn-producer-46-month-prison/
fuck that guy. i really hope he spends the next 4 years getting gagged and pissed on.
and ps neesa you are absolutely gorgeous! love ya babe.
Tr1ckster,I dont kno what ur question was.I answer most quest.But I cannot possibly answer all.SOmetimes I post PMs but I usually only read public posts.Reason is bcause Many of th guys were getting carried away,sending long PMs.Asking 10 quest.ANd demanding my response right away.SO go ahead and ask that quest again please on this board.I hope u have a good day.ANd guys,please b patient w me.U kno I do everything at my own pace.But I do appreciate u.ANd I dont have to post at all
From this point on,I am not sending or reading any more PMs.I dont wanna upset anyone.Nothing is that personal that it cannot be posted here.My friends know ow to get ahold of me if its urgent.I love u all
And remember God doesn't make junk. He / She Always Loves you unconditionally.
If God doesn't make junk, then why are you wishing one of his creations life in prison without parole?
Dean Wormer
2008-10-07, 02:49
If God doesn't make junk, then why are you wishing one of his creations life in prison without parole?
Not only that how do you explain the appendix?
Angstgegner
2008-10-08, 13:22
There must be some humor marching in...
http://www.peter-north-movies.com/galleries/cum-in-the-face/tiffany-holliday-3-sum/index1.html
If God doesn't make junk, then why are you wishing one of his creations life in prison without parole?
First of all , you misquote me. As my log in name says I wish him to "Burn in Hell" , hence the name "BurninHellMax"... no where do I mention life in prison... Pay Attention Class.
Secondly you begin with an Assumption that Max Hardcore is "one of his(sic) (should be HIS) creations..."
are you sure that Max Hardcore is a creation of God?
I contend that this guy is a Hell Spawn, so I simply wish him to return from whence he came.
Let's assume Max is a creation of God...
To make videos where You Rape someone, Where you vomit on your genitalia and then force a woman to "satisfy" you, how is that acting like a "creation of God"?
Surely you don't need a commandent to know that that is wrong. Vomit is one of a few bodily fluids that has been referred to in literature and history as one of the body's "profane fluids".
How does forcing a woman to consume one of man's profane fluids reconcile with
the golden rule "Doing unto others as you would have them do unto you." ?
Perhaps if Max HardCore is a "creation of God" , wishing him to burn in Hell was a mistake
But That's exactly where he is headed, assuming a Rift in the Cosmos doesn't take place where he sincerely repents for his own monstrosity.
***** BTW Do Not Buy Videos from stores and websites like Jadedvideo.com that seek to profit from these Max Hardcore Videos that film women getting raped, women forced to consume vomit off some guy's genitalia.
Purchasing such trash makes you just as monstrous as if you were committing these acts yourself.
Hello everyone.
I just wanted to let you know,I found a video posted on the internet just now.It was my first interview on video.I have to say that..The interviewer was very nice.I feel bad that I bored him.However,I was nervous as hell.As you know,I am a singer.
I am also great at speaking on film during porn(Gonzo).But I just can't do this type of stuff.WHen I was in a band a few yrs ago.I told one of the members.."If we ever play live,you will have to speak on the mic,introduce the songs,etc".The only hting I can see myself saying if I was singing live would be."How's everybody doing out there".
ANd,"Thanks for coming out tonight,I love you".I am always afraid of sounding stupid on a mic.I don't even leave voice messages for my friends.Well,most the time I don't.I did feel the questions were stupid,and they shot me w a shitty camera,and from the side view.QUest. like.."Where do u live"? You guys know I never give that info out.Infact,as u know,I have lived in 3 different states in the last 15 months.ANd I live in 2 different places.1 which is out of the U.S.
He may as well of asked me what my phone # was.ANd,"WHat did I do for NYE? How dumb of a ques. at a porn convention.If I answered honestly,I would have said,"Nothing.I stay off the road on that night.It frightens me.Many ppl die every year on that night due to drunk drivers.I will not celebrate that.I stayed home that night.But that answer would be lame.
The fact is..If he interviewed me while I was doing porn,I would have given the guy more,"Pizazz".I would have been fierce.But as u can see in the vid.I could give a shit.I went from being the biggest extrovert that my friends knew-becoming very much of an introvert.I don't go out very much.I have settled down.I am a full time dental assistant now.ANd thats all the info I will give.As far as the part where I said,"Do u want juice"? I was about to give him some.I think I was probably about to talk shit about certain ppl in the biz.Just cause I don't give a shit.But I bit my tongue.
I was very sick that day.I had tonsilitis and I went to the throat Dr. that morning and found out I have a hole in my asaphagus. I sound hoarse.ANd my usual voice is lower.I had a hard time being around that crowd.I felt so out of place.They were having fun,and really wanted to be there.I thought I did,but realized,I can't even be around it anymore.
Bangbros was so nice to me.ANd I felt bad that they printed soo many 8X10s to sign.ANd after day 1.I didn't show.Not to mention,I don't like the way the hair/makeup women did me up.My hair esp. looked awful.I am curious as to what u htink of the vid.One of the newbies wking for Bangbros asked me,"Why r u here when u don't even do porn anymore."I don't kno,ask Ginger Lynn why she was there when she doesn't do porn anymore.WHat a dummy.Jealous anyone?
And also accused me of acting like I looked down on those who were still doing it.I never made a comment that would make her think that.I don't know her name.But she was new in the biz.I thought it was cute to see that she was excited about her new career.I only wish I was.
I never was.Traci Lords mentions in an interview I saw the other day..That she did porn to release her anger,I dont remember the exact words.But I did it to piss people off in my life.Guys I was dating,tired of being the good girl,angry bitterness,growing up in an abusive household.Typical story.Just to remind u.I hated doing every video.I was just really good at smiling and saying things like,"Oh yeah,fuck me".Hate to ruin your fantasy.P.S. don't buy any porn from jaded.com Please.If I can help them lose 10 customers and a few hundred dollars,I will be happy.Here's the video
http://www.truveo.com/Crewsn-w-Justen-Neesa/id/2913399819
One of my favorite pictures of Neesa.
http://www.neesa.net/gallery/4.jpg
Btw Neesa maybe just ignore my last PM, or maybe just read it once... it's silly, probably sounds weird...it's embarassing to me.
Maybe I'm nutz I wanted the Cubs to Win the World Series and I'm a Cardinals Fan lol...
check out my live video response concerning the interview.Im not pissed.I just thought i would explain why I came across like a bimbo.
"Burn in Hell" darlin.I will reply to u soon.U never came acriss as nuts to me.I appreciate u doll.
xoxo Neesa
drunkprimate
2008-10-11, 06:28
Hey Neesa I was a big fan of yours in High school. I know I wasn't 18 yet but hey I'm a computer geek. Porn is digital upload currency at that age. But anyway, I was wondering what is your story with Max Hardcore. I took a look at the scene after reading your post about him being indited. You seemed to be into it. I mean you could have just been putting on a show for the camera to get the pay check. But was it just too rough or did Max try to stiff you on the billed hours?
Also I hope I don't come off as a total perv-ish tool of a college boy but do you travel around for your adult dancing shows at all? I have never been to a strip club before but I would go in an instance to get to sit in the back and watch you very respectively as you performed on the catwalk/stage. If your ever in Baltimore or Washington DC please post it on your website :D. Or if your only in Miami which club do you dance at so when I'm down there for Ultrafest and Winter Music Conference I can stop by.
Oh also the blonde hair is nice but the red dyed hair really made you stand out more and really matched and balanced your completion as well as made your beautiful eyes stand out and radiate so much more. Very Jessica Rabbit sweety, but I bet you changed it to keep from having to deal with constantly setting the bear trap down your dress to keep all the hyenas at bay who try to get fresh.
Regards and best of luck in your endeavors.
drunkprimate
2008-10-11, 06:45
Oh by the way just saw the video post on youtube you made in response to that cheeseball interview Justin did. You look like Sarah Michelle Gellar like back in the early seasons of Buffy the vampire slayer. Again Very very cute!
Hi Neesa,
You may or may not remember me... but we had a great time in Florida... sitting outside the bar talking shit... i didn't know you were a porn actress, and before i went home, you told me where to find you online... i got home and checked out the sites. sweet!!! anyway, nice to see you on here, i hope to bump into you again someday, you were (are) awesome.
-bald guy wearing the kansas shirt... fort lauderdale. ;)
drunkprimate
2008-10-11, 16:02
I hate MySPace.I was on their for about 2 years and deleted my acct. over this past summer.It was a personal/friends only page.It ruined several of my relationships.And I don't want to make a Neesa page bcause I do the same thing here.I wouldn't want to reply to personal messages or add comments so I may as well b on here.And I don't want any of my ex's/family/old friends to find me.Everone searches on Myspace..
I have no tattoos and only my ears pierced.I don't see myself getting any.I dont go looking for tattoos and piercing on men,but I don't care if they have them or not.Unfortunately tho there are alot of guys that get tattoos and piercing to pretend they are cool and their dorky personality doesn't go w their bad boy image.Thanks for liking the red hair.I dont expect everyone to like the blonde.The fact is I make ALOT more $ as a stripper w blonde hair.So I made the right choice.
Circa..I have no idea what type of site.I cant resell my vids and pics cause i dont own them.But I am not going to pay for a site when I am not making $ off it.
Hey Neesa,
you know you could always make a website similar to Aria Giovanni. I think the big thing you should focus on is a website that is high quality high resolution camera work. The softcore photography work of Suze Randel would be right up your alley way I would think. You might want to contact other pinup softcore sometime fetish models like Aria Giovanni, Nikki Nova, Veronica Zemanova, Bianca Beauchamp or Catalina Cruz.
The big thing is turning out a repeat montly subscribing client base while having the absolute cheapest server costs on your end to provide the high quality content for multiple downloads. The best metric for figuring out the bandwidth cost of a website is take the total size of your website with all of it's content and then multiple that by a reasonable number of people who would be willing to sign up for your website. Contact fellow adult softcore models like Bianca Beauchamp and Aria Giovanni to get an idea of what they started out with. Again you already have a cult following for people who loved your red hair sex bomb look and in the world of the next the idea of the norm blonde in a strip club will not get your the high return income that a devout internet following could draw.
You even see how those who stand out with the punk/goth/rocker/skater/emo/scenester looks draw a huge following with sites such are suicide girls, gods girls, and to some extent burning angel (even though they do hardcore as well) the prior ones are total softcore.
anyway if you need any advice on what you might need or explanations between web hosting options such as shared hosting, VMS (virtual machine server), and Dedicated server and the different technologies that can be provided for web programming and design feel free to ask. Its not something I could maintain or run for you because my schedule with my own company and clients already and my dual class load scheduled but I might be able to help steer you in a direction you would want to go.
Regards
Prim
That Justen douchebag did not deserve to have his nuts grabbed by Nessa like that. Damn that was hot.
the_well_dress
2008-10-15, 05:14
http://www.fuckmyfacehole.com/hostedvids/neesa01/?affiliate=960449
ace_bailey
2008-10-16, 05:27
MAXHARDCORE IS "GUILTY".AND GETS A POSSIBLE 5 YEARS IN PRISON AS OF TODAY! READ ON.I POSTED ON A TAMPA BAY ARTICLE.I POSTED MY COMMENT BELOW.WITCHCRAFT WORKS!
http://www.avn.com/video/articles/30610.html
Posted by ( Neesa ) on June 7, 2008 at 7:45 p.m. ( Suggest removal )
Today I will celebrate by throwing darts at Max blown up poster I printed out.My name is Neesa.Max raped and tortured me in summer 02.I am not his victim like he calls us.I am just a women who he crossed that uses some of her time to help women like myself get justice.Max only made me stronger.The girls on his videos are forced to do those awful things.Maybe theres 1 or 2 that is friends w him that he doesnt punish.That way they can be his voice for him.His little puppet.ANd any girl that goes against another girl who is dealing w rape,is just plain cold and messed up.And going against their own gender.
Any girl who is cool w what he does was most likely molested by their daddy.Justice is served.And now,I will fight even harder.See what happens when u mess w Neesa? I made a police report on him.I also did alot of undercover work to help the case go in the direction I favored.Max obviously was raped/abused by his mommy or daddy.And probably neglected.I only hope so.And the jury who said the deliberations were difficult and emotional..Try having this man force u to vomit on his penis and lick it off.ANd off his testicles as well.Try having this man force his urine down your throat.
And verbally abuse you.I don't thank the jury just bcause they felt bad about their decision.What if that was their child he did that to and I felt bad for him? Jury,u didn't do anything to help me.My reports,other womens reports.We helped.I dislike the jury,Maxs attorney that lost(.Nice job.)just as much as I dislike Max.Who even says he will stay in jail for 5 years? I and others who have gotten together will fight 2 keep him there.
I am emotionally scarred forever.I know the inmates will give him exactly what they gave us.And he will try to act like a big wig and charm the men.And turn them into fans.But God doesn't work that way.I am not scared of you max.Or your $*&^ attorney.Freedom of speech.Remember? This has nothing to do w freedom of speech.Its about Max being a serial rapist/abuser in many ways.U created a strong,intellegent women in me max.Thank u for that.Go get a taste of your medicine! Love,Neesa
This guy wasn't convicted for anything he did in his video, he wasn't convicted for putting it on video,he was convicted for having it mailed to a hick state that gave us a president who made it possible to put him in jail.
Ironic isn't it?
The Boss
2008-10-16, 22:02
Dear Neesa,
I've been an admirer of you ever since I've first seen a vid in which you've performed so my initial "liking of you/ attraction to you" (so to speak) has been purely based on your pretty face and overall gorgeous looks, I can not lie about that.
After watching some interviews with you and also actually hearing you speak like a person as opposed to 'a porn icon' ,I have to say that you strike me as a very sweet and kindhearted spirit with a great inner beauty, who undoubtetly is able to give true love and compagnionship when you choose to give your heart to Mr Right (or Mrs).
(mind you, I still think you're pretty and gorgeous also but those facts were already established ;))
Please don't let the dirt from the past get an unmoveable object blocking your future, I of course understand that certain issues or experiences will never leave a person, I would hate to see a beautifull (I mean inner beauty) person getting stranded though on the issues and experiences only, so that the great things in a lifetime that can and will happen passes by without you being able to enjoy and reap the fruits of life.
Be all you can be and enjoy life doing it!!!
After all that cowboy hat wearing motherf@cker is "Bubba's Bitch" now!
I'll stop now as I don't wanna come across as an in love youngster or some kind of famous person 'nuthugger', because that's not what my post is about.
I wanted to make clear however that I was touched as a human being by you as a human being, by looking further then "exterior" and actually listening and watching you on a level other then 'meat slapping against meat'.
I'll kiss you goodbye fair lady and wish you the best!
Sincerly, The Boss
The Boss
2008-10-17, 05:26
This guy wasn't convicted for anything he did in his video, he wasn't convicted for putting it on video,he was convicted for having it mailed to a hick state that gave us a president who made it possible to put him in jail.
Ironic isn't it?
On another note ace bailey, any which way he deserved to be made into a bitch himself. Doesn't matter how, it's THAT they 'handed him his ass' ( pun intended ), just look how they got Al Capone locked up. Couldn't get him for racketeering and murder so tax evasion put him where he belonged!
Kinda like your buddy 'Bubba's Bitch' now huh !
I can see by your postcount and registration date that you registered solely to repost the article and to talk a little shit here on this post.
Ya know what, I propose that from now on we officially reffer to that cowboy hat wearing scumbag as ""Bubba's Bitch"" and to his buttbuddies as "Shit Mongers".
So, how's that for attention?
Really pretty,i love this kind of girl,redhead,clear eyes...and in addition,reading the first pages,she doesn't seem an arrogant pornstar
:bowdown: Neesa
O.K. boys and girls..Voting time..I haven't decided on who I am voting for as far as,congress,senator,etc..I have to do some background research on these people.Please do so as well! You may be surprised as to what these people want for our country.
I haven't had much time.But I will,and you should too.I am a democrat for obvious reasons.I am very liberal,as well as middle class.Republicans will make my life hell for another 4-8 yrs.Here's what's most important to me..I say yes to gay marriage(As u know,I am a fag hag.Besides,u may as well say,"Black People shouldn't be able to get married at all".Or you may as well say,"Interracial couples can't marry".Fuck the churches and pastors,etc that have shit to say.I spit on them.I do believe in GOD(Him/her.Or maybe GOD is a tranny or hermaphrodite.Ooh,this is going to get the religious ppl a talkin'.
2. Keep abortion LEGAL.It's already illegal in a few states.I think some of these politician s will not allow it if it was incest or rape,etc.
3.Healthcare.Whatever this country has to do to make healthcare better,as well as protect us.IE: I don't want to find out that even thought i have ins. they will find a way to NOT give me a kidney,shall I need one.Did you see "SIcko".That's what I am referring to.I love you Michael Moore.
I am a stripper and i have healthcare.That's rare BTW.I don't know why.But it just is.People constantly say to me,"For such a fucked up person,and a stripper..You're very responsible".
I haven't done volunteer wk in a few months because of my mental health.Adjusting to New meds,etc..But I signed up for a few organizations last week.I plan on wking for about 4.I start one next week.It's a food drive.I will be picking up food for the homeless,as well as holiday time,from certain places.They are in desperate need due to the economy and people not having $ for gas.SO I urge you guys to do that,or something else.It only takes a few hrs a week.
.
FlaNeesaFan
2008-10-17, 23:30
You know I've never had any interest in going to a strip club. But suddenly I'm overcome by a strong desire to go throw money at you. Is that wrong/creepy? :D
Seriously though, I find it extremely refreshing to find a woman such as yourself. Too many hotties out there are so vapid and shallow. It's nice to see a drop dead gorgeous woman with real opinions and a brain in her head.
BTW, I was glad to hear that that scumbag Max is going away. Fuckin' sicko. I am glad he didn't spoil you for us. Now if we can just get them to stop calling you a milf. :)
Here's looking forward to your return to film, since I'll probably never find your club. ;)
Dean Wormer
2008-10-18, 02:27
On another note ace bailey, any which way he deserved to be made into a bitch himself. Doesn't matter how, it's THAT they 'handed him his ass' ( pun intended ), just look how they got Al Capone locked up. Couldn't get him for racketeering and murder so tax evasion put him where he belonged!
One big difference, knucklehead. The Feds had tried to get Capone for murder, racketeering, extortion, bootlegging, etc. and finally settled on tax evasion because that was the only crime they could prove.
Max, on the other hand, they only went after him for "obscenity" which is, as you may know, is only in the eye of the beholder. Twelve dipshits who couldn't understand how to use the voting card in the 2000 election made a decision that is now critical in the government's future obscenity cases, such as the upcoming Evil Angel trial. It's only a matter of time before we see Vivid in the courtroom.
drunkprimate
2008-10-20, 02:00
1. Gay marriage
2. Keep abortion LEGAL.It's already illegal in a few states.I think some of these politician s will not allow it if it was incest or rape,etc.
3.Healthcare.Whatever this country has to do to make healthcare better,as well as protect us.IE: I don't want to find out that even thought i have ins. they will find a way to NOT give me a kidney,shall I need one.Did you see "SIcko".That's what I am referring to.I love you Michael Moore.
I am a stripper and i have healthcare.That's rare BTW.I don't know why.But it just is.People constantly say to me,"For such a fucked up person,and a stripper..You're very responsible".
I haven't done volunteer wk in a few months because of my mental health.Adjusting to New meds,etc..But I signed up for a few organizations last week.I plan on wking for about 4.I start one next week.It's a food drive.I will be picking up food for the homeless,as well as holiday time,from certain places.They are in desperate need due to the economy and people not having $ for gas.SO I urge you guys to do that,or something else.It only takes a few hrs a week.
1. Gay marriage is something that should be completely legal. All my room mates have been gay white males and far more understanding than any other group of people I know. I personally from a biological stand point think homosexuality is a natural form of natural selection. Of what few resources nature has to keep the human race in check it is the least damaging to the human element I think. It just cuts off a genetic line that's all.
2. Not even a question. Unless it's late term unless its between the life of the mother and the child. The child has not had a chance to live the mother might have other children who depend on her. I vote the mother is more important in the simplest actuarial review
3. I concur nuff said. But I have to ask Neesa who is your coverage provider with your preexisting condition for severe bipolar (I read your youtube profile) I have a few other friends who can't get coverage in other states. I'm lucky enough that with my own Major depression, anxiety, Unipolar Depression that I am still covered under my dad's Fed Gov Aetna coverage till I'm 30. I'm looking at some right now so I can grow my consulting/mac dev company to get some employee's soon but my cost would be insane if I wanted to have coverage.
For volunteer work between my double class load and clients I volunteer teaching kids and young adults introduction to using Unix & Linux operating system and explaining network technology at a local YMCA. I also do reading sessions at the local library on the weekend for kids and math tutoring for elementary kids. But I limit it to just my Saturday morning and early afternoon each weekend. I'm a big proponent for early technical education and getting people to volunteer that way.
O.K. boys and girls..Voting time..I haven't decided on who I am voting for as far as,congress,senator,etc..I have to do some background research on these people.Please do so as well! You may be surprised as to what these people want for our country.
I haven't had much time.But I will,and you should too.I am a democrat for obvious reasons.I am very liberal,as well as middle class.Republicans will make my life hell for another 4-8 yrs.Here's what's most important to me..I say yes to gay marriage(As u know,I am a fag hag.Besides,u may as well say,"Black People shouldn't be able to get married at all".Or you may as well say,"Interracial couples can't marry".Fuck the churches and pastors,etc that have shit to say.I spit on them.I do believe in GOD(Him/her.Or maybe GOD is a tranny or hermaphrodite.Ooh,this is going to get the religious ppl a talkin'.
2. Keep abortion LEGAL.It's already illegal in a few states.I think some of these politician s will not allow it if it was incest or rape,etc.
3.Healthcare.Whatever this country has to do to make healthcare better,as well as protect us.IE: I don't want to find out that even thought i have ins. they will find a way to NOT give me a kidney,shall I need one.Did you see "SIcko".That's what I am referring to.I love you Michael Moore.
I am a stripper and i have healthcare.That's rare BTW.I don't know why.But it just is.People constantly say to me,"For such a fucked up person,and a stripper..You're very responsible".
I haven't done volunteer wk in a few months because of my mental health.Adjusting to New meds,etc..But I signed up for a few organizations last week.I plan on wking for about 4.I start one next week.It's a food drive.I will be picking up food for the homeless,as well as holiday time,from certain places.They are in desperate need due to the economy and people not having $ for gas.SO I urge you guys to do that,or something else.It only takes a few hrs a week.
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1. I'm agree with you every word of this point,here in Spain,gay marriage is legal since 2 or 3 years,I think that in modern democracies must be responsible freedom in the most of thing,although religion and the far right don't want change,but,we have to progress and to evolve,in some reasons because nature is always evolving
2. I'm agree too,but only with a difference,I think that mother should be report about all the consequences and alternatives before she decides to abort.
3. As far as I'm concerned about this point,i'm absolutely agree with that,here in Europe most of countries have free healthcare and social security goes well,but i would change here that for prostitutes have also rights to get social insurance,here,there is a lot of women from Eastern Europe that work there and usually they're extorted by eastern mafias...On respect to your quote "For such a fucked up person,and a stripper..You're very responsible" I think that you're really an intelligent person and people shouldn't to be prejudiced nobody neither job,sex,ethnic,etc...
Kisses Neesa and regards to the board
PD: Sorry for my english
Spectre219
2008-10-20, 20:13
I just stumbled across this board, and I'm amazed- to say the least. I don't want to come off as another internet leg humper, but I probably will anyways.
Neesa- I'd simply like to say that you set a new standard in my opinion. Not only are you stunning; but now I find that you're down to earth and intelligent. I don't think I would have expected many "former adult actresses" to talk much about politics either.
btw, I love the "Occupation: stripper, dental assistant". Would have never expected that. I also hope your mental situation improves, I know medication adjustments can be hard.
Politically, I'm kind of torn. I don't like the Republican platform, nor the candidates at all, but I don't feel there's much I like about the Democratic one either. However, the three points you brought up about Gay marriage, abortion, and healthcare (among others), are ones I support. I do think the healthcare system needs a good fixing up, but I doubt that our current financial situation will allow it. I think the biggest problem our country faces is one that most people don't recognize- itself. Our government needs a reform again, such as in the early 1900's. The people, that our democracy is based on, are largely ignored. We support the concept of voting for our country's actions, but we don't really practice it.
tr1ckster
2008-11-07, 11:05
<3 Neesa <3
mardirossian
2008-11-13, 01:15
Neesa. You should do a movie with Tom Byron.
Here's a gallery: http://www.18files.com/babyfacemag/heidi/index0002.htm
http://www.dailycuties.com/0208/14/p1g7.html http://www.urlsgurls.com/06/27/gal1_9.html
http://www.footfetish-footfetish.com/cs/cheps/main.htm
OMG! Werder! U r my hero! WHo u r? Did u work on the set for those links? Thank u soo much.I have been looking for those pics for yrs.I think I had them on disc.But they must b in storage.The man who took them,past away not too long after.I want copies of those magazines.Or at least the pics of me that made it in there.All in storage.Loved wking for Score Group! How did u know it was me? I look totally different.Geez,my bosy is so toned compared t then.
gooner14
2008-11-15, 08:01
Yeah thanks Werder!!! I have never seen any of those pics before, and I've been interested in Neesa for a long time.
I once fell in love with the cheerleader shoot she did, so I kept searching for "Heidi" and "Joanne". http://www.sinmasters.com/avs12/Apicture/15/ulthm.htm
The great find!!! Neesa it you??? http://www.smutty-pages.com/teengals/ade8f9/
Hey Nessa, you mentioned that you love asians. What about south asian's (indian's specifically) would you do porn with them??
Sorry Nessa, I just had one more question. I was wondering if you had a chance to watch the porn debate with Ron Jeremy hosted by Night line. Here is a link on Google video: http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-2058948668301869795. I just wanted to get your personal opinion about the accuracy of both the Pro-Porn and anti-porn sides. (i.e. if anything was omitted or if there were any exaggerations etc.) Is porn really harmful? Thanks (I know this video was broadcast quite a while back so if you already talked about it earlier I apologize in advance)
Thanks for that link john! I never saw that.I don't follow up on the porn biz unless u guys inform me.I posted a reply on YouTube.Craig Gross's video.I really enjoyed every word he said...
I am a former porn actress.I absolutely agree with everything you are saying Craig.BTW:U r gorgeous.Just like you named..I was in Hustler's Barely Legal video.ANd a few "schoolgirl" films.I don't regret my decision to do porn.I don't regret doing the Barely Legal vid.
I just quit when I felt I needed to.
ANd never looked back.I haven't shot a video in exactly 2 years.Yes! U r so right on about.."There r very few that make millions.You mostly hear about them.Just like "Super models",there are "Super porn stars".ANd there are only room for about 5 a year .Jenna,Tera,and whoever else.I don't kno who's popular anymore.
I will say that I was safer(Health wise) doing porn,than I was in my past long relationship.One of my ex's had numerous one night stands/affairs behind my back.SOmetimes w men.He never used a condom.I knew bcause some came forward and told me they didn't.ANd I knew he wouldnt wear a condom.In porn,we get tested for 7 STD's every 30 days.Granted,u don't kno what he or she did the night,or 29 days prior.True.But how many housewives neve get tested for STD's bcause they are married and trust there husbands.I worked at several legal /ranches/brothels.
Sure,I used condoms for oral and intercourse.I even did a porn w an 18 yr old who had a girlfriend.She didn't know he was doing porn.SO who is really ay risk.Many of my customers at these rances were married/had girlfriends that were either ugly/were lousy in bed,or didn't want to satisfy their man at all.You think those ladies got tested?You think the guys did? Most these guys would ask to give me oral sex.
If I had syphllis ,genital warts,or herpes..I could have given that man the disease by that act.Most men don't know that.Most men don't know that the STD doesn't have to be visible to get it.Many men get brainless during sex,as their blood goes down to their dicks.They don't think straight.
They don't care.I am not against the adult industry.I was there.I was there before alot of these girl who are new,and think they are hot shit.I was there when it was still tabboo.I got shit from people/strippers I worked with,lost friends.Bcause of this work.Now,it's very acceptable to alot of society.Its no longer tabboo.Everything has been done.I'm glad I got out.It bored me.
BTW:I never came 1 time by intercourse.I never had an orgasm till I met my soul mate 1 month after I shot my last porn.He has been the only guy to make me cum.But you wouldn't buy a video if the girl didn't cum or "Act" like she enjoyed fucking that sometimes ugly guy.
I am an actress.When I am working at a strip club,I wouldn't make money if I wasn't nice to you,or didn't make you feel special.So yes,"Neesa" is very real on message boards.But at the strip clubs/in the movies..I'm an actress.If you don't know that when you watch a porn/walk into a club..That's not my problem.When I am (Insert real name here) I am very real.Very genuine.
Oh! ANd your average porn actress does make $800-$1000 a shoot w/o a condom or with.Now take out sometimes travel when they dont pay for it,and take out the STD tests WE have to pay for,$120-$150,now taxes(I actually pay mine).Now how much do u really have.?
I don't know what south Asians are.I had a long relationship w an indonesian/Chinese man.Is that what u mean? I find middle eastern men to smell like curry.Many Americans say that.
titsrock
2008-11-22, 15:58
Hi Neesa-
I thought this clip on Yahoo! news was interesting...
http://cosmos.bcst.yahoo.com/up/player/popup/?rn=3906861&cl=10790520&ch=4226720&src=news
Maybe we need a different kind of "stimulus plan" for America;)
smokebox
2008-11-23, 00:30
Oh! ANd your average porn actress does make $800-$1000 a shoot w/o a condom or with.Now take out sometimes travel when they dont pay for it,and take out the STD tests WE have to pay for,$120-$150,now taxes(I actually pay mine).Now how much do u really have.?
I don't know what south Asians are.I had a long relationship w an indonesian/Chinese man.Is that what u mean? I find middle eastern men to smell like curry.Many Americans say that.
If I won the lottery you'd get most of it for an hour of your time (it would take me 30 seconds, but oh well) And I don't smell like curry.
http://www.wtf?wtf?wtf?wtf?wtf?wtf?wtf?wtf?wtf?wtf?wtf?wt f?/watch/261091/how-do-you-get-two-girls-to-suck-your-cock/
>
> I'v never seen it before.The guy was gross and he smelled.He's ugly..This was
> June 02.How did I shoot porn w gross guys all the time? You
> just think of something else..pretend you are at the
> beach,drinking Pina Coladas.Then I would count..It's
> usually 8 minutes each position.
I did the countdown..ANd I
> always made a deal..I'll do less oral and a few extra
> minutes would go to intercourse.Like an extr position.I
> hated doing every video.
>
> I I hated sucking cock in porn bcause I wasn't into
> any of the guys,and it was work.But I knew no matter how bad
> I was,I was still getting paid.Hahah.Those who have had
> their dicks in my mouth outside of porn..know I give a good
> BJ.
http://links.porn.com/?r=pimp23837&p=ft&c=1&j=13&t=sharedvideo&g=dvds-player.html?scene=25522
I hope this comes up.If not..U can find this old porn shot in 06. just google escorttrick.com Neesa and u will find it.I don't own it yet,nore have I seen it.
I also found another one yesturday.Just google doctor adventures.com Neesa This is 1 of my faves.ANd once again wasnt able to download it yest. My MAC is very careful about viruses
http://www.allrealitygals.com/bangbrosnetwork/milfsoup/ah7jo39u6m/index.html
Guilherme1985
2008-11-28, 07:25
i never had a website.But many webcompanies have me on their page.All the losers who wrote nasty comments about me obviously have no life.Chances are they r fat/or ugly and r pissed off that women like me would never give them a chance.They want to make me out to be stupid,I am not going to prove 2 them I am not stupid,it's ot worth the effort.
If I was kicked off the naughty blah blah blah set,how come the video was complete? It doesnt make me crazy bcause i wont take brutal shoving and pulling hair from a man.Esp. a middle eastern man.Boy did I scrub myself after that shoot.christian is that mans friend which is why he commented.Hes a little bitch.I am reading the words very carefully.One bad move and I will file a complaint against these assholes.Like I said,I find them threatning.I will fight till my last breathe.I dont let peope fuck w me.Im Italian for gods sakes.But underneath all the anger and hostility I have for some men..I am really sweet and I love to entertain.I do take a step back when people come on too strong.Thats just my nature.Thx to all of u who have been so kind.
Neesa
Nessa
Stop running with this bad guys and marry me! im a good guy! i promisse!
pastyphil
2008-11-28, 07:38
http://www.juicypornmovies.com/_galls/doctors/20061111/index1124c47e.html
I must correct my avove statement..The video where I was working w the Armanian asshole that was pushing and pulling me around,literally..That was not Naughty...(I will not give them publicity).It was Tag Team...WHat do u guys think of the recent links I have sent you? SOmeone get a membership to Doctor Adventures and let me know what u think.That one has to b good! I am not able to post the video w bisexual britni and I.It keep coming up as WTF
Spectre219
2008-11-28, 14:29
I want to confirm, you're talking about this one, right Neesa? (The Armenian Asshole you refer to)
How does a guy like that even get into the industry? Seriously- He got hit bad with the fugly stick, overweight, and freaking tiny. That's none of the physical characteristics that anyone looks for in porn.
What I'm curious to know is, it looks like you were completely disinterested after awhile. Did you get bored with that guy and go after the cameraman yourself, or was it part of the "script"?
--
I'll have to search for the full video of those you mentioned, I have yet to see them.
If someone has any videos besides the two bangbros, and the massage one, let me know.
http://www.galleryaddict.com/gals/310708/neesa2-039/indexMMvSh.html http://www.galleryblaster.com/gals/90508/neesa2-430/indexMMvSh.html
Hot scene! And who this guy?
http://www.galleryblaster.com/gals/190208/neesa1-222/indexTmsmv.html
http://www.movieaxess.com/13413/index.html
smokebox
2008-11-28, 21:55
man Werder, You rock. You found alot that no one else has! KEEP IT CUMMIN"!
My tits turn 3 yrs old Sunday Nov 30th! I will try to upload pics of them when they had stitches..
BustyEscortLovr
2008-11-30, 00:14
My tits turn 3 yrs old Sunday Nov 30th! I will try to upload pics of them when they had stitches..
That's so adorable.
Yet another reason you are so hot in so many ways.
btw - whats the oldest guy you've slept with?
I don't know the oldest.Probably someone at the bunny ranch.Maybe a guy in his 60's? I prefer men in their 40's and 50's in my private life.
BTW:I don't read PMs so guys,please dont send them.I appreciate them.But none of it is too personal to not post.It's the same old long 5 min. story about how beautiful I am...Thx,But I cant read all my PMs.And nothing is original anyways.Hey,u know i don't apologize for who I am
funinthesun678
2008-12-01, 18:56
I don't know the oldest.Probably someone at the bunny ranch.Maybe a guy in his 60's? I prefer men in their 40's and 50's in my private life.
BTW:I don't read PMs so guys,please dont send them.I appreciate them.But none of it is too personal to not post.It's the same old long 5 min. story about how beautiful I am...Thx,But I cant read all my PMs.And nothing is original anyways.Hey,u know i don't apologize for who I am
Are you ever going to go back to the bunny ranch? I think you could be pretty busy is you did just from your freeones followers.
apandado
2008-12-01, 19:28
I'm a Mexican, Living in Mexico.
Where i can get a poster that have a picture of you for my Workshop?.
You Are Gorgeous!
Saludos!
Guilherme1985
2008-12-02, 06:27
I don't know the oldest.Probably someone at the bunny ranch.Maybe a guy in his 60's? I prefer men in their 40's and 50's in my private life.
BTW:I don't read PMs so guys,please dont send them.I appreciate them.But none of it is too personal to not post.It's the same old long 5 min. story about how beautiful I am...Thx,But I cant read all my PMs.And nothing is original anyways.Hey,u know i don't apologize for who I am
cmon my pm is creative :(
alright its the same "you are beatiful!" :P
just wanted some special attention :D
tr1ckster
2008-12-02, 10:11
Neesa, we need some new pics of you and your body babe! Not necessarily nude, but hey, no one would complain o.O
Pacific_Animal
2008-12-05, 01:20
Wow, Neesa. I can't believe how far you've come since I last saw you. Congratulations on your fame, and I'm glad to see you still take great care of yourself (you always did)! You sound quite content with life, and I'm glad that you've found balance without compromising who you are. Take care!
-Emotional Ketchup Burst
obviously that bisex britni vid w her and I and fatty were deleted from here.WHy did u think? If any of u can "Get me a copy.EMail me I still have the link.I emailed it to myself.
O.K. so quick update.As you know,I hate holiday time.So only about 1 month left and it's over.$ sux at the strip club these days.Too many girls trying to make $ for their gifts.WHile I'm just trying to pay my bills.
Lately I decided to track down all the porn companies I did work for.I know I did 26 films.I can only think of 16 vids I am in.SOmetimes you shoot,and you don't know what the name of the vid will be till it comes out.Then they don't tell you when they are coming out.
So I will let you know about each vid as they come in.This week I received,"Tag Team Tryouts" from "Amateur District"(Part of red light).I made a mistake.This whle time I was talking about the dirty armanian in the red light video w the poker game.And the man won me..I don't know what the name of that is,or how to find it.Maybe you can.It was shot in 06 I think.
SO this one is th same director as the guy who shot Milflessons 7+11.Bill Fisher.he's really good.The video on a scale of 1-10( I am judging against all my films) is probably a "5".It's cute."Pick up"..I fuck 2 guys.both were very kind.So all this time I thought it was a completely different video.SO go get it.Or a mambership to the website.Tell them I sent you.The only thing I hate,is when Bill fisher puts the camera waaayy too close to my face.Other than that,I like his work.
I am suppose to receive Doctor Adventures and Goo Girls 11 this week.
Years ago I did a foot fetish video with another girl.How will I ever foind it? I dont know if they used my name.It was really hot.help.I think it was shot in L.A.
Start here: http://www.iafd.com/person.asp?perfid=Neesa&gender=F
highconcept
2008-12-15, 03:49
I know someone on here posted a link to the complete Milfsoup scene with Neesa giving the balcony massage. But it got taken down. Anyone else know where it might be posted on the web?
That moment when she gets on her knees to take his cum is amazing...
iggypop123
2008-12-16, 01:37
I know someone on here posted a link to the complete Milfsoup scene with Neesa giving the balcony massage. But it got taken down. Anyone else know where it might be posted on the web?
That moment when she gets on her knees to take his cum is amazing...
whoever has the link ....
Is there anyway that one of you can start a new Neesa thread? Its been "Redheaded Milf for waaay to long.Lets start fresh.I don't kno how 2 do that.Now..out of 26 films,I know of 17...
1. That foot fetish g/g that I cannot find
2.Milfcruiser(Spoke to the company.Turns out Playboy bought it!He's suppose to send it to me.
3.streetblowjobs.com-this one is really good.I saw it.But I gave it 2 my ex and never got it back.The quality I got was bad.But it was a copy.The actor was really hot and nice too.I even fucked him on my own time the night b 4.Which I have never done,except w him.Icey productions owns it.
4.Vid w "N.Y. Joe" who we all kno I hate.And he was gross.And bisexual britni was in it too.Very nice girl.Don't kno the name of it.DOn't have a copy.
5.Big Sausage Pizza(Playboy also bought that one).The director(ZMaster) was very good.And he always does a good job.He aslo did Milfcruiser and a few others I will never find.Fetish ones.This was the last video,or the 2nd to last one I shot.By this time I was burned out,and you can see it.It's worth buying though.Very funny.
6.Milflessons 7-Love it.One of my faves.A must see!
7.Milflessons 11.-Same director as #7.I looked so good here.Make up and hair,etc..But one of my fave directors Bill Fisher had the cam to close the whole time.Why?This could have been amazing.But still worth seeing.
8.SOme video I don't want to mention bcause I looked awful and ad short hair.I think I had just grown it out from when I had a shaved head w long black bangs.I only had 10 copies to give out.I don't have a copy for myself.But my friend does,so whenever he decides 2 send it,I will finally have it.I know my name was Heidi in this one.
9.Hustlers Barely Legal.very professional shoot,of course.Loved it! Fucked ahot rockstar just b 4 the shoot in Hlwd,CA.Scandelous.
10.Tag Team tryouts.Get this one! The pick up was the best I'v ever done.And my acting on that part was better than most Hlwd,actors.Haha.Bill Fisher did a geat job directing.Funny,haven't seen him in 3 yrs until last night..1 week after I received that video for the first time/saw it.Law of attraction.Red Light vid.
11.Another Red light district production.This one sucks.I havn't seen it,but I kno it sucks bcause I was miserable.Can anyone find out the name of this ?I just want to own all my vids.It was a poker game intro.This is w tha Armanian asshold who was forceful.And the owner of the house/the other guys were assholes and didn't help me when I was upset.DO NOT BUY IF U REALLY LIKE ME.
12.escorttrick.com-I have called this company numberous times/emailed.They never get back to me.I am pissed.SO until they do,support Neesa and dont get a membership.However,I saw a few clips on the net.I kno this one is good! And whenever I worked w Jordan,the video was great bcause he is really good!
13.wwwpinkandperfect.com.This was a solo.I am sure it was good.However,another company who hasn't gotten back to me.I don't have a copy.And I have neve seen it.
14.Goo Girls 11.This was sent to me this week.Rodney Moore.Rodneyvision.First time I ever saw it.And I even spoke to Rodney on the phone! He is very sweet and acomidating.This was shot right after the AVN convention in 02.I looked awful tho bcause it was shot super early in the morn.And my hair looked so bad and I had no makeup on.However.This rocked! I never did a good blow job,except in this one.Buy it.Tell Rodney I sent ya.It was only an oral scene on both ends.I usually didn't allow the actors to go down on me.
15.Don't want to mention that one.
16.Doctoradventures.com-Only avail online.1st time I ever saw it.They sent it last week.they were super nice over there in the office.This video got me so hot,I fucked to it.Not very common 4 me 2 fuck myself to my own videos.Get that membership.let them kno I sent u.
17. Miflsoup.Great production and scenery.Bangbros video.But it sucked.It was boring.I was a masseuse. I looked really good in it tho.It was my only softcore.So if u like that,u will like this one.
My fave vids that I have actually scene are..
3,6,9,10,14,& 16
Which #'s r your faves? And,can you guys call/email the companies that haven't sent me the vid and annoy them and tell them to send Neesa her copy? Maybe if I get at least 10 guys to do that,they will send it.My email is neesaxxx@yahoo.com and u can tell them that.Thx
15.
gooner14
2008-12-20, 14:28
Neesa, you can change the title of this thread. Just PM a moderator and they can change if to what you want.
Hi Neesa, I'm new here but I hope all goes well for you during the holidays. I have a quick question, do you find pierced nipples/clits hot and would you ever do it yourself?
Numbstruck
2008-12-21, 22:22
Is there anyway that one of you can start a new Neesa thread? Its been "Redheaded Milf for waaay to long.Lets start fresh.I don't kno how 2 do that.Now..out of 26 films,I know of 17...
1. That foot fetish g/g that I cannot find
2.Milfcruiser(Spoke to the company.Turns out Playboy bought it!He's suppose to send it to me.
3.streetblowjobs.com-this one is really good.I saw it.But I gave it 2 my ex and never got it back.The quality I got was bad.But it was a copy.The actor was really hot and nice too.I even fucked him on my own time the night b 4.Which I have never done,except w him.Icey productions owns it.
4.Vid w "N.Y. Joe" who we all kno I hate.And he was gross.And bisexual britni was in it too.Very nice girl.Don't kno the name of it.DOn't have a copy.
5.Big Sausage Pizza(Playboy also bought that one).The director(ZMaster) was very good.And he always does a good job.He aslo did Milfcruiser and a few others I will never find.Fetish ones.This was the last video,or the 2nd to last one I shot.By this time I was burned out,and you can see it.It's worth buying though.Very funny.
6.Milflessons 7-Love it.One of my faves.A must see!
7.Milflessons 11.-Same director as #7.I looked so good here.Make up and hair,etc..But one of my fave directors Bill Fisher had the cam to close the whole time.Why?This could have been amazing.But still worth seeing.
8.SOme video I don't want to mention bcause I looked awful and ad short hair.I think I had just grown it out from when I had a shaved head w long black bangs.I only had 10 copies to give out.I don't have a copy for myself.But my friend does,so whenever he decides 2 send it,I will finally have it.I know my name was Heidi in this one.
9.Hustlers Barely Legal.very professional shoot,of course.Loved it! Fucked ahot rockstar just b 4 the shoot in Hlwd,CA.Scandelous.
10.Tag Team tryouts.Get this one! The pick up was the best I'v ever done.And my acting on that part was better than most Hlwd,actors.Haha.Bill Fisher did a geat job directing.Funny,haven't seen him in 3 yrs until last night..1 week after I received that video for the first time/saw it.Law of attraction.Red Light vid.
11.Another Red light district production.This one sucks.I havn't seen it,but I kno it sucks bcause I was miserable.Can anyone find out the name of this ?I just want to own all my vids.It was a poker game intro.This is w tha Armanian asshold who was forceful.And the owner of the house/the other guys were assholes and didn't help me when I was upset.DO NOT BUY IF U REALLY LIKE ME.
12.escorttrick.com-I have called this company numberous times/emailed.They never get back to me.I am pissed.SO until they do,support Neesa and dont get a membership.However,I saw a few clips on the net.I kno this one is good! And whenever I worked w Jordan,the video was great bcause he is really good!
13.wwwpinkandperfect.com.This was a solo.I am sure it was good.However,another company who hasn't gotten back to me.I don't have a copy.And I have neve seen it.
14.Goo Girls 11.This was sent to me this week.Rodney Moore.Rodneyvision.First time I ever saw it.And I even spoke to Rodney on the phone! He is very sweet and acomidating.This was shot right after the AVN convention in 02.I looked awful tho bcause it was shot super early in the morn.And my hair looked so bad and I had no makeup on.However.This rocked! I never did a good blow job,except in this one.Buy it.Tell Rodney I sent ya.It was only an oral scene on both ends.I usually didn't allow the actors to go down on me.
15.Don't want to mention that one.
16.Doctoradventures.com-Only avail online.1st time I ever saw it.They sent it last week.they were super nice over there in the office.This video got me so hot,I fucked to it.Not very common 4 me 2 fuck myself to my own videos.Get that membership.let them kno I sent u.
17. Miflsoup.Great production and scenery.Bangbros video.But it sucked.It was boring.I was a masseuse. I looked really good in it tho.It was my only softcore.So if u like that,u will like this one.
My fave vids that I have actually scene are..
3,6,9,10,14,& 16
Which #'s r your faves? And,can you guys call/email the companies that haven't sent me the vid and annoy them and tell them to send Neesa her copy? Maybe if I get at least 10 guys to do that,they will send it.My email is neesaxxx@yahoo.com and u can tell them that.Thx
15.
I bought milfsoup I agree its not that exciting kind of was disappointed.
u give the dude a hand job and then u end up fucking. And u really didn't talk to the camera like I like. Hopefully I'll find a better Neesa DVD.
just thought I'd share my oppion on that DVD.
i wasn't allowed to talk.That's how the director wanted it.Sorry
Phone #s to some of the companies or their webmasters,that wont get back to me.Maybe if u bug them they will respond to m.Say that u r calling on behalf of Neesa..
pinkandperfect (dot com)
954-312-4510
(Let these companies kno just to email me,get my info,and send the damn video in perfect condition.I have been getting shitty quality vids.Let them know this post is up and to expect alot of calls on behalf of me.I keep getting a voice message.If I can get 20 ppl to do this.it will drive them crazy.
tr1ckster
2008-12-23, 14:46
Not much action on your site Neesa, how come? :(
i am too lazy.I am not really sure how 2 work it.I don't know what happened to the webmaster.Never met him.Tried emailing him.Hope he didn't pass away.Bahh Humbug.U guys kno how much I hate the holidays.SO I won't say it.Just avoid the roads at nite.2 many drunk drivers
http://tubeforever.com/168542-Neesa_Gets_Fuck_By_2_Lucky_Guys
tag team try outs Merry fucking Christmas
pastyphil
2008-12-25, 03:17
http://www.sexmedo.com/gals/bb/milfsoup/11-hm-2876-44/
http://www.milfsoup.com/t1/cfree=bangfree/shoots/ms2876.htm
flim_flam
2008-12-25, 03:28
Jesus!
I've been looking over the galleries posted in this topic, and I've got to say, Neesa, that you are about the most attractive woman on the planet. I don't know where this whole stupid "MILF" thing comes from- you look young and hot!
http://tubeforever.com/168542-Neesa_Gets_Fuck_By_2_Lucky_Guys
tag team try outs Merry fucking Christmas
Gorgeous :bowdown::hatsoff:
flbchbum8001
2008-12-26, 01:44
http://tubeforever.com/168542-Neesa_Gets_Fuck_By_2_Lucky_Guys
Numbstruck
2008-12-28, 23:07
i wasn't allowed to talk.That's how the director wanted it.Sorry
really man what was he thinking? Everyone else had some kind of dialogue excepted for Ava and u. How did u like working with that director and everyone on that DVD?
Hmm.How am I feeling these days.Well,its a new year.Must close a chapter in my book.This song says everything I wish I could say to someone.But I don't burn my bridges w ppl that meant so much to me.Listen to every single word.This is the male/female version.I am sure u can relate
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o_7Oztmz5dA
Devasator
2009-01-04, 00:56
Well Neesa. I only saw one of ur vids about half a year ago. And i had to say, it was the sexiest thing ive ever seen. It was ur MilfSoup scene five, the one with the massage on the balcony. Ive seen many stars in my time, some are dirty, some are pros or beginners. But a star who expresses her mind, thats one of a kind. Keep up the good work and i hope to hear from u soon. ::wave2:
I<3roundness
2009-01-04, 12:41
I have to hand it to Bang Bros for the underneath-Neesa's-butt shot on this one:
http://savagesonmilfs.com/21715/
The Neesa's-legs-straight-up-in-the-air shot is a good look, too. Somehow, when Neesa fucks, it lends itself to artistic ideas more than with other stars. And it's not pretentious or boring--it's absolutely hot, I think.
I would love to see nessa's foot fetish vid, does anybody have a link or know the website or name of the video??? Nessa please send us a link when you find out!
This will come up through google..Jeremy Jackson,"Confessions of a teen idol"
(For those who don't know.he was the little bitch,Hobie on Baywatch".Big deal.
Let me give you a little info on Jeremy Jackson..I had met him in summer 07.I spent about 1 hour with him.It was hell.I want to start off my discussing his past with manufacturing meth.I didn't know about this until soon after I spent that horrible 1 hour w him.I,like millions+ of ppl met him online.I thought he was cute.AFter the experience,I googled his name,and found out about his jail time for that crime.
That explained everything.For those who don't know..Meth is all over the west coast.It's moving to the east coast slowly,but I don't know anyone who does it. I just watched this "Confessions of a teen Idol".e can play the sweet charming man.But he truly is a pompous,bratty,thinks he's the shit,little bitch.You put yourself on t.v.,expect backlash.Freedom of speech. As far sex tape,obviously this loser will do anything to get attention.You don't think that was planned? Every celeb is doing that now.If you take a look at his face,with cheek bones sticking out..That is called,"Meth face".I don't believe he is sober now.He and his friend,picked me up.We went back to his friends house.He went upstairs for about 15 mins.ANd left me alone with his friend.I didn't find his friend attractive.I also fancy white men.This man wasn't.My choice,my body.
I don't know what Jeremy was doing upstairs,but by his actions when he returned,I would assume he was probably doing speed(Meth) to get ready for his sexual encounter with me.It's obvious that he wanted his friend to join the fun.That would not be the case with me. Jeremy got very rough.Now when we spoke online,we did discuss s&M;,bondage..We both enjoyed it.But those whoare REALLY into that scene and not posers,know that when someone says stop,or calls out their safe word.You stop.It took alot of energy physically to get him off me.Yes,I was interested in a fuck from a hot has been.I like has been bcause they fuck like they will never get booty again.But he was extremely rough.The only thing that made his stop,was the following words.."You have a name for yourself.It will be ruined if you go any further". He did not rape me,but I guarantee,he was on his way.ANyone who does/manufactures meth,and admits it on t.v,etc..It's hard to believe whatever his side would be.WHen he went upstairs right after,I halled ass and drove off.His friend was like,"WHere are u going,what's wrong". Obviously they are both stupid.Jeremy texted me many times soon after I left,and hours later.I am sure he was afraid I would call the cops.And they of course wpuld notice that I had no criminal record,and he does.I can't believe he gets to go to rehab for man. meth.And those who are not has been celebs would get many years in prison.It's not fair.
He def. feared gett ing in trouble for what he did.he is very lucky that he didn't get his ass kicked.But I felt bad for him.Such a pathetic little boy who can't get over the 1 little show he was on. Now,noone can ruin my name because I am a stripper/former porn actress.I alreadt fuined my rep on my own.ANd I don't care. The funny thing is when he walked into my strip club about 1 year ago for an Ed Hardy party.Also there was Seth from Celeb. rehab.They are buddy's.Hmmm.
I wonder what they have in common.The minute he walked in my club,he walked right out.He saw meand freaked out.He was probably fucked up and saw devil horns on my head.Which he should,because I am like the devil when u fuck w me. One of his friends went outside to comfort him.I am sure he explained who I was.I got off knowing he ran away,and was uncomfortable in MY HOUSE.MY TERRITORY.
I tip the floor men,and pay the DJ and house fee to work.I can have anyone thrown out that makes me uncomfortable.Even if you are part of the preppy tool wearing Ed Hardy crew.Most ppl that wear that line of clothing are wanna be cool,jocks who are tools.hink about the guys you know who wear that.I see it all the time in the strip clubs. If he was smart.He would have apologized.If he was a man.Even a fake,"I am sorry we had a falling out,and I didn't respect your feelings or body".
SO now,I am taking this opportunity to talk shit.WHich I am allowed to do. I am sure he and his friends will reply and take his side,I am o.k. with that.believe a "Former" meth head,meth manufacturer.I love controversy,so bring it. He finally came back in the club,and hs friends surrounded him and made him feel cozy.Seth was nice to me bcause he knew it was the right thing to do.Thats the nice Jewish boy in him.ANd I appreciate that.I actually think he is a cool guy with an asshole for a manager,david.Loved watching his ass get dumped on that "WHo wants to date my ex Jo" reality show.
he is very unattractive.ANs has a huge ego.The man has an ugly face. Why didnt I get Jeremy kicked out?.Because that is what he wanted,expected.Boys like him love drama.I enjoyed him looking paranoid and having to watch me dance with other men.It got me off.I wish him very bad things,and ppl that know me,know I play with magic.
Yes,witchcraft,my religion.Light a candle and pray.Thats the way I do it.SO Jeremy when you read this,cry like the little bitch you are.Loved your kiss ass textes."I thought you were going to hang out"."What did I do".I'm sorry".etc.. Instead of getting mad and out of hand when someone talks shit about u,bcause when u r high,or not high,u r a bad person..Why not sit down with them and apologize.At least to fix your name.I feel sorry for you.Obviously your parents did a shitty job raising you.
Poor baby,U were famouse and rich,and now your not.How could we,"The non celebs" feel bad for you? ANd why didnt you apologize on the 1st episode,to those you sold meth to? U ruined countless lives by selling meth.Maybe one of theose customers of yours,raped,killed or abuse someone bcause of your selling it to them.GOD is watching,and has watched.You have bad karma now,and have had it.You have allready been punished by losing your career.
U didn't walk away from it,I am sure they noticed your problem.I am also sure that u and your friends will call me a liar,but I really don't care.I admitted that u didn't rape me.Now,you can either fix this issue,admit to it,apologize,or I can post this on countless boards.Remember,I am not famous,so noone i going to care what you say about me.This my dear,is your payback.I like to wait a long time before handing it to you.
BTW:He acts and looks like he wants to be a black man.We all know what they call that.WHat an insult to that community.
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